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Jenni Littzi Jun 2018
I am still a lady
I don’t need saving
I just needed you to see
See me and stand by me
Through all the chaos
I am no helpless damsel
I just need your stance
So go ahead be my man

You are the world to this one girl
But believe me, I’m not all fragile
If you mess up and make a hassle
I’ll reason you were last season

I get lost in deep thoughts
All about what we ought to be
There’s no need to run from me
I would help you feel complete
Aren’t you even curious to see
If so, then come on, let’s flee
I just need your stance
So go ahead be my man

You are the world to this one girl
But believe me, I’m not all fragile
If you mess up and make a hassle
I’ll reason you were last season

I just need your stance
So go ahead be my man

You are the world to this one girl
But believe me, I’m not all fragile
If you mess up and make a hassle
I’ll reason you were last season
Jenni Littzi Nov 2018
Might as well just lie through me teeth
Because what they going to do with me
I have been ran through the mill so long
That it’s so dark, I can’t remember dawn

Blankly, they just sit and they stare
But ask yourself, why would they care?
They don’t go through what you do
You’re on your own, they wouldn’t know
They just don’t care, so why even share

I always fantasize all types of things
That probably would state I’m insane
But there is no one that'd ever know
Because there is no point to show

Blankly, they just sit and they stare
But ask yourself, why would they care?
They don’t go through what you do
You’re on your own, they wouldn’t know
They just don’t care, so why even share

I just don’t want to do this all alone
But I have no choice, I’ve been shown

Blankly, they just sit and they stare
But ask yourself, why would they care?
They don’t go through what you do
You’re on your own, they wouldn’t know
They just don’t care, so why even share
Jenni Littzi Sep 2018
I know it gets really hard sometimes
Stuck inside of your own mind
With memories that haunt you
No escape, no matter what you do

So afraid of who I have become
Don’t understand what’s been done
I’m withering away, fading day by day
I can’t believe this is now me
How did this come to be?

In time, old wounds heal up
You must just find your luck
If you do try, you’ll find
You are not at all stuck

So afraid of who I have become
Don’t understand what’s been done
I’m withering away, fading day by day
I can’t believe this is now me
How did this come to be?

Don’t cry, it’ll be alright
Just maybe not tonight
But there’s hope and light

So afraid of who I have become
Don’t understand what’s been done
I’m withering away, fading day by day
I can’t believe this is now me
How did this come to be?
Jenni Littzi May 2019
Like a rose, a beauty in disguise
She is dreamily easy on the eyes
But something deeper does hide
While drawn in by her fragrance
You will get pricked by her thorns
That is if of course you’re not gentle
Like the others that badly scorned
Jenni Littzi Apr 2019
Like a rose, a beauty in disguise
She is dreamily easy on the eyes
But something deeper does hide
While drawn in by her fragrance
You will get pricked by her thorns
That is, if of course, you’re not gentle
Like the others that badly scorned
Jenni Littzi Aug 2018
I won’t waste my time or put it to sake
It’s been tough but I know I’ll be okay
You were never any help anyway

I just got to make it through the pain
Find a way to make it to another day
Until I see, the light setting me free
Then I can find my way to thee

Things change and life goes on
Even as I write this song
By now, you are long gone

I just got to make it through the pain
Find a way to make it to another day
Until I see, the light setting me free
Then I can find my way to thee

I’ll be just fine without
Your reasonings and doubts

I just got to make it through the pain
Find a way to make it to another day
Until I see, the light setting me free
Then I can find my way to thee
Jenni Littzi Sep 2019
I’m uncertain how to move on
From all the trauma caused
I took some mighty falls
I’ve been through near It all
I regret a lot, and feeling lost

I need some strength
To make it through the rain
So please, guide my way  
Show me where to stay
Until the dark weather strays
Lightning strikes, but it’s alright
Because I’m not talking about the sky
I’m observing the look within your eyes
I’m shy, but take my hand tonight
We can do whatever you’d like

You’re catching me every time
You are a rare gem of a find
I can’t lie, just go ahead be mine
Suffered years without you near
So let us now be certainly clear

