Your words, they cut me hard and deep. You only approve when I act like your sheep. I know you’re hurt, this has hurt me too. It’s been hell, that you all have put me through

It’s been a while, since I felt words like this. You always had a way of stealing my bliss. Where has it gotten you, this hate and rage? You don’t see it’s locked you in a cage?

Despite my efforts it’s like my feelings don’t matter. Your words and intentions leave me shattered. Who are we now, I can’t help but wonder? Sometimes I just see you as so immature...

I’m left with this **** that no one can fix. I’m almost fed up with all your dramatics. You always end up just being mean and cold. What value did our relationship ever hold?

You are my beautiful melody
You are the sweetest of symphonies
You are the drug that keeps me sane
You keep me from getting lost in my brain

Cause that happens sometimes,
I try to vent in all these rhymes
But at the end of the day it’s only you
That can pull me up out of these blues

Don’t be mistaken, I’m strong on my own
But I don’t want to do this alone
And truth is you’re the only one I choose
Without you is too much to lose

All I want is this life with you
I’ll do anything to see it through
I wouldn’t have things any other way
So if you’ll have me, forever I’ll stay

Pushing on the accelerator to get out of here fast. I don’t want this moment to last. I look for answers behind me, in the mirror. All I  see is what’s looking back at me, what I fear.

I don’t want to live up to anyone’s expectations. My ways will be my own annihilation. I’m my own hero. I’ll get through this alone.

If I can’t save myself I’m not worth the fight. You only ask questions for an insight. You don’t know me, I’ll break your pride. We’re not red, we’re blue inside.

Look at how little we really know. Unanswered questions, nothing to show. There’s no such thing as a final goodbye. No one can escape what lies inside.

We all create worlds into which we can escape. That’s how it’s been from the start, brainwashing is ****. Crushing, nothing ever happens just one time. So keep living in the perfection you mine.

I’m trying so hard to give you your space. I’m trying so hard just to save face. You make it so hard for me to abstain. All I want is your affection, to your disdain.

I’ve never known love like this before. You always leave me begging for more. I’ve given in and given my all. The choice is yours, it’s now your call.

I’ve compromised so much for you, but at some point I also need you to. One minute you got me feeling so high on life, the next I don’t know how much longer I can deal with this strife.


Sometimes I feel so empty and ugly. When I open up you seem to dismiss me. You know how I feel but you don’t appear to care. If that’s the case, what do we really share?

You’ve got me spellbound, I can’t deny.   These waves of emotions got me acting so awry. But I don’t want anyone other than you. So I’m at a loss, I just don’t know what to do.

How does it feel to be adored like you are? You know in the darkness you’re my guiding star.

Wherever you go I will follow you. Whatever you ask of me I can’t say no to.

All I want is to breathe you, take you in. Your soft touch puts goosebumps on my skin.

Your voice moves me in ways I can’t explain. Your passions, I want so bad to obtain.

I’ll put you first, before I put me. I’ve never done so, so adamantly.

It’s more than your beautiful laugh, smile, or eyes. Everything about you has me mesmerized.

It’s your humor, your mind, just your general presence, the way I feel around you, your overall ambiance.

Just my thoughts of you take my breath away. I wanna be your forever, I’m here to stay.

See I’m in love with you in every way imaginable, so much that I don’t even care if it’s reasonable.

I don’t know where
I’d be without you now,
but I know I wouldn’t
be the same somehow.

I haven’t always done
my best by you,
but you stuck by me
through and through.

Your love, loyalty, and strength
always cease to amaze me.
How do I tell you thank you
adequately?

The day came where I watched
you start slipping away,
and I started to think about
what I’d say.

Words and memories
you started to lose.
I saw it on your face;
shattered, bemused.

And all I want is to give you
your years back.
I see you helpless,
starting to crack.

It breaks my heart
and it scares me too,
to watch this, what
you’re going through.

It upsets my stomach
thinking about this.
Life’s recent events
have my mind abyss.

You’ve left an imprint
on my heart,
no matter what happens
we’ll never be apart.

It’s tough for me,
I know it is for you.
I’m gonna do my best
to be whatever you need me to.

I’m biting my nails
And I can’t sit still,
You’re sighing,
Telling me to chill.

I’m biting my lip
Cause the tears start to surface.
Things are unsettled
And it makes me nervous.

I can’t stay quiet,
Gotta tell you how I feel.
I wanna be with you forever,
Never known something more real.

It’s killing me that
Things have gotten this way.
All I wanna do
Is take your pain away.

You’re pushing me away
And I don’t blame you,
But I just want
To pour my love onto you.

I hate myself for
Letting this happen.
I’m grasping for reasons
To be forgiven.

Gonna do whatever
I can to make you smile.
Cause that means we forgot
Even just for a while.

I wanna hear that laugh
Ringing in my ears;
Wanna hear it for a lifetime,
For years and years.

I wanna feel your skin
Brush against mine,
Bury my face in your hair,
I wanna fall asleep entwined.

I’m gonna do whatever I can
To make things alright
Because if we’re not together
Nothing in this life is right.