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Jowlough Feb 2011
Where are you now?

you cannot be seen.

I am looking through,

On what has been,

the longest journey,

twisted and blurred,

sweet at the start,

but in the end, it's absurd.

Do not stare at me

nor copy my actions,

I might hurt you down,

my dearest reflection.
(c) jcjuatco - feb 4 2011  >> + / -
Jowlough Nov 2014
Your punches slipping into my shoulders
bold and emotions filled, ******,
as I am craving for your soul
longing for your honesty
that smile you give me
fuels my compassion
Oh, good sight of art.
a shimmering light,
now I'm in a flight.
your fair warmth,
I need, tonight.
(c) 2014 jcjuatco 11.28.14
Jowlough Feb 2013
Notes have shifted
to a higher ground.
tampered ideas
fluxed and drowned.

Ailing to breathe
on what ever means.
still a second choice.
has a champion to beat.

Legs are tired,
but giving up was not an option;
repeating agony
on love that has never blossomed

Still unnoticed
despite of all the fuzz
unsung and lowered
on his esteem and self trust.

How can you move
frowned dearest little boy.
when all you can do is stalk,
her little boy toy decoy

Without a question
you dropped badly.
without a help
and a friend to carry.

How would you survive
this grueling abduction?
without any kind of confidence left,
your ego's submission.
Jowlough Mar 2018
Expectations made me
like a rotten corpse
Waiting patiently
Like a dead tired horse

Assumption was a basket
Full of false hopes
Anger control
Put away the ropes

Take me where
There is equality
In taking love
And giving is in duality

When sensitivity meters
To negative factor presence
I summon the spirits
To give me more patience

Cursing I won't drop any
Harsher words I can say
In my decaying will
That I've put into prey

Is this what you've wanted
Is this tomorrow you've dreamt of
Is this the chained cycle
Running in infinite paradox

Is this what I woke up for
Is this where all should I know
Is this the future
How far will you go.

How do birds sing
How do you even sleep
I am a train losing steam
Falling in a downhill steep

The tipping point has been reached
My spectrum of tolerance in a can,
But it's all good everyday
Because I am the absorbing man.

Is this the world you've wished for
You can discard this unending run
Manipulate my feelings
But I am the absorbing man

I've sacrificed my world
My feelings, my needs in one
It's all thumbs up
Because I am the absorbing man

The passion has been petty
By the way you make me feel
But it's just my feelings
And I am the absorbing man.

I've dropped everything
To avoid complications and fuckery
Indulge yourself
Because I am the absorbing man.

I am starving and thirsty
Feeling needy and still existing
**** my existence
I am the absorbing man.

Dimes and good life
Can I take this to my grave
I don't even deserve a grave
Because I am the absorbing man.
Life is a sponge.
Jowlough Oct 2013
I'll let you accuse
whisper me goodbye.
use me and diffuse,
go ahead, I will not cry.

I will stand still,
and still try,
never a quitter once,
but I know how to untie.

You never meant to forget,
what was us in the start.
but your ways keeps me fly away.
towards a broken heart.

Heart's stronger than lion's
but I bid to give a hand wave,
Absorbing as much pain
waiting nothing, nothing to save.
Jowlough Sep 2010
four forty five and it was chilling cold,
drank a cup of coffee, two eggs in a row.
eyes have been dizzy I’ve reaped what i sowed
yesterdays midnight still up in a glow.

waiting for a ride, check the stereos inside,
pollutants in my way, they have turned the tide.
30 minutes away, u-huh the crowd,
everyone greeted each other too loud.

jump start the engine , and switch the keys
I’ll work hard  to pay the fees
am i on the shore, yeah i think you got it
all the way until the dawn puts on it.

its almost time yeah roll out outside,
traffic jam-headache, bringing the dark side.
thinking of her, thinkin’ of dinner,
thinking for tomorrow, i need a fake healer.

messaged someone, yeah I’m home,
it pours on my shoulder, i got heavy bones.
rest is a must-have, the day’s on a fin,
i hope to see you in my dreams.
2009 jcjuatco
Jowlough Oct 2010
You turn me on girl,
with a smile.
care for my vices
like I'm a child

Made me felt,
like i'm a star,
Looks that melt,
a distance a far

Made me inspired,
to strive harder.
Seeing you
makes the tasks easier.

We talk things,
we didn't knew.
Crazy anthems,
sang out of the blue!

Quality time,
Perfect companion.
I don't need another
you are my station

You don't care on things
such as vast indifference,
picked the rules,
to free happiness

Love above the law,
Is what your'e showing
Felt the independence,
there, it's Overflowing

"You" are perfect,
Oh could I say "We"?
Except for the fact,
you don't see the way I see

All my gratitudes
my dearest friend
See you when I see you
Adios, -- this is the end.
(c) Adios Oct 2010 * jcjuatco
Jowlough May 2011
I was about to break down
when a friend came in.
she told me stories of wisdom,
inspite of my grin.

inspite of everything,
same insecurities I've fell on,
adviced and reminded me,
not to apprehend expectations.