I need some strength
To make it through the rain
So please, guide my way  
Show me where to stay
Until the dark weather strays
Lightning strikes, but it’s alright
Because I’m not talking about the sky
I’m observing the look within your eyes
I’m shy, but take my hand tonight
We can do whatever you’d like

I need what you give to me
Inner strength and my peace
It is true, that’s all that I need

I need some strength
To make it through the rain
So please, guide my way  
Show me where to stay
Until the dark weather strays
Lightning strikes, but it’s alright
Because I’m not talking about the sky
I’m observing the look within your eyes
I’m shy, but take my hand tonight
We can do whatever you’d like
Jenni Littzi Apr 2019
Life goes by quick, agony sits slow
Moments seeming like forever ago
The future feeling like it’s too close
And the present just seems so hectic
So the past we often drift back to
Even when not correctly viewed

Memories hold precious pieces of us
And by lost ones, we are touched
Heartbreak takes some life away
And new life gives breath to they
Fears stop everything that’s around
Hope can being you off that ground

Tick, tock, tick, tock, goes the clock
Take careful count of worth you got
Your time, energy, tears, and years
Remember what is important, dear
Then you will be all right in life
If you believe that hope is in sight
Jenni Littzi May 2019
They say that time heals everything
However, it is time that is infinity
So tell me, how do I get over anything?

Is nothing really history?
Or are we just on repeat?
All of it is such a mystery

They say to open your heart to see
However, now mine is barely beating
When do I actually get to feel “like me”
Jenni Littzi Jul 2018
I hope it hurts bad when you fall
Off that pedestal you put yourself on
I hope you choke on your lies
And they finally see it in your eyes

This time you went too far
Be ready for the war that starts
Inside of your own heart

All the pain you put me in
I hope you feel it times a million
And you can drown inside
All of the tears I already cried

This time you went too far
Be ready for the war that starts
Inside of your own heart

Things are clear now
Go ahead and ask me how

This time you went too far
Be ready for the war that starts
Inside of your own heart
Jenni Littzi Jul 2019
While the whole world sleeps
I stay awake and think
About how things should be
At least, according to me
I won’t give in or let up
Over all the little stuff
If I cry, then they will dry
And I’ll carry on my blithe
I know that I will be fine
My crown is just to the side

Some chains can’t be broken
I’m due what I’ve been hoping
For a better way and better days
And love is what is to thank
Too many bonds have been made
The very ones you try to take
So try your best to weaken this
And drags us to your bitterness
But I’m not ever giving up
We’ve proven to be tough - love

The world is too small, in my eyes
Collide with them over again in life
I’m already and unsteady and terrified
Now you given me something
The reason I need to run and hide
To protect the wounds on the inside
Because one more cut to my gut
And my soul will surely die
I think it’s unavoidable this time
I will go where you can’t find

One too many surprises
Kinds by the negative light
Known as misfortune and lies
Have occurred during a short life
You would think by this time
The shock would greatly demise
And sheer disappointment would
Turn into absolute, impending doom
But I’m still here struggling - for you
Holding onto hope, as you should too
Jenni Littzi Jun 2019
ou’ve run out of chances
It’s just not meant to be
I’m over your reasoning
It has no real meaning
I can’t take anymore lies
I’m really done this time

They say never say never
But I think I’ll be alone forever
I must be cursed and doomed
My view on *** and love ruined
There’s too much that’s negative
I must stop letting it all in, so toxic

I no longer trust you, that’s through
And you’re no longer going to
Have me up in arms, all confused
I keep playing inside of my head
All the things that you’ve said
I look to all the signs I misread

They say never say never
But I think I’ll be alone forever
I must be cursed and doomed
My view on *** and love ruined
There’s too much that’s negative
I must stop letting it all in, so toxic

You’re no good for me
So I’m setting us both free
No more games, you see...

