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Odd
Jowlough Feb 2013
Odd
Acceptance is the key,
to satisfy urges.
a positive air,
flying in ages.
a victim,
drug planted in her own chest;
waiting patiently
to solve her own test.
Admit it.
as you read these lines,
you mix ideas;
in your own gloomy mind.
I'm odd,
and decision is in merit.
you being an espionage agent,
I really don't like it.
**** your memory;
as I burn photographs,
attitude's the villain
my glass will be full in a snap.
I've crossed the river twice,
and there's no turning back.
Dead as the dark sky
you're only just a member of the past.
000001
Jowlough Nov 2010
Lately, it's different
I don't know why,
like a current change,
like time is always on my side

Like I'm way too slow,
I cannot hit the mark.
The way I show,
The way I stayed until dark.

Simple tasks,
I have forgotten to do,
Backfires to me,
like a weekend flu

Sometimes I learn,
the art of execution,
but in some midpoint of that learning.
my mind goes vacation!

There's always a point re-occurring,
where I'm at the bottom wheel,
Where I'm no sharp-shooter,
where my ego has got to deal.
(c)  Off night, Procrastination & Missed Shots  - nov4 *jcjuatco
Jowlough Nov 2017
I'm not the kind of fool
Who goes first on fondues
Wreak havoc on travels
And get lost and bruised

And fight for anything
And anyone of feelings
I am the son of cold
And the grand child of vulgarity

Never the strong man
Nor the spiritual insane
Running my highway
In my own truck lane

Never ink blotted
By the time I felt I'd like to
Overdoing scatterings
Forcing pusses to pop lingerings

Cropped out from photographs
I am the eagle from the south
A day older from my mere shadow
Of dandies and slouch

I am the charmer of ghosts
In this fatigued jacket
Taking charge of bullets
Triggered from your guts

From your sub standards
Pulled from the gauntlet
Off your misfiring ammo
Crash dummied rocket

Murmurs and prophets
Fake gay dimples
Soft brushes
First class test crashes

In the middle of the zone
Blows my head
Leaves my lights on
Off to bed.
Crook
Jowlough Sep 2013
Oh, that honest smile you got from a text message
you drinker of malty beverage.
you swam into your so called religious cage,
rage, as you never engage
constituted in the same page
the law of your anger gauge
dismayed; in your skirt that is more of a beige.
while you tell stories about your wage
proving nothing, ever as we age.
cleavage, you show while upstage
so you now project that image?
faith flows in a drainage.
increased sagging comes with heavy usage.
Jowlough Feb 2018
When will you stop
Hiding in the bushes,
Of bannered hourglass
And deal breaker muses,
Of mysterious voyages
And undecoded patterns,
Drenched in your lips
Coated with wine;
Guarded in sublime.
When will you etch
Your lone marches,
Upbeat through spectrum
Of your impulse purchase;
Of the things you dream for
And the extravagant churches,
Of your complaints and pains,
Of your rigid achievements.
It's all mysteries
And twisted verses;
Of all the missed mid weeks
Of all the inside curses;
At the cohesiveness of stories
With all the vague bars
We are at the same range
Fighting different wars.
When will be the endings,
Of should be happy endings;
Of all the struggles and fake friends;
Lurking in your future wedding.
When is the moment,
The blooming of the fields
Your mornings and my night wields
Raising our shields
Improving our builds
With all these crates
We suppose to create
Is it too late
Or is worth the wait
For time's sake
Will you flake?
Jowlough Mar 2020
The only thing keeping me
from killing myself these days
is the thought of falling into
Disappointments and setback traps,
dimensions, I’ve etched
In my small mind, as you watched me
Flicker my mistakes
With a sleigh of majestic hand,
Round and round towards
A looped circuitry of failures,
Missed opportunities and chances,
Enchanting offers I’ve withdrawn
Tearing myself apart, wasted,
All until, the precious time -
you’ve finally laid
Your beautiful eyes on mine
And now I realized
That there’s more to life
Than being a one track mind.
And there’s always a hope
If there’s some believing,
And it’s so much better
To have the same different kind.
Jowlough May 2011
No need to tell me,
Everything's going good,
pretty sure I am out,
evicted, Life's Cruel.

Sorry for the Things,
that didn't went your way,
Pardon for my words,
But who will I obey?