She gave and lifted,
when I was deep down.
with her easy approach,
had released myself in frown.

Her knowledge base foundation,
she earned by timed waiting.
shared and inspired,
even wihout a smoke and wine.

She sailed my boat,
without an equal exchange.
lend an even-honest ear,
unlocked my heart in cage,

from these black biles,
that turns off the tide.
mere worries and immaturities,
are thrown and kept aside.

Now, how very lucky I am,
to have this heaven sent.
A rare, and precious jewel,
A real gem of a Friend.
(c) A gem of a friend - jcjuatco 5.1.2011
Jowlough Oct 2011
Life is a grumpy highway,
to good to be plain.
You have your your choices,
Under circumstances, sun or heavy rain.

Just like a race,
we compete with honour and keen,
Sometimes we lose,
sometimes we win.

Ye dare to be free,
that is all we could do.
Seek for more,
limits are not true.

Dare to say no,
and put your passion first.
have a shot of confidence
don't compromise your worth

Care no more man
for great negativism.
ye see, people may come and go,
they say goodbye and hello.

We run and move,
yet sometimes we slip,
into a mud of mistakes we fall,
down we are whipped.

but remember your thing,
remember your stars and missions.
you have a finish line to cross,
Ye got to stay true on your visions.

To live and to learn
to fly, and reach our dreams.
despite of the rough roads.
in dark clouds we need to see the light beam.

Dare to rise above,
and put your passion first.
have a shot of confidence
don't compromise your **worth
(c) 10.15.11 - A grumpy highway - jcjuatco
Jowlough Dec 2012

Fresh rain drop showers
sprinkles on her bubbly face;
A joyful scenery;

with vivid flowers
and honeybees scampering;
canvass as teary

her infectious smile,
joins with the chirp of birds;
Obviously happy



*haiku
Jowlough Aug 2013
Time to reflect now
have we stayed on the verge of our victory?
pain is relative and constant,
makes us down and weary.

Wounded but fighting,
why ******* this good day sunshine.
pain makes us shift paths
from this point to another side.

Changing and running,
efforts you've given are diffused.
now you're mad again to the world,
hurt is the catalyst you abuse.

When you want change
but you give awe by playing the same hits
over and over, your ill advised murmurs,
are hiding in your ego and ****.

Don't blame people leaving,
******* your attitude mister.
We are high and rebellious as ****
face your kind future sinister.
Jowlough Jun 2011
A Love so pure
runs through my veins.
stayed inside
my vicious brain,

A girl who's mine,
and stayed true,
inspite of everything
inspite of the blue.

A love so pure,
pounds my heart strong,
I know this time,
I cannot be wrong

A girl who's kind
her heart is gold.
beauty in her eyes
cannot be sold

A Love so pure,
that melts my heart,
realized the worth
of this yong divine

A girl who's part,
Can never be replaced,
A love at its purest,
will  make our days
(c)  A love at its purest - jcjuatco 6.13.11
Jowlough Dec 2012
A love's not love
when there are doubts;
you cannot handle the wild birds at night.
when you worry for future's light.

A love's not love
when one cannot accept a person fully,
on what he is,
the things he do, skin and actions.

A love's not love,
when beliefs are unparalleled.
when the wisdom imposed,
you cannot digest.

A love's not love
when you cannot change and swallow changes.
when there are limits.
when green grasses are replaced with fences.

A love's not love,
when one cannot level in the expectations,
when boredom strikes,
and the light on the candle burns out.

when you got strucked by the feeling,
that you promised to change
but you've realized in time
that you cannot execute.

when the promises are broken
and the emotions are just plain emotions.
when the old true love dies,
you can do nothing, not even potions.

A love's not love
when you are in the dark stalking.
when you've realized your mistakes.
the things you're missing
BS
Jowlough Feb 2011
You are the weakness,
but you're also the cure.
I see the devotion,
A love so pure.

you've set me free
from my wildest inhibitions,
dropped out hazy thoughts,
my mutual admiration.

step by step,
our feelings grew,
I am most happy,
when I am with you.

Should you mind,
hearing this lyrical rhymes,
How long would you want this,
--would Forever be fine?
(c) Jan 19 2011 - jcjuatco - A Love so pure
Jowlough Mar 2016
A man's ego is a thick wall
Covering his vulnerable soul,
Protects him from shivering
From the outside cold.

It is his coach, and his captain
As well as his life's  good coach,
Protecting the his exteriors
From his fragility he never boasts.

As soft as the clouds wandering
Through the dust of the city life,
Same as the careful veins
Embedded in a womans' soft heart.