They say never say never
But I think I’ll be alone forever
I must be cursed and doomed
My view on *** and love ruined
There’s too much that’s negative
I must stop letting it all in, so toxic
Jenni Littzi May 2018
The apologies get old
The more you say it
The less that it holds
So eventually it’s not
Personal to just let go

Who deserves your worse?
When you’ve been given best
I feel pity on how you’re a mess
But it doesn’t excuse everything
I know you’re not that stupid

Stay away this time
I mean you no harm
But I’m thinking of me
Not failing, but I quit
You are just too toxic

We have all been victims
Of feeling used and lied to
So why would one agree
To friendships tormented
Brought down to that degree?

Used to have a lot
Of people I’d trust
But I’d rather stand
As me, my one army
As strong as I need

Don’t come back this time
It will only be a next war
And I’m thinking of me
Never failing, but I quit
Because you’re too toxic

We all need help sometimes
But you take others for a ride
That drama was for our best?
You’re just looking out for us
Ha, manipulation at it’s finest

Goodbye my old “friends”
So long to once “lovers”
You live and I will live; me
With more common sense
No victim, nothing poisonous

I’m clean

I see I shouldn’t play
With danger; instead
Go on, learn my lesson on
What is wrong in sight
And too toxic to my life
Jenni Littzi Jun 2018
How do you live with all
The lies, lies, lies, lies, lies
With so much desperation as
You try, try, try, try, and try
To pretend that you are so very
Right, right, right, right, right
But honey, you are just a joke
And if I care, I hold the truth
But you aren’t worth more words
We are only laughing hard at you
You’ve only proved what we knew
Trash like you all is beneath me, so
Never again would I get ****** in
Because I’m better and don’t need it

Twist what you want around
I know who I am and it’s sound
I’m honest with all those around
Maybe to a fault but it is real
No lies here, not perfect, but trill
I’m responsible, taking things slow
You’re living off the government
While acting like a ***, ***, ***
Alien face, flat, too thin, craters
Do you really want to go there?
Edit out the face in every picture
No one would recognize ya in person
I never cheated and never used
Seeing a guilty conscious is in you

So turn it all around onto me
I know I did the right thing
I hope you get psychiatric help
Take your momma right along
As she can lie all she wants
How she begged me to be involved
Trash like you all only just spawns
And now I am much better off
You never knew right from wrong
That is how you were taught
Some of us learn and grow
While you go back and forth
But go ahead and call it independent
Your own mom admitted different

Trash, trash, trash, how I laugh
Enablers are only simple kinda crap
Enjoy your drama because, baby
Mine is all in fun or either done
Trash like you will only stay down
Yes, time is showing my progress
I fought hard instead of spreading legs
And your continuous nasty demeanor
Will keep you being a terrible mother
I went there, the truth, I don’t care
Selfish people will never be happy
Good luck struggling now to forever
Trash like you just goes in circles
While I only continue to do better

Your words, they can not hurt
When they are not even true
So now I say, POW, bye-bye!
As it’s time to live my own life
With now more and more smiles!
Jenni Littzi Jul 2018
Luck is not always on your side
You’ll have to somedays sacrifice
But then everything will be alright

I step back and take a very deep breath
Let me rummage through my treasure chest
Let me make certain that we’re all blessed
I’ll find a way to clean up this whole mess

Opportunities don’t always come easy
Sometimes you have to go through ******
To get through to all of the true beauty  

Step back and take a very deep breath
Let me rummage through my treasure chest
Let me make certain that we’re all blessed
I’ll find a way to clean up this whole mess

I’ll rub the genie’s bottle and ask for help
Where there’s a way, I’ll figure out how

Step back and take a very deep breath
Let me rummage through my treasure chest
Let me make certain that we’re all blessed
I’ll find a way to clean up this whole mess
Jenni Littzi Aug 2018
On another regular day, you flew away
And became an angel that way
I wish I didn’t take for granted
All the chances that you gave
I thought things wouldn’t ever change
And now I’m crying, left with that fate

I’ll keep us in my heart together
You will be with me forever
You are always one I treasure
See you again, never say never