Pretty sure, I don't belong,
as what is projected,
No need to lie,
feeling's infested

again I'm trusting,
but everyone's hiding,
Honest approach,
is never abiding.

Thank you for the
memories
...
Jowlough Nov 2010
Please be advised
that I will be on leave,
Until the fourteenth of December
until the bonus has been received.

Just like all of you guys,
I am not a robotic machine,
We all got problems, bills to pay,
wants and needs, what else can I say?

For all your concerns,
just Inform our secretary,
just badly needed this break,
I need some time to enjoy and be happy

I will be turning off
all my mobile phones,
A couple of weeks is much okay,
to relax and rest my heavy bones

Guys, for your Information,
please be advised,
For your usual support and cooperation,
Thank you and best regards,

*Joseph :)
(c) Nov 30 2010 - Out-of-office email * jcjuatco
Jowlough Sep 2010
So you're with the finest?
You are with the best?
You stood out the test,
out shined from the rest!

said you know every situation,
you gave a lot of contributions!
cannot be stepped in this institution,
by playing safe in this nation

Are you perfect?
is it the image you protect?
or the network you collect,
or the personalities you dissect?

Yesterday you showed them I am nothing,
just a free-man hustling and walking.
but now I am surpassing,
what yesterday..was your pretending!!
Overtake (c) c- june 2009 jcjuatco
Jowlough Jan 2013
Let me get
what I needed most.
For life's sake
this train had its boast.

all the fruits are fresh,
yet I have not bitten a pinch.
my eyes have dried
let me take a hitch.

Let us get,
what our soul needs.
an inner sanctuary,
that is not here to weep

too tired to take another stab,
until the last thread weaves;
this final drop of hope,
that is waiting to leave.

Let me get
that subtle inner peace.
sanctify me with your ego.
priceless at all means.

And just when you get,
what you needed to keep;
it just gets harder to hold
as you maintain to hide this drum beats.

As you look way down,
you tend to slip,
your unstable crown
is just so hard to keep
Jowlough Dec 2013
I looked on the walls
just a passer by.
reflection of your imagery
is nearer as it gets.

far away from peripherals
Expecting a sudden peek
a burst of emotions
everytime our eyes meet.

in my mind i say hello,
and in yours i heard your greeting.
we talk through our gaze
and our heart's constant beatings

meetings and short outings
attentions not be given?
I do not need you now
but your eyes is what i'm looking.

I never needed someone
but I'm attached and locked.
a step away from this
hurts and gives me cuts

never will I need
but I value our attachments.
never a real value;
oh yes. you, a hidden sentiment.
Jowlough Nov 2012
How would you face a slayer
without a sword,
You say you can't fret
but lost all of your chords

Should I be futuristic
when I listen to your dreams,
when small unfavorables,
Gives us mortal sins.

How would you give yourself
when you can't give up your vices,
short lived expectations
those same problems, different cases

How would you spare your precious time,
when our simplest acts cannot be assembled,
Just like fearing death
when it is inevitable
Jowlough Jun 2015
I need an antedote
To cure my desire
A need to be accepted
A metal to the fire.
To refine and sharpen,
A sword that is once mighty.
Aligning my bearings
Debts that was once empty.
Yes, I am empty.
I realized I am a lost man,
Striving badly in a jungle,
Of misery and expectations,
Actualizations,
Theories i suppose to give
Than to choke
And I am fed
By my own pride
While wandering
And seeking for the light
Half dead, struggling
Grasping. Enough.
Life
Jowlough Aug 2015
I'm battling a dead horse
Carrying steps like a wet noodle.
Slipping past on metal spikes
wounded and blood gargled.

Jumping on hurdles of fire
whispering a silent prayer,
Carrying a bag of hopeful beans,
Forced blinded on constraints aside.

As you slide ferociously without worries
without a natural glide and momentum,
your eyes tucked to my skinny soul
melting mine, through your serum

Hear the roar of butterflies,
dwelling on your stuffed stomach.
stinging on the walls of your intestine
As you give scissors to my rock.

As you shower me with humble options,
you've opt to show me your parts,
As I'm waiting for your affirmation
with your ******* people and placards
Jowlough Oct 2013
You are my best trophy,
my prized possession.
proud and vocal,
my lone and superb inspiration

my only satellite,
drifting over my succumb thoughts;
Emptying spots and vague knots,
unveiled and secretly caught.

