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  Feb 2018 Jessica
Jessica Moneymaker
Overanalyze try my mind on for size running at full speed. Realize words change but have the same meaning. Lingering but forgotten Shurley I heard them spoken only one thing can come up this. I will be left broken and choking struggling with my own insecurities why can I have some kind of security. I'll even take some kind of purity
  Feb 2018 Jessica
Jessica Moneymaker
Joys fading into the dark again, time to close off why show me lite so we can be taken away. Feeling of dread dead unemotion  that spark I cannot find any more. Searching for days but it feels like its wonders away farther farther. Don't know how to please who to believe want to make it right but being pulled left and right run to back. But let's just go back lucite from being out of my mind body and soul time to come back to reality but my dream world is so great.... I've been told nothing last forever Everything must come to an end
  Feb 2018 Jessica
Jessica Moneymaker
confusion or is it just an illusion please tell me I'm not just assuming the crazy st that luming something's not right not brought to light hidden from my site... So why do I even fight... I'm not enough of a delight what the f* gives you the right? it's like saying I love you syke but I will be polite but I think your telling some whites so pull those shoes tight cuz this just might be worth it ight
  Feb 2018 Jessica
Jessica Moneymaker
What do you want me to do?
When you lie to me..........
What do you want me to do ?
When you down,degrade and disect me.........
What do you want me to do ?
When all the things you say I am.......Is really YOU

No lie!  Actions speak louder than words.
You can only
do so
much when your
the only one being
  100................
  Feb 2018 Jessica
Jessica Moneymaker
So hard to please, **** I'm on my knees.  So speak up let me know what's on that runaway  mind of yours, first one to say talk to me but you just stay silent.  You are your worst enemy  I know first hand so quick to jump to conclusions harbour of your own illusions disillusions.  Fill trapped inside of my own pleas just to get you to see.......  All of me , but you just don't believe.  Why can't you see?  Why can't I be enough of what you need?  I'm not here to deceave or make believe, You alone is what I conceave of that I really need.
  Feb 2018 Jessica
Jessica Moneymaker
Can it be he's not here with me.
He chose another road than me.
I think I'm bout to over load really
explode, but I've got to go at it alone
   I knew it.
All alone is all we are......
  Feb 2018 Jessica
Jessica Moneymaker
****, is it going to come to this?
Why would I lie?
Why would I try to get past your eyes?
Please you must believe I've spoke no wrong.
You asked and I said, "I can't see how you can take what I said and mix it up"
It reflects the way you make me feel.
I was letting you in but I guess you're not ready for that.
That's my bad.
I thought you was on my level of us.
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