So now you are in heaven
Watching me go in circles lost
I never knew what loving you,
As I do, could actually cost
I hope you still feel my love
That will never go untouched

I’ll keep us in my heart together
You, will be with me forever
You are always one I treasure
See you again, never say never

In sweet time, we will reunite
So I will never need to say goodbye
It is all only a matter of time

I’ll keep us in my heart together
You will be with me forever
You are always one I treasure
See you again, never say never
Jenni Littzi Mar 2021
Maybe the journey isn’t so much about becoming anything - maybe it’s about unbecoming everything that isn’t you, so you can be who you were meant to be in the first place - Anonymous

Maybe it’s not about the butterfly becoming the butterfly. Maybe it’s about the butterfly unbecoming the caterpillar. 🐛 🦋 - Jenni Littzi
Jenni Littzi Aug 2018
One of the most beautiful creatures
You may or may not get to meet her
She stays solitary unless you’re worthy
Of an encounter with all her glory

She can see between good and bad
She’ll know of any evil intentions had
Intuitive as can be, you would see

Selfless, putting others first all the time
May even be too nurturing, but that’s fine
She’s pure like from heaven’s gates
Yet stronger than anyone’s fates

She can see between good and bad
She’ll know of any evil intentions had
Intuitive as can be, you would see

Everything she touches is magical
She’s all you’d need, she’s whimsical

She can see between good and bad
She’ll know of any evil intentions had
Intuitive as can be, you would see
Jenni Littzi May 2019
look up to the stars
And pretend that you aren’t far
I want to know, are you looking too?
So then I would be joining you

I miss you so much, I daydream
I get lost inside of everything
I’d do anything to feel your caress
But the way things ended was a mess

I look up to the stars
And think to myself real hard
Could we have been saved?
Could we both be happy that way

I miss you so much, I can’t sleep
All I want to do is fill this void and eat
I would do anything to feel your touch
I’m holding onto you like a crutch

I look up to the stars
And wish to bottle this view in a jar
Then I would always feel your near
Even though you’ll never be back here
Jenni Littzi May 2018
If being together with you means
There will be a lot of waiting
Then it is a good thing this girl
Has always had plenty patience

I believe we found destiny and fate
Never knowing it before you around
That there were connections like this
But now I feel it must be on purpose

That we happened to just meet up
After both of our dating bad lucks
Despite distance, age, other stuff
I knew early on you were the one

Constantly thinking long term
Has usually never really worked
It just often had me caught deep
And would drown me beneath

I feared I would be in trouble again
But learned you’re just as faithful
You respect mutual commitments
In the same way as I do to you

Therefore I know I would rather go
Without you some of my nights
And more, than to not have you
At all for the rest of our lives

I know I’m not perfect; as who is?
You are not perfect either even
But together we do perfectly fit
And that’s a rarity worth the wait

It is not about the time spent apart
But the actions guided by my heart
It may be hard, but I truly believe
Inside, in time, you’re always mine

So no matter the reasons why
No matter the amounts of time
I will be waiting with goodness in
And with intentions only worthy

Trust me ‘cause, you’re my forever
Not just my “right now” person
Why else would I not choose to
Be patient for my entire future?

Since the right one is by my side
Me always thinking so long term
Has finally paid off now in my life
To share with you, I’ll wait eternity
Jenni Littzi May 2019
Never got our fair shot, please take it now
I am letting you know that I am around
Please take note and don’t let me down
Get back to me, I beg of you, please

I wait to hear from you every night and day
I know exactly what it is I want to say
But you keep me waiting, I hate this game
Come back and stay, don’t go back away
Need you now, forever, know I sound lame

I promise I am different, don’t just listen
Let me show you, just invite me on over
I will prove it with more than words
I’ll be the best of best of a kind of girl

I wait to hear from you every night and day
I know exactly what it is I want to say
But you keep me waiting, I hate this game
Come back and stay, don’t go back away
Need you now, forever, know I sound lame

Maybe I’m stupid to keep holding on
When most of the time you are gone
But I just can’t help myself...