Take charge my sweet,
we are winners on our own.
I walk at a fast phase,
running my own unique race,

To taste, and sip
into the wine of victor.
Understand and open free,
minds we need to filter.

We dance, we travel,
paralleled and remarkably adjacent,
come and join my winnings
it's us, our present.

I'll be with you at the top
we'll stay with reasons.
stay with my triumphs,
me, your obsession.

I need your dominance,
my deepest pleasures,
we lead and keep up,
love we cannot measure.

Hoping you're with me,
with full understanding,
I am no other man
never used to losing.

I need to be pleased,
as I please you;
stay on the skyline,
and feast on my resource.

I am a man, eccentric,
a pillar at my right,
visionary may seem,
but making my own light.

I am high value
And I want no *****.
Let us face the world as one,
and make me a sandwich.
Jowlough Dec 2012
Can't you see
you've surprised me
with your actions.
your words,
aggressive and naked.

Or didn't I see,
or we were blinded,
but I saw the truth
perfect pitched.

And when our talks,
have transpired.
our tireless bodies,
exceeding their usual routines.
you know that this is something,
somewhat, highly **amazing.
Jowlough Dec 2012
You've worked hard
payed the bills.
you've dropped your guard
and sacrificed.
yet, you are still under rated.
yet still resilient;
never backed down.
gut is your main ingredient.
Never appreciated,
always a second option over.
recurring heartache;
so this is what life has to offer?
Jowlough Jul 2015
She still dwells in me
In all the songs I sing
The melodies I hum
Brings joy from within.

The feeling she gave me
Never fade, nor left me.
In my darkest hours
In months and years.

Distance is taking its toll
Daily I seek for her light,
drinking a cup of coffee
While our shoulders are aligned

Inside of me there's a part of her
That never fades away.
A short but fruitful company,
Incomparable I must say

Staying up late again,
Time flies in a snap.
I found myself again
Looking at your photograph.

Drenched in grief
I know you and I is just a dream
Holding and kissing her lips
Is a sanctuary I cannot redeem.
Jowlough Dec 2012
Sorry for the hardships
that have caused you pain.
I never mean anything,
it makes me lame.
we are shaped
by the life we live.
you know I have tried hard,
so hard it bleeds.
Please reconsider
this heavy closet,
close to my heart
never wished any bad facets,
of life and living in this cruel world.
My apologies for the bad
and the grind that is somewhat absurd.
with purest hearts and intentions
they won't believe.
pleading, guilty and down
for the things I cannot give
Jowlough Dec 2012
Please do not question
My tendency for mistakes;
as honest as mornings,
have faith, on the blows he could take.

maybe I am a journey man,
who've found a home.
without any kind defense,
positivism in his throne.

Believe in me
as he believes in all of your ways.
doubts are dead as the night,
smile gives magic to one's eyes.

I Believe in you
as you give your all.
as you keep asking,
when will be its toll.

He Believes in you
until I am living.
no questions thrown;
as long as both of you are seeing

Believe in us,
and seize the sunrise.
we can do this until we die,
but now we must both sacrifice
Jowlough Oct 2010
You can go on your direction,
You can choose your operations,
but make sure it's worth the mission,
worth turning down my decision.

You know what I wanted,
with my suggestions that you've bended,
You knew what is the right path,
now get rewarded with pure wrath!

Look at the outcome, Go see!
drowning in regrets, move on,let it be!
What i have been telling you is not an order,
All for your sake, come out of your borders!

Pardon me for the words, It's for the better,
I Just wanted the even-fair weather.
Everything's for your benefit, it's true,
If I could only catch your burden, then I'll do.