Snugged in his vicious tongue
With every word in his gauntlet
Warming his soul away
From any dark and cold blankets.

Like diamonds you try to dismantle
And see him break at once,
As he snaps to put the pieces back
But the cracks can't be undone.
Jowlough Jul 2011
A musician’s love
is unique and brave.
expressive, dug deep down,
any comparison cannot be made.

True by the heart,
as molded on his songs.
you’ll feel the honesty,
that blinding love can’t go wrong.

Anywhere in the world,
they are the best lovers.
just like a deep ocean,
an abundant giver.

you can never go wrong,
seeing the hurt inside their closet.
tears are hidden.
until they’ve found an outlet.

Honest as it can be,
Emotion runs like a massive energy.
affection so true,
letting go is never easy.

A musician’s love
is deep like a shallow sea.
is carved, not written,
is open but not so free.

disciples of their craft,
souls are here to love.
masters of artistry,
the passion is above.

above everything else,
He raises your wine.
Values every bit of you,
most especially your time.

shows more emotions,
dramatic and true,
A love that is burning,
the songs are like written clues.

A musician’s love
is never a fake feeling.
a true dedication,
is always what they’re needing.

Because you know there is no love,
like a musician’s soul can return.
when trust and passion is cemented,
A lost love is forever mourned
(c) 2011.7.26  - A musician’s love - jcjuatco
Jowlough Sep 2010
Wish,
squish,
Accomplished?
Finished.
Anatomy of  setting Goals and cycle base of proper execution (C) 2010 jcjuatco
Jowlough May 2013
Whenever you're feeling down.
You just need a clown.
to release you from frown.
living in this wicked town.
to mask your loneliness,
to free up your heavy bones.
mesmerize you in pure bliss,
in his talkative humorous tones.
to tickle your thoughts,
and pass through your worries.
to make you feel at home,
inhibitions will be buried.
with this magical tricks
the medicinal antics.
talents he mastered and shared
jokes you found candid.
never a single dull moment,
a clown is all you need.
happiness that a friend, acquaintance,
or lover can never give
Jowlough Nov 2012
And I'm just ready
to sail any oceans
and plunge
into this stage,
to hold your hand
with an open heart and mind,
to free our spirits
from this cage;
And I'm just ready.
to take one step forward,
to take the lead,
and be free,
and I'm just ready;
My sweet, Dearest,
will you sail with me?
Jowlough Apr 2011
Please do not judge,
my tendency mistake,
nor conclude to my actions,
that questions my take.

You know you had your part,
we had faced this fire.
received tremedous damages,
have thrown in the dark.

For there is no one to blame,
No one has the right,
we are burned in flames,
we are black and white.

I have never bad mouthed
For I truly understand,
So step into my shoes,
so you can live in my land.

As I step unto yours,
I have learned a lot of things.
Start a new life,
what new challenges it brings
(c) A New Start- 4.5.11 jcjuatco
Jowlough Jan 2011
What rhymes with love?
Can I **** and say dove?

then you say a word "Camera",
Now I'm thinking to ride a Chimera!

Common is the guitar,
now you want to play a Sitar,

as you watch movies with subs,
cute anime overdubs,

Up early as three in the morning,
you notice mosquitos are roaming,

with last night's hangover,
walked clumsy like a moon rover!

I am a person of rhymes,
until you ring those chimes,

Until you hear an angry gerbil,
I love you much ar
(c) Jan 6 - Angry Gerbil * jcjuatco
Jowlough Jul 2015
Drinking cans of coke
makes you insanely, bloat
because I remember I am still a human
who's down and broke

When you find it a hard time
pleasing and doing sugarcoat.
on stuff and things you hate
when your up considering the goat.

As you rise and float
until you get extremely choked,
you hit the cold waters
down cold and get madly soaked

When no one cares even a poke
you see yourself holding a smoke
realizing and learning,
Your life is a big joke
Jowlough Feb 2018
Inviting Invitation's lurking
But I'm not showing up
It's very enticing
But I reserve my spot

I'm tired of playing normal
In the company you've dwelled,
Everyone is not interesting,
Only you I want, the rest is hell

People's man it is
They say from crowds I blew.
Except on all the events,
When you have your crew.

You are the lone reason
Why my cold body is in presence
I don't care about anyone
You're the only one that has essence

I'm tired of getting along
Just to get a fraction of you
I hope we'll go out
And it's just alone of us two

Don't bring your friends
For they're only be accesories
Hinders and barricades
And additional extra-carries

Let's set the pace
Don't you tell you want it too?
I want it one on one
Shall we make this thing true?
Old
Jowlough Jan 2016
As far as your day goes,
Troubles will lure around the corner.
Timed to test your metals,
Ignite your mind to open
Towards a kind shower of ideas
Utilizing IQ and EQ in balance.
Defining your character in crisis
Empowering calm decision and basis.
Jowlough Oct 2012
I have seen your arrogance,
dictate and control the legion,

driven by fear,
you tend to lie just to save face.