I wait to hear from you every night and day
I know exactly what it is I want to say
But you keep me waiting, I hate this game
Come back and stay, don’t go back away
Need you now, forever, know I sound lame
Jenni Littzi Apr 2019
You were like a best friend
One I always confined in
Helped me to get on by
Always were by my side
At least through online

Our friendship was ruined
On the day that I met you
Oh yeah, I was very confused
Because you were so cool
Until the day I actually met you
Then you were such a big tool
So stupid and such a fool
Then our time came to a duel

I was unhappy with the truth
Didn’t be what I thought of you
But how did you even contemplate
Leaving me stranded in another place
Your actions, cool to you, a disgrace

Our friendship was ruined
On the day that I met you
Oh yeah, I was very confused
Because you were so cool
Until the day I actually met you
Then you were such a big tool
So stupid and such a fool
Then our time came to a duel

Karma comes back in time, your *** is mine  
Because your actions were so unjustified

Our friendship was ruined
On the day that I met you
Oh yeah, I was very confused
Because you were so cool
Until the day I actually met you
Then you were such a big tool
So stupid and such a fool
Then our time came to a duel
Jenni Littzi Aug 2018
Sometimes I can’t even bear it all
I often feel the universe wants me to fall
Day by day, you can never really know
What exactly life is going to throw

I am a warrior inside
I wear my armor all the time
I know I can win this fight
No matter how seemingly tight
In this battle, I still thrive
I am a warrior inside for life

I am going to keep being strong
No matter what may go wrong
Because I was taught that
You must help yourself back

I am a warrior inside
I wear my armor all the time
I know I can win this fight
No matter how seemingly tight
In this battle, I still thrive
I am a warrior inside for life

Faith with inside yourself is the start
Even when you feel you’re falling apart

I am a warrior inside
I wear my armor all the time
I know I can win this fight
No matter how seemingly tight
In this battle, I still thrive
I am a warrior inside for life
Jenni Littzi Jul 2018
Physical pain but numb inside
I look fine, you can’t see what lies
The invisibles get me every time
But you don’t see the tears I cry

Luckily, I’m strong enough
I’m a warrior; not giving up
No matter how tough, I’m tougher

Living chronically, feeling crazy
They just try to actually blame me
Clam to what they don’t understand
Some days I don’t comprehend the plan

Luckily, I’m strong enough
I’m a warrior; not giving up
No matter how tough, I’m tougher

This is my fight, don’t get it, take a flight
This is all my fight, to again see the light

Luckily, I’m strong enough
I’m a warrior; not giving up
No matter how tough, I’m tougher
I’ll be rough to this stuff, I’m a warrior
Jenni Littzi Mar 2021
I always thought it’d be forever
I doubted our bond, would never
Be holding on by a string, unraveling
But you chose and it wasn’t me

And I’m not trying to be catty
Its just that I proclaim, seriously
I mean, she’s not even that pretty
But you chose and it wasn’t me

So you may be all their Prince Charming’s  
But open my storybook and you’ll see
The worst type of villain, I trusted you baby
And you were supposed to be a good one but Prince Charming -
Cheated -
And he wasn’t to me
Jenni Littzi Aug 2018
As delicate as flower petals
As rare as a precious metal
She cries out for some help
Put high away up on a shelf

Hidden away from the world
Is this one odd but lonely girl
If I could change a thing
It’d be her smile wavering
I’d distinguish from her frown
Lifting her all upside down

As fragile as pure glass
A free soul that grasps
At the chance to be free
Know that girl is me

Hidden away from the world
Is this one odd but lonely girl
If I could change a thing
It’d be her smile wavering
I’d distinguish from her frown
Lifting her all upside down

Fly away now butterfly
I’m now in the open sky

Hidden away from the world
Is this one odd but lonely girl
If I could change a thing
It’d be her smile wavering
I’d distinguish from her frown
Lifting her all upside down
Jenni Littzi May 2018
Beginning again a new life
I got so caught up in the lie
I can’t even see what’s right
Too long I’ve been so blinded
Can’t even find my way at night