Please hear this plead, I am telling,
Please learn how to listen, I am wishing.
Please re-consider,  for the nth time,
I hope that after the constraints,  you'll be fine.
Please reconsider for the nth time (C) Oct 3 2010
Jowlough Jul 2015
Things that you usually commend,
are slowly changing directions
like the opposed northern winds,
brewed coffee beans.
are all gone.
gone, all, with the gust.
In this storm you now resist,
in which we use to face,
the poison together we taste,
were all mere memories from the past
lingering in the back of your head,
like a bomb waiting to explode
and it corrodes,
Ill advised road,
you took not to defend,
but to have resistance you bend
this thing we have established,
through the long years.
we stood together,
deteriorating through indecisions,
you put your rules to mission
the walls we have long built
are now struggling to stand still,
as we crawl, and save this
watched by your apprentice,
until all of these are flashed back,
as I think of our last kiss.
Things you write on rainy days. #plergicalesxo
Jowlough Oct 2010
who is the owner
of that eloquent sound?
It's in my head,
goes round and round.

Still I cannot forget,
that innocent chime,
as I listen
to those melodic rhymes.

Youthful voice,
simple as it can be,
no more, no less,
like a sweet cool breeze.

I am thankful,
oh yes indeed,
that I am an acquaintance,
without a need,

That we had crossed paths,
like needles and beads,
and you shared your passion,
you showed your seeds.

All the gratitudes,
for your trust and kindness.
our simple smiles,
completes the moments

No need to talk that much,
as long as we are good,
Stay the same,
that sweet, warm mood,

that brings me to cloud nine,
everytime we're Laughing it out,
everytime we share time,
without any bounds

How can I express,
more than this?
I hope you'll appreciate,
this poetic kiss
(c) Poetic Kiss* jcjuatco - Oct 13 2010
Jowlough Aug 2015
You've infested the area
with unimaginable metaphors
lingering on those dull one liners,
and pop cultured influences.

This is not the place for your magoa,
for your scriptures are bold and bared.
I see, the trials in your world of context,
but never in the state of livsnjutare
Jowlough Apr 2011
I do not believe in fairytales, so be straight,
Experience was present, and it's worth the faith.
I do not want to rely, on repeating hopes in oblivion,
If promises were prayers, I don't have religion.

Continuing is just a self-detonation, prolonging the agony,
blaming myself, living life hard sadly.
I am seeing the inequality, on every angle and scopes,
sometimes I am thinking hanging my neck on the ropes.

and as I blame,
negative tendency,
occurs.
comes, sudden,
unexpectedly.


but,
when I see you, negativity's gone,
my inspiration's overflowing,
keeps me away from frown.

but,
when I see you, my depth dissapears,
and all of a sudden,
I want to lend an ear,

but,
when I'm with you, my heart skips a beat,
I step out of my seriousness,
in your cup, I sitdown and take a sip,

but,
when I'm with you, I want to listen
I want to know you further,
overlaps, to what they're just seeing,

to hear every stories told, with your cheerful voice,
your warmth, that caresses my body,
builds up my poise,

transcends a choice, to be happy or not,
I forget all my worries,
and say I'm a little pessimist, but

..I am looking forward,
to stay this way,
for as long, as we both can,
complete our days.
(c) 4.25.11 Positivity - jcjuatco
Jowlough Feb 2011
Practically speaking,
you don't need to explain,
we are just humans,
and it's just the same.
we are on opposite sides,
altered currents and direction,
I would like to thank you,
for your early anticipation.

Let us try to open up,
open our eyes
and let yourselves in.
stop and realize the missing pieces,
that we are trying to solve,
the lacking elements
for this to revolve.
Stare at the opportunities,
It is coming at your view.
Do not just wait there,
and it might just go!
for the ice is now melting,
and the heat is on.
We have grown up so fast
and I am blown.
every insult encountered
is just felt and absorbed.
we are underdogs here,
who gets tired and bored.
hunts and seeks on what is good,
when we're hungry, we seek food,
when we're down low,
we want to be sky-high!
even for a moment, to float in sky.

Practically speaking,
you don't need to explain,
we are just humans,
and it's just the same.
we are on opposite sides,
altered currents and direction,
I would like to thank you,
for your early anticipation.
(c) 1.27.11 Practically Speaking - jcjuatco
Jowlough Mar 2018
Some prefer tattoos
Others puff smoke
Some look forward to outdoors
While sipping diet coke

Some prefers music
Befriended their souls
Others sweat like buckets
Running through the cold

There are people who dance vividly
In the heat of the morning;
Others lurk upon the shelves
While others enjoy travelling.

