I talk about everything

and yet nothing

I waste my time

searching my mind

for something to say

something that has

a meaning to me

I find myself alone

even with you here

I try to hide my fear

anytime your near

but my time is running out

cause my mind is burning out

I have to tell you now

before I die upon this ground

There is not much left

my sanity has gone

I fight for what's left

but all time is gone

I hear all the whispers

they go and go

never giving time

to sit and think

to ponder why

I want to die

My mind long gone

My body forgotten

But who cares anymore

You see me cry

You don't wonder why

Because I lie

Straight to your face

I know I'm a disgrace

But no one cares

About

me

My friend, why do you cry?

why do you want to die?

my friend

we share three names

My love, when do you cry

why don't you want to die?

my love

We share no names

My people, do you cry?

why do we all die?

my people

I know none of you

And I avoid all of you

cause we're all broken

in some

way

Figure me out

Try to learn how

I live with this brain

This brain full of pain

But it's so hard

Hard to explain

So just try to learn

Without my brain

Helping you on your

way

depression is my obsession

I have to beat this oppression

On my mind

Because it's not binding

Life's not always winding

Down

But all I'm finding

Are demons teeming

Inside my soul

They won't let go

Of my existence

They live of persistence

And I keep fighting for control

I should stop resisting

As you know

But all I want is control

But they won't

Let

Go