M/Here I started writing because I was sitting in silence most nights just starring at a TV that wasn’t even on and completely lost in my thoughts. So someone suggested I start writing. So I did 26 followers / 351 words
I wish life were like a musical Beautiful And less pharmaceutical Adderall days and Xanax nights It bites I’ve seized flight there’s no light or end in sight Things crumble I stumble Fumble As things slowly turn to ash I’ve hit the ground too fast Aggravated Obligated to stay animated Agitated because I never made it
Without you it’s not enough You send me to the edge with everything I love I’m just a man who is down on his luck You’re just looking down on me from above
There is no ball and there is no court We’re just friends so why can’t you call Even to keep it short Why do I always have to be the one to pick up the phone Sitting at home Alone Liquor cabinet dry as a bone It would be nice to see your name on the screen when my phone rings Sadly it’s never you It’s never a friend just wanting to check on things I’ll wait and maybe you’ll call one day Maybe it’ll be you just wanting to say “hey”
I want to lay in bed with a queen I want to make love to the woman of my dreams An artist, a poet, a woman very cultural Willing to get ******* on the múltiple I’ll give you everything when it comes to passion Don’t ask me to share anything else with you I don’t know what might happen Let’s keep it in the bedroom for now Because I like when the neighbors say we’re loud
I’m afraid to let this go any further I don’t want that feeling we’re I’d do anything for her I’m hard to love and my love is strong If it’s just *** how can anything go wrong No way I’m letting another one in No way I roll the dice. Think twice There’s not a chance I’ll win
I know thinking like this I’ll always end up alone That’s just me though A lovers heart is something I’ll never own