Some picked their families
Above everything else
Others decultivated their passion
To proceed on the wedding bells

Faked smiles and friends
Others put agenda above self
But some acts like the sun
And others dwell in asteroid belt

Some shoot all night
While some prefer to pass
Some placed their brains ahead
While feelers put their head last

There are some who aged like wine
Others spoiling like milk;
Some hearts are built like a stone
While some hearts are made of silk

There are polar opposites
But they know how to dwell;
And some similar objects
That oughts to repel.
Jowlough Nov 2014
Of all the failed attempts
Of reaching you from a far
I am still keeping your words
Your visions still kept in a jar.

As I swept my dust off
My heavy and pained shoulders.
Still your soul fuels me within,
To continue seeking your wonder.

To stand still in this journey
Looking up to your vague light
As I wish for ray of answers,
From nowhere out of sight.
11.26.14 (c) jcjuatco
Jowlough Nov 2010
down, she's down again
she's the girl from nowhere.
down,remember when?
point she left from somewhere.

Everyday I see her
no one really cares.
lost into a stranger
who doesn't even care

How can I stop the agony
stop her from being deceived.
Storms made her weary,
so long, trusted ways and belief.

down,she's down again
bless the girl from nowhere.
down in frown, shadows twirled
Since the time, I have left the girl
(c) Nov 17 2010 - Projections - jcuatco*
Jowlough Dec 2018
Sally, the wordsmith, Poet essayist
You’re the childhood road runner
Divine word receiver
Can I take your hand?
Let’s go for a dance.
I’ll carry your luggage, Towards the parking lot
You’re sober, romantic, Unapologetic.
Can I take your bags?
Let’s go for a trek?
Sharing is caring, But except for you Sally.
You’re demanding, free spirited
A flower in restraint
Never a cold day, warming sun giggles
Don’t you hurry, your childhood
Seven Year’s too short.
Don’t you get upset,
Until my eyes are wet.
Well everything’s just a glitch in my head
Time traveling’s a future scope.
You and him’s a proof of concept.
Jowlough Sep 2010
Who knows the way to success
who knows how to hurt less
Who can prove your boss's lies
Who can stop your friends'vice

who wrote on your pastor's book,
who instructed not to look.
who gives you smile when you frown,
who helds you up when your down

who woke this so called democracy
who started this hypocrasy
who ignited these petty battles,
Who made our country dismantled?

who can say your problematic
who can read you 1 second automatic.
Who stole your most innocent chimes,
Who can read this worthless rhymes?
august 31 2010 - jcjuatco
Jowlough Sep 2010
how can you use a phone that is not ringing,
how can I give to someone who's not giving
how can we focus if the time's worth wasting?
how can i stop if we can't stop going,
how can I heal if the wounds are still bleeding
how can I say yes if it's a "No" you are assuming

how can blind love be so tiring
Queryda II (C) jcjuatco - Sept 2010
Jowlough Nov 2012
Living with these man made rules,
makes some spirits feel jailed;
And in personal rage,
wanting to burst but still nailed,

Ordered to follow,
you know someone is deceived;
when money and gold is involved,
one cannot simply leave and be free

As some have invested their souls
in craft and some arts;
which is better
than being devoted to false cults

But clearly, you see loop holes,
Yes; exception makes rules meaningless.
and if it's meaningless,
what you've been doing is probably just a ********
Jowlough Oct 2012
Just when reality bites back,
your dreams will be snapped.
leaving you hopeless,
making your blur vision black.

makes your struggle,
wobble and spill,
slowly dillute in the edges,
you know you're headed for the ****.

Don't wait them to burst your bubble
through their hidden spells,
trouble is near,
when you're in the pits of hell.

Pay less attention,
Failure is inevitable.
Stay with your strengths,
shoot when you are able

As I puff my smoke,
and I think of your face.
reality bites back,
looped and disgraced
(c) Reality loop - jcjuatco 10.16.2012
Jowlough Mar 2013
You've effortlessly opened the gates
I've built for years,
you've played with my thoughts
without hesitation and fear.
You had my open mind
deciphering your never ending mysteries,
the clues you've never bothered
that curiosity that never withers.
These moments to cherish and save,
future proof our relationship,
Honest love you've thought and gave.
Jowlough Sep 2010
It all ends up
realizing that
Every downside,
failures and ruins
has a root cause
of somewhat
related to
a basic foundation of
human society.
At the end of the day,
It sums as the most important,
ultimate essential.