I picked the weeds but let the flowers grow
I try to let go and let my life go with the flow
I clipped off the chains in hopes of regaining
The life I once knew that left me in the blue

Now I feel my time has past
Feelings in my mind that last
I need to shake them off completely
And remember how to be me
While letting go of the bad

I picked the weeds but let the flowers grow
I try to let go and let my life go with the flow
I clipped off the chains in hopes of regaining
The life I once knew that left me in the blue

Once the sun rises, I’ll feel more wiser
It will be clear, how to get back to there

I picked the weeds but let the flowers grow
I try to let go and let my life go with the flow
I clipped off the chains in hopes of regaining
The life I once knew that left me in the blue
Jenni Littzi May 2018
I’ve never been an old fashion girl
Needing boyfriends to feel fulfilled
I enjoy my independence and thrills
My risky clothing with high heels
I know what I want all on my own
But it doesn’t mean I need it alone

I want to be in something equal
With a charming man who will
Do little things, just like I’d do as well
I want shown and told only the real
With sweet gestures given just because
We both feel it and care that much
A relationship build on solid trust
I simply want a non-complicated love

I know every couple has their downs
And now and then I may feel doubt
But I need us to be able to talk it out
I may be strong-willed to the eye
But we all need chivalry to be alive
It’s a hope in every female’s mind

I want just honesty above all else
Pride put to the side for both of us
So that in the end the winner is love
I want trust in return that I deserve
For being a good girl in soul and heart
No matter how I look on the outside
A guy seeing right through my eyes
I want a true love by my side for life

I know I can cope without a man
But I would rather have the plan
That includes the whole shebang

I want to be treated like a lady
Taken serious and yet gracefully
Even if I can go on and handle it
I don’t need to be told what to do
I can be complete as just little me
Just think it makes plenty more sense
To have it all; including a good man
Simply put, I need just your existence

No one else is necessary, no one will do
Just cannot picture my life without you
A touch of fairy tale, old fashion love
At least I really do know what I want
Jenni Littzi Jul 2018
You once were so sweet and romantic
I don’t like getting caught up in semantics
And I see that time was no friend of mine
I caught up to the end of the line, but

What you did to me was ****** first degree
As nothing I did was enough apparently
I could no longer find a way to please
You were no longer concerned of my needs

You can’t claim there were no casualties
I’ll never, ever forget what you did to me
Made me feel like the biggest fool
Sure, I see now that you were no good

Shattered my heart and it’s still apart
But you continue to move right along
I just play and relate to all these songs
Which I now need because I believed

When it’s over and all said and done
I feel we competed and that you've won
I guess there are no rules to love and war
But I just wish we could go back to before
Jenni Littzi Aug 2018
I’m not gonna lie, I once caught all their eyes
They all loved me, I was sweet as can be
Feels in a moment things changed
Making me feel lost and deranged

Oh, where did they go?
Because I was feeling so low
And needed them all the most
So how can this really be?
One by one they all left me
Where I stand, I now can see
I was blind, now I see the light

I suppose it was just a matter of time
To give up on me and what we used to be
Maybe I was lucky to once have that life
Waking up to reality was the ultimate key

Oh, where did they go?
Because I was feeling so low
And needed them all the most
So how can this really be?
One by one they all left me
Where I stand, I now can see
I was blind, now I see the light

Who I’ve become, none of them want
Life is not fair, so I’m stuck right here

Oh, where did they go?
Because I was feeling so low
And needed them all the most
So how can this really be?
One by one they all left me
Where I stand, I now can see
I was blind, now I see the light
Jenni Littzi Jul 2018
I can’t do this anymore
Locked away behind this door
I’m ashamed of who I’ve become
I just need to run and run

It will all be okay
Promised that each day
Who gives a ****, anyway

Moving faster through the day
Can’t find a way to escape
Maybe I’m where I belong
Maybe that’s how far I’ve fallen

