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728 · Feb 8
Am I free?
Juan45th Feb 8
Am I free?
Can I do anything I want,
and I'm still free?

Free is a big word,
it has been used since the
ancient times.

Still using in a
modern era of
free times.

But am I have
freedom in this
life?

I want to travel,
But no means.

I want to eat foods,
But can't afford.

I want technology,
But I need a payment.

So, I must find a job first.
Become slave just to earned,
just to fill my needs.

Freedom is a must,
But cash is the needs.

My question is,
Am I free?
274 · Jan 23
a friend
Juan45th Jan 23
My friend says thank you,
but I insist
and said thanks to you.

He says, you're the best
and I said,
but you are
the best.

Then I says,
you're happy my friend.
and he said
let's celebrate
and be drunk.

And he says,
you're not looking good
my friend.
I said, I'm good so let's
drunk.

And then I said,
It's too good to be drunk
when a friend is by
my side.
But it's too bad when I'm drunk
because all I want is
to cry.
So, drink moderately. atleast twise a day. haha
262 · Jan 10
Cold Night
Juan45th Jan 10
It was a cold night under the moon
when I walked through the door,
what I saw is the beauty of
you.
173 · Feb 21
worried
Juan45th Feb 21
If she want,
she will.
be not worried,
cause thing will be
fine as it is.
170 · Jan 11
Ikaw
Juan45th Jan 11
Ito ang aking kwento.
Sa lib-lib na lugar,
sa gitna ng kapatagan,
sa tabi ng parang ay isang bahayan.

Sa dami ng mga aso,
yun ding unti ng tao.
Hindi mo nga mawari yaring
gabing kay tamlay,
Tunay nga't kay tindi, yaring
puso'y di maikubli.

Ikaw nga't andini,
ako nama'y wala sa sarili.
Ngunit ano mang sabihin
ay hindi rin maikukubli,
kaya't iyo ng marapatin, yaring
puso't dam-damin.

Ako nga'y lalayo,
ari namang puso'y iiwan
ko saiyo.

Iyo sanang alagaan at huwag
kalungkotan,
Itong aking paglisan ay isang
pangmadalian.

At sa aking pag balik,
dala ko'y regalo at sa simbahan
na tayo ay tutungo.
81 · Jan 10
To my companions
Juan45th Jan 10
To my companions,
I don't forget you all
So please don't forget me also,
For we may took different path,
But in the end we will see each other
in the same paradise.
74 · Jan 11
I
Juan45th Jan 11
I
I look and I see,
I stretch and I stand,
I step and I walk,
then I run.
I run and I tried,
then I'm tired.
I bend and I sit,
till I slept.
72 · Jan 12
Limitless
Juan45th Jan 12
I see everything that
reaches the sky,
But limited only in
my eyes.

I hear everything that
travels in the wind,
But limited only in
my ears.

I feel everything that touches
the surface,
But limited only in
my hands.

I taste everything that
is tasteless,
But limited only in
my tongue.

I smell everything that
produce hardship,
But limited only in
my nose.

Everything is limited,
My words are limited.

Only my imagination
that makes my poem
limitless.
72 · Jan 10
the chill
Juan45th Jan 10
The chill of the night peels
my rugged skin,
it gets to my bone but its fine,
It will never reach my heart cause
it's burning out of your love.
72 · Feb 22
Feather
Juan45th Feb 22
I live like a feather,
Wherever the wind blows,
I ride with it.

I climbed so high,
I might touch the sky,
But the wind blows hires.

I fell that high,
I think I'm gonna die.

But then I realized
I'm just a feather
From the sky.
65 · Jan 10
useless
Juan45th Jan 10
What can a pen can do?
What can a piece of paper can make?
yes my writing is useless at war,
yes it is useless,
but war will be forgotten if it is not
written.
62 · Jan 11
Change
Juan45th Jan 11
Remembering happy moments,
Thinking what life is before.
I had it all,
Until something changed.
I stoped growing tall,
I reach the end of the calendar,
My knee is acking,
My beard is growing,
and may hair is turning silver.
At this point of time, life is
about struggling.
60 · Jan 10
In the beginning
Juan45th Jan 10
It always began in the beginning,
of coures you say it is,
but are you sure?
let make it sure or let me asure you,
This is the making of an era,
the era of eradication.
It has been predicted, or some says
it is premeditated.
But who?
whom it will be done.
It is unknown until it is known.
What?
did you say its not making sense?
I know
you might think that way.
that is why I am telling you now,
Stop reading words
and
Start living with it.
59 · Jan 10
Only
Juan45th Jan 10
It took me a thousand miles
to get me where I am,
But it takes only two step and you're
gone.
59 · Jan 11
Rain
Juan45th Jan 11
It's been a while
since rain drop fell from
the blue sky.
The wind touch was cold,
The tine drop rain
makes a puddle,
Everything is drenched and
all I think is you being wet.
55 · Jan 10
Hope
Juan45th Jan 10
I live alone for so long,
the friend that always with me is my shadow.
For I can't be seen,
nor be heared.
but here you are dragging me into the lights of hope.
........ I hope its not hurt.
51 · Jan 10
See
Juan45th Jan 10
See
The sun was shining,
it brighten all of the seven sea, but why I can't see?
51 · Feb 3
How
Juan45th Feb 3
How
I'm so lonely,
I stared at nothingness.

