Why did you have to pick a different time than mine?

Why did you have to be so **** blind?

Why do you have to stay on my mind?

Why couldn't you give up that life on the line?

Why didn't you think that would be kind?

Now I'm the one standing in line, surely the one left behind. The one that's crying and dying inside. Please let these feelings subside, put them away and let them hide.

Just can't help my thoughts.  I don't want them!  They try to steal my light, so I'll stay with them in the dark.  It's not fun like the park.
They want me to feel that I'm nothing, who's mistaken, you know I'm really Something.  To be honest other's would call me everything.  Kind of crazy For me, some would even give up anything.
I throw my hands up if I'm not what you like in your cup.  Stupid me though running around like I'm some love sick pup.  Hope I figure it out, that's the funniest thing I kind of think I know what's up.
Still, I say in the back of my mind Why?  Oh no but I won't cry, I'll just let out a big sigh, this is why I want to get high.  Really, I just want to curl up in a ball of nothing that I have become and die.

Dark Side of the Moon grieving over what's left of my womb and I gave birth to the Moon child. Throw that face on, you're not that wild, actually your package reads perfectly clear big letters mild. Too bad I flip script ha-ha I stand in line, oh you must have thought I was kind not with what goes on in my mind.  The feeling won't leave that I'm the one blind

In Time⏳ same as now we struggle to complete what we set out to do. Can't wait to see where I end up. "I think that I will be alright."
Making things right making life come to light.  Putting up that fight, just get a delight.
Got me mistaken for Ben Franklin I do have a key not to that kite. My mind and heart has been in the dark tell your consistently of inconsistency came to my site.
Stupid thing is I didn't want that sparked here they came anyway, just like Lewis and Clark. The crazy things they call feelings, making it all bright.
Pulling me left and right, up and down all the **** around. I am on a plane at a different height like the Wrights.

One time in my life I can't even tell me what I'm feeling.  HAHAHA thought you had the world, stupid girl, don't be absurd.  Why would you trust people to keep to their word?
Actions speak by far way louder than words or no words for that fact.  Can't drop that crazy thing inside that makes me want to say "Wow, I knew it was all an act."  Yep seen this way back.
Be true to you, don't make each other blue.  Step up to make my cue, so we don't have to Fake it to make it, but, grab it like a goat "by the horns" and take it like you the one that made it.  Now it's time to appreciate it.
Mystery, contradictions and Imagination have me always guessing what you could be opressing. All the **** you be stressing, you sure have me taught me a life lesson

We came into this as a mess.
Didn't know we were going to end up each others best.
Love you for the way you are, I know that you don't give anything less.
Going to make you happy, Yeah going to make you proud.
Singing "That's my baby"  in that **** raspy blues that you do, making me all giggly eyed feeling like a pest.
ME!!!!!  I will do it, that's right, I'll take that test.
Little ole me will prove I can be better than all the rest...

I'm feeling played out , can't stop spacing out.  Now I want to see how the cards are laid out.
Time will tell what it is really all about.  Odds are good, hopefully they pay out.  I'll take that bet on your mark, get ready set.  On a mission, really got my *** a wishing, that it's that come up I been missing.
Got me in my feelings.....
Wanting to be touching and rubbing.  No **** that, thinking bout it goes me glistening.   It isn't Dixie that I'm whistling.