It will all be okay
Promised that each day
Who gives a ****, anyway

No matter what
Gotta keep being tough

It will all be okay
Promised that each day
Who gives a ****, anyway
Well I do ...
Jenni Littzi Mar 2019
Sometimes I still think
Of you as eight years old
Yes, just that little girl
But you grew up somehow
Turned into a woman now

And you are beautiful
The out and in the soul
And you are dutiful
You can have it all
So of all the things
That I could sit and tell
Know that I wish you well

You begin a new chapter in life
A journey that takes might
But I know that you have strength
And you also got the brains
The little girl left, you came

And you are beautiful
The out and in the soul
And you are dutiful
You can have it all
So of all the things
That I could sit and tell
Know that I wish you well

No, there is no can’t here
You are on your way there

And you are beautiful
The out and in the soul
And you are dutiful
You can have it all
So of all the things
That I could sit and tell
Know that I wish you well
Jenni Littzi May 2019
At the other end of the looking glass
She sees the bunny, then runs fast
Fell into the hole and falling slow
Have time to think, where she’ll go
Then she arrives to a whole new world

Welcome to wonderland
Where anything can happen
Wonderland
Where there are sights of magic
Wonderland
Will give you quite a reaction
Wonderland, wonderland

New faces and places to see
They’re oddballs but friendly
But danger lurks where it’s red
Off with her head, the Queen said

This is wonderland
Where anything can happen
Wonderland
Where there are sights of magic
Wonderland
Will give you quite a reaction
Wonderland, wonderland

Eat me, drink me, shrink, grow, think
Speak up, stand tall, fix what’s been done
There was beauty here, bring back cheer

Welcome to wonderland
Where anything can happen
Wonderland
Where there are sights of magic
Wonderland
Will give you quite a reaction
Wonderland, wonderland
Jenni Littzi Jul 2018
I had my walls way, high up
I didn’t want anyone to touch
But you managed enough
I guess you were so tough

You came in like a wrecking ball
Stopped me from feeling so small
To you, baby, I really do owe it all
I feel like I have now evolved
Thank you for that wake-up call

I got hurt a few too many times
That’s all that stayed on my mind
I lost my way, but you find me fine
Now I think I want you to be mine

You came in like a wrecking ball
Stopped me from feeling so small
To you, baby, I really do owe it all
I feel like I have now evolved
Thank you for that wake-up call

You came to me like a dream
My Angel, watching over me

You came in like a wrecking ball
Stopped me from feeling so small
To you, baby, I really do owe it all
I feel like I have now evolved
Thank you for that wake-up call
X
Jenni Littzi Aug 2019
X
Thoughts are more destructive than knives
Words give ideas to contemplate life
Trying to hide, there are no more smiles
All because of what’s injected to a lost mind And there are so many forms of SI
Trying to control something over the lies
Too much, only leading to suicide

Are you laughing now that it is their goodbye?
Don’t make them count against you as another problem
Pick your own actions wise
What you pick to do, you can choose
Who you wanna be, you can foresee
Or foresee the consequences of being mean
This is playing with real life, not a game or dream
Xo
Jenni Littzi Jun 2018
Xo
Catching the breeze was easy
I want to have your attention
I want to have your everything
From beginning to forever’s end
The good, the bad, and
The seemingly unimportant

Hugs and kisses
These are my wishes
I love with all my heart
Right from the very start

I feel it would all be worth it
With a sign you’re ready
To stop and join this
Forever is in my plans
Along with making
You my last man

Hugs and kisses
These are my wishes
I love with all my heart
Right from the very start

It’s all going to work out right
Because I should be there
Or you should be here

Hugs and kisses
These are my wishes
I love with all my heart
Right from the very start
YOU
Jenni Littzi May 2018
YOU
Suddenly afraid of commitment
Already had some hell with it
So you had to jump the ship
Leaving me contemplating
Even if it means never again
Will you find such happiness
With another living being
You still gave up everything

Killed them all; My happy memories
Dead and gone; Like you erased history
How could you go and do this to me?
Of anybody, you were my everything
I respected you and took care of you
I Would have done absolutely anything
All while patiently waiting just for you

You just were not ready
I am very understanding
So why disrespect someone
Who never lied to you at all
Even if you had to ever go away
I thought it’d never end this way
Now you are an enemy I hate
And I yearn for judgement day

Killed them all; My happy memories
Dead and gone; Like you erased history
How could you go and do this to me?
Of anybody, you were my everything
I respected you and took care of you
I Would have done absolutely anything
All while patiently waiting just for you

Poor baby, don’t know how
To treat a real lady
Poor baby, you showed you
Are far from perfect
It was all pretend, the end
Drop dead, I hate you instead
Because…!