All I can do is remember,
Remember the times with you.

I'm like a pable stone,
sinking at the bottom of sea.

I can do nothing,
But let my self drown
of loneliness.

When I can see you?
How can I be with you?
All I can do but ask.

I know and I knew,
Is it to much to ask
to see you?

We're born differently,
You're the sun rise and
I'm the sun set.

HOW can I be with you,
If someone is attending you.
48 · Feb 7
My dream
Juan45th Feb 7
I dreams,
so far it's good.

It was a childhood
dream,
and it's good.

I'm always dreaming
of what I will become.

Untill I turned old,
My dreams become
just a dream.

I  do everything,
just to grasp it.

I study hard,
learned very hard.

And finally it's
within my hand.

The dream that I longed
before is wihin
my grasp.

BUT what is this?
Why is that?

Within a blink
of an eye,
my dream become
just like
a dreamed.
Not all will be,
but some might be.
it hurts me bacause I'm not.
41 · Feb 3
Untitled thoughts
Juan45th Feb 3
I'm so **** up!

I'm so tired!

I'm so depressed!

I want things to ceased.

I want to stop thinking.

My thoughts are killing me.

My heart is hurting me.

I don't know what to do.

I don't know what I'm going through.

Is it a rope?

Is it a knife?

or

Is it a gun?

I want to stop now.......

But thanks to you
my Lord.

I am saved from my evil thoughts.
keep in mind "Jesus love's us"
41 · Jan 31
till death do us part
Juan45th Jan 31
I can feel it,
The end is near,
But no one sees but me.

It get darker and darker,
The lights is leaving,
But no one cares.

The few are the chosen,
And the other was left behind.

From which it is taken,
and whom that is hiden.

It is always like these,
from Womb to Tomb,
from Dawn to Dusk,
till death do us part.
be aware!
39 · Feb 24
Sedate
Juan45th Feb 24
I find myself in the wild,
Sedate out of the blue.

I don't know how,
Idon't know why.

I'm just stunned,
Can't comprehend life or death.

Where did I go wrong?
Am I this stupid?

My feeling is firm,
Nothing can break it.

But what is this
strange feeling?

I think I'm loosing
bit by bit I'm loosing.
38 · Feb 21
Failure
Juan45th Feb 21
Regret?
I have so many regrets,
I do always think of all
my regrets.

I can fixed almost anything,
I can build things from scratch,
I almost can do anything but regrets holds me.

I wanted to be a soldier,
But my heart can't take it,
So I regrets.

Then,
I wanted to be a teacher,
I waited a call, patiently
but no one did,
So I regrets.

I wanted to be a trainer,
I tried to be one,
But no one accept me,
Then I regrets.

So I ask my self,
Am I a failure?
I think I'm one.
Or I'm the only one.
I'm always failing. I failed. I'm a failure 😞
28 · 2d
I'm a Filipino
In the beginning, there are tribes.
There are tribal war,
Death is the only option.

Then spanish came, with the might
of the Cross.
they introduced peace with Christ.

Some tribe accept the Cross,
Some accept the conflict
and death is only await.

They don't prevail for long,
and the Cross brought inside,
the islands become Christian.

But that's not the end of the happy ending,
Some will always make conflict.
and the war will begin.

Because of evil habit,
We always want conflict.

We killed our owned hereos,
We killed the Chieftain who deffended the soveriegnty,
We killed the Supremo who wants independence,
We killed the only General we have.

They died because of love of country,
They died because of love of money,
They died because of us.

and now, the only President we have,
might die in the hands of our own foolishness.

— The End —