It has no metrics,
though an over-said Antic,
sparks most of the conflicts,
pragmatic.

Mind what you're  saying,
Check what you're doing.


Go back to basics.
Consider ethics.
Refresher - Sept 30 2010 jcjuatco
Jowlough Dec 2012
I am a minister
with a wicked faith.
at night,
so wide awake.
sober and high,
accepting blows
I might can't take.
release me from this shadow
for life's sake.
for the first time
I've tried
to lit this fire.
I am bewildered
how to brace this uncertain desire.
for I am a loser
life and death in a wire,
as I cross on the other side.
no more traces nor guides.
I am unclean
as they guide my lost soul.
I scamper for your presence
as this dark vapor took its toll.
stayed in this pavement,
without anything at hand,
drowned with your writings,
I'm flying but I don't know where to land
Jowlough Feb 2019
You know I am no magician
Not that kind of fool;
Who sings you lullabies,
I don’t use the victim tool.

You make my day amazing
Like the sunset from manila bay,
When I am drowned with sickness
You shone bright I should say

I have the wonder serum,
Exclusive, To heal those wounds.
To seal and recover immensely.
Your precious stolen goods.

To delete random access memories
In your complex mind storages,
Citrus beverage you don’t finish
When you rest those tired hinges.

But when time passes quickly
And we’re cornered in the elbow room,
I must be restraint,
I’ve crossed the waters like a saint.

But before we heal,
I have to carefully check.
If you are willing to give up.
The things that made you sick.
Jowlough Aug 2013
Leaving this message
to the sky and sea,
leaving without signals,
to the thunder, the clouds,
the vague sky above.
wandering eye,
your hair I admire.
I see you everywhere
up to the stars at night.
this tears,
endless like a river
flowing towards
something better,
I am a seeker,
Maybe I am lost.
distrust and indecision
Love is the cost
Jowlough Aug 2013
These are the defining times
where you keep asking yourself why?
when the odds are all in the opposite,
and the love you need puts you aside.

When you seek for stars
but the sky only gives you dark clouds
rumbling but still you are expectant,
second guessing and wishing for the sun.

Times of denial and expectations
grinds you deep in your metal heart;
Stoked and horribly stagnant,
mourning your own so called home in the dark.

These are times of believing,
pleading for time, hope and the sky
when you find yourself strong,
asking yourself, why?

thrown and half dead,
efforts are lost in your own eyes,
grief and lost time with the odds,
still, founding oneself asking, why?
Jowlough Jan 2021
Rain gives joy in a humid place
It’s likelihood, a subtle chase
Like a mother’s soup you savor to the drop.

Showering the dessert land
Little as your attention span

It’s rarity, the purity.
Gives excitement to the trees
Oh I miss the windy bliss .

Water traces in the sand
Running palm-lines of your hand

Rain-sun ratio’s one to nine
It’s a summer year day in and out
Longing for the moistened breeze

Like the love you've put in vain
Subtle showers like the rain

Longing for the mist and the cold
Talking weather is plain too old

Watered sand dunes dug a hole
dying heart and shattered soul.
(C) Jan 28 2021 - jcjuatco - dyokar
Jowlough Dec 2012

The bright sun sets dawn,
waving goodbye to green fields.
covered by mountains.

cattle's in gestures;
Stars shone making its harsh bid.
hiding in velvet.

when clouds made its way.
murmuring thunder at side.
Waiting, heavy rain.


*haiku
Jowlough Jan 2012
I was alone
walking in a slumbered place,
nothing special.
until you gave me taste.

Nothing different,
adjacent to flowers in bloom,
spring had begun,
smile hath erased my doom.

Until the leaves of cherry blossoms
fell into my feet,
Twinkles of your eyes
amazed me to my feet.

until your spirit freed,
awakened sensations.
immediately addicting,
I saw the passion

Just as I closed my eyes
you left without a reason
kissed me goodbye;
Summer to winter, a change of seasons.



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(c) Seasons - jcjuatco, 1.25.2012
Jowlough Nov 2010
I'm the macho!
no one dares!
share your indultos,
body bares.

enter the club,
all eyes on me!
I have a new tattoo,
do come and see.

do you have something,
then speak, yes you may.
try your luck,
watch what you say!

give me a bottle,
twenty five years solero.
come my darling,
oh **** sombreros!

