Another daybreak, and I am still ******* awake.
Don't know how much more my heart can take.  Building up with no release afraid that my knight in shining armor will be fashionably late. So confused, why your actions don't match your words.  I know you have common since knowing something hurts someone, but you do it anyway, it just  plain out don't make no sense.  So you hide behind your eyes, with half *** lies and half *** truths.  Wow, you still don't know why I have no trust. When you blatantly through it under the bus.

One day you will love me like I love you, it just seems like you don't have a clue. My heart has been broken for so long, I pray that you are the one with some glue.  That's your biggest  of all the test, to see if you can be true.  Don't need no whites if that's the case, I can surely fly that infamous kite.  Time to bring  ourselves out of the dark, and finally find our light. **** though, I don't want to worry, just because I'm not in your sight.  Please ease my mind.  I am trying so hard to be patient, respect, loyalty that would be polite.  Just bear with me, and stick by my side, but if you have to hide it then it's wrong.  You will just leave me broken, cause you couldn't come through with the words that you loudly spoken.  The new Bonnie and Clyde, don't prove to me that you just lie. Then I will for my well being have to give up on the fight.

You can lie or should I say you can try, not with me, for I can see on the inside. I'm like the ******* spy for the FBI, as always I'll end up the one to cry. What's so bad you don't even know you made me so sad.  Really thought you would prove me wrong, nope, you said so long. Going to give it up for your fairweathers, I'd rather be your Forever. You will see in the end, who is still standing by your side. The one that truly wants to be your ride or die. So here's your cue, no amount of making up to, do you have already shown me that you couldn't even wait a half a moon. That's the thing we will see soon.

Honestly, why would you want to hurt the one, that loves you the most.
Trying to believe in your devotion crazy thing you can't second that notion.
Deep inside me, I'm really wishing for a love potion.  Silly me, I'm silly trying to make a motion for your heart. Like a fool you had mine at the **** start.
I really wish that I didn't care, and there you just out here all unaware. I don't think that you are prepared, for the amount of love that I have to share. Baby you're like my air, so much easier to breathe when  when we are a pair really wish that I didn't care.

It's bad enough my own mother and father didn't want me, threw me away like the weekly garbage. Why can't I be enough? Waste of space always last in the race, when I ran the fastest just to be let down over and over again. Why I put my all into something when I don't get that back. The one left behind wish I could rewind and they are kind. Is making someone happy worth my mind? Or are they really happy because if they were, they wouldn't want validation from others. It's settling and I'm worth way more than that. Why can't I or they see that? Never enough... All we are is all alone, Kurt Cobain. And they thought he was insane, he just cared too much. Don't want to feel anymore, just want to leave this place. Ha-ha thinks they're in hell I live it every day. No one could live an hour in my head they would surely be begging for some Led.