Killed them all; My happy memories
Dead and gone; Like you erased history
How could you go and do this to me?
Of anybody, you were my everything
I respected you and took care of you
I Would have done absolutely anything
All while patiently waiting just for you!
Jenni Littzi Jun 2018
Her eyes are all dried out
From crying inside
Battling the thoughts
Of becoming distraught

Hug the stars and kiss the moon
Don’t give up any time soon
Yours will come, you are due

Love became a mirage
As she became a facade
Now she sits in silence
As calm as a statue

Hug the stars and kiss the moon
Don’t give up any time soon
Yours will come, you are due

Her emotions are drained
There’s nothing to say

Hug the stars and kiss the moon
Don’t give up any time soon
Yours will come, you are due
Jenni Littzi May 2018
When I lie down in bed
You’re never in my head
No, not anymore dread
I’m better off in the end
I just sit back and watch you

Choking on your own medicine
You just committed another sin
Does that mean it could be the end?

Finally got what you deserved
Thought you had it figured out at first
Now you seem to be out for the thirst
So I’m glad I’m gone from your curse
I just sit back and watch you

Choking on your own medicine
You just committed another sin
Does that mean it could be the end?

Stuck in a corner under a rock
You just didn’t know when to stop
So now I just sit and watch as you’re

Choking on your own medicine
You just committed another sin
Does that mean it could be the end?
Jenni Littzi May 2019
When I lie down in bed
You’re never in my head
No, not anymore dread
I’m better off in the end
I just sit back and watch ya

Choking on your own medicine
You just committed another sin
That mean it could be the end

Finally got what you deserved
Thought you figured it out at first
Now you seem to have a thirst
Glad I’m gone from your curse
I just sit back and watch ya

Choking on your own medicine
You just committed another sin
That mean it could be the end

Stuck in a corner under a rock
You just didn’t know when to stop
So I just sit and watch as you’re

Choking on your own medicine
You just committed another sin
That mean it could be the end
Jenni Littzi Aug 2019
I see you from across the room
And decide I’d like to know you
I think you’d wanna know me, too

They’re the ducks and I’m the goose
It’s time you stop letting yourself lose
With the awful ones that you choose
Cut them all loose, try something new
I think I’ll make knowing me your rule

Get to know me, I know you’d be happy
How about turning “you” into a “we”
It will work out, just believe it and see

They’re the ducks and I’m the goose
It’s time you stop letting yourself lose
With the awful ones that you choose
Cut them all loose, try something new
I think I’ll make knowing me your rule

We could be beautiful together
If only you would let it...

They’re the ducks and I’m the goose
It’s time you stop letting yourself lose
With the awful ones that you choose
Cut them all loose, try something new
I think I’ll make knowing me your rule
Jenni Littzi Nov 2018
I’m not gonna lie, I’m terrified
But deep inside, I’m too excited
By your words, by your presence
I think we could build a heaven

I feel silly feeling I’m already yours
I just can’t wait to have some more
I just hope I’m all you’re waiting for
Because I feel like I’m already sure

I know we both have apprehensions
I want you to know my true intentions
Are to make this thing go the distance
I think we might maybe make the finish

I feel silly feeling I’m already yours
I just can’t wait to have some more
I just hope I’m all you’re waiting for
Because I feel like I’m already sure

Tell me you feel it too inside
Let us just enjoy this ride

I feel silly feeling I’m already yours
I just can’t wait to have some more
I just hope I’m all you’re waiting for
Because I feel like I’m already sure

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