I am the macho,
Senior Sancho!
human toro,
ultimate pistolero!
(c) Nov 2 2010 - jcjuatco * Senior Sancho
Jowlough Jun 2013
Body's tired, deformed sitting in a couch.
Restless like a hungry wolf
Thoughts fly high like a kite
Embodied in a night so dull.

Ideas swarming all over
Like a fork slicing a chocolate cake.
Mind murdered in a state of coma
Bigger and bolder risks are at stake.

When you're drowned in your own mind
you gasp your mouth, you suffocate;
Life as it is, it happens
You choose what you make or break.

Just as when you've thought you're done
You did what is expected of you;
All reverts back to the starting line,
Another set of gazillion challenges to do.
Jowlough Feb 2014
She does not weep
From the sadness she bares
In her eyes you will see
What she's made of.

When she spanked all her fears
From the day that she knew
All the pleasure she seeked
Was unreal.

Can you take me again
To the place that we met
Where a good company
Is what you're needing

All the rules that you broke
Was all gone with the wind
All that left was a joke
In our memories

Til' the last drop of wine
Slipping inside your throat
Then you'll realize this love
Fades never.

When you've thought it's the end,
And you're ready to leave.
You'll be finding yourself
Back to the start.
Jowlough Dec 2013
She is always running
from what the world has to offer
instincts she trusts
spirits and lessons to ponder.

She's so strong
and she does not play the cards,
so strong and free
that he makes the life of boys go hard.

Her defenses are upright
with will to prioritize her wonders.
a wall high as heavens,
beliefs that cannot be shattered

A million salute to her ways
and she knows some day it  pays.
she's a strong woman for keeps,
a rare kind, gentle but silently weeps.

She is running away
from the love that sips her life points.
running away and away
from the perfect, with her knowable decoys

Stepping backwards
but I can see the barricade's almost done.
but I don't want to spoil another spirit
so I will let this go. flee, and gone.
Jowlough Nov 2010
I could be hanging out
with her spend some quality time,
Being so close, share a hobby
would be just fine.

I could be very happy
Joining with her crew,
Fine occasions with the company
But she's no you.

I'm glad when I am with her,
But don't worry, again, she's no you.
She's just a unique girl,
I can relate with. Yes, one of a few.

Someone who cares,
When I am down and out,
Someone who shares,
care and love without a doubt.

She's no you, Again and again,
Please understand.
For another never-ending fight
Sinks my head in the quicksand.

You know I am honest and certain,
On things I see and feel,
I know when I'm happy,
Or if I ain't closing the deal.

You know I am with the one
who puts trust over disbelief,
Go see the positive side,
for I am the one for keeps.

Please re-consider,
I need your valuable time.
She's always there
when I am wrapped with vines.

Now I have realized, She's no you,
Deep in my mind, It is very true.
Though she always present, and that's good.
she makes me come out of my bluest blues.

She's no you, do not get insecure,
I see ,too biased it may sound.
But now I'm confused, honestly, I can't tell,
if I'm saying "She's no you"..the other way around.
(c) She's no you - nov 28 2010 * jcjuatco
Jowlough Jan 2016
Your bassy voice
that grunges on all ears
across the long hallway

Your feline mantra
Through your themed party
Slices to my butterflied stomach.

Paralleled by your charm,
infinitely looping in
through sweet spoken words.

Shining through
your bright shimmering light
reflecting to your flowery skirt,

As you entered the room
your glance and down cast stare
makes me feel the thirst.

for your never existing touch
your caress and feelings
in my dream, in reverse.

for your face that brightens us
is misunderstood through your words
that face, launched ships plus a curse.
Jowlough Jun 2011
Shoot that media,
It only brings wrath,
splits a relationship in two,
makes someone fat.

Spreads inconsistent news
very ill-adviced.
unwanted receipients,
throwing the dice

rolling into someone,
who's accidental.
rumors are hoax,
one become's temperemental.

Obvious are the motives,
they play like children,
tomorrow they're in the news items,
shamed and forbidden
(c) 5.22.11 - jcjuatco - Shoot that media
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