Create shortcuts,
play fancy with your people

Controlled by public opinions
one makes no room for humility

the master of the blaming game,
does not build the team,

your arrogance ruins people's mind,
their past, up to their midnight dreams
(c) Arrogance - Jcjuatco
Jowlough Sep 2010
I bought you a present,
i knew what you love.
It's simple yet splendid.
I hope you'll have fun.

chocolates are common, they are sweet,
flowers count, skip up a heartbeat.
material possession, not a money's worth,
not a common denominator, of sweet desserts!

Appreciate; I give this to you,
You are nice sweet and very true.
Dance into, let loose good girl,
In my eyes, your a lovely precious pearl

one second,flashed, a sudden story came through,
about two lovers who got no clue.
they were friends,that's all they've got
at one look, their hearts tied a knot

across the room, they exchange glances.
thinking how to start, not letting chances
they danced the night and gave their "i love you's"
Until then,on and on their feelings grew.

Some time off, we know it's different,
time had changed even the most steady current.
but I know you knew day by day we've complemented,
love shined gloom's, bitter things came out rendered

Dear! I hope you have remembered our story,
on your day, I pray you'll be happy.
hope you'll appreciate, this little rhymes i bid  ,  
and  hope you find this poem simple and yet.. splendid
A simple and splendid Gift on your much awaited birthday (C) September 2010 - jcjuatco
Jowlough Feb 2011
Your mystic eyes,
there came spawning.
waiting for the dawn,
as it fuels your passion.

waiting for the dark,
eye to eye we will meet,
As you fix your hair
wait and you'll see

that we are high,
we can touch the sky,
when we are together,
I am on a fly.

When you are with me,
doubts are gone,
as we raise our wine,
as the sun sets dawn.

as the bus pollute,
let's drop our indecisions,
as long as you're with me,
this is no illusion.

this is real as it can be,
an endless horizon rising ,
Imagine the possibilities,
of this blooming feeling.

As the we wait for the dawn,
as we wish the time would stop,
as we flee and go home,
and put everything to wrap.
(c) As the sun sets dawn - jcjuatco - 2.04.11
Jowlough Feb 2011
As we faced the war,
Made ourselves great.
it felt good deep inside,
we held grip on our faith,

As we walk with blood,
on our tired bodies,
As we felt like trash,
to those on top and greedy.

As we saw our peers wounded,
in shame and dying,
we walk pass them,
in regret without looking

As we felt discriminated,
to those undeserving one's.
we dream we're in their places,
but it's all in the plan.

As we are haunted by memories,
we are deeply shocked.
by happenings we saw,
by the time we're hacked.

As we constantly seek,
the life's hidden quests.
we struggle for fairness,
to solve every tests

as we came from this hostile,
we grieve for their souls,
cheers to the unsung,
who had taken the toll.

As we fill the gaps,
of the holes they created,
without a recognition,
yet we have initated.

As we pray and move on,
and set our minds free,
as we accept the facts,
on what we cannot be.

As we struggle and die,
for our ideas and beliefs.
hoping for a small change,
even when we're buried deep.
(c) As we secretly call ourselves heroes . 2.24.11 - jcjuatco*
Jowlough Sep 2011
Attitude problem.
what social media cannot tell us.
as if you're the center of the universe,
and your feelings does not pass.

Being reactive
you thought, makes you smarter,
Being reactive,
tends to be your bread and butter.

You tend to magnify
those little small things.
but you forget the proper values,
as seen on the rusts of your bearings.
(c) 9.1.2011 - jcjuatco - Attitude problem
Jowlough Nov 2012
The moment I write something
and it is mainstream,
so I stood and stop,
because it's mainstream

Don't read me with wordplays
because it's too mainstream;
I just played some words,
and boom, it's mainstream

**** me with your pen
your words are mainstream,
please be deeper,
don't go mainstream

Some point in your life,
you are mainstream,
dying for attention,
when you've lost inside your mainstream
Jowlough Sep 2010
I Saw a bunch of men,
Strong yielded force.
Armed with their rifles,
ready with their course.
coursed to thrive,
Endangered their lives,
worried families,
Children and Wives.
Out on a mission,
dubbed as "The Finest".
Quest for a reason,
no particular season.
The beginning was smooth,
they had seeked the root.
never leaved their booths,
until the 'brother' was moved.
Gauntlets had to be pulled,
one by one they shoot,
terror then came,
now the mad man's untamed.
flash flood of blood,
burning hot rod,
their faces are sad,
now the red flag's mad.

Crisis -flopped,
Hostage was flat.
Tried their mights,
Aug 23 -- Daylight.
August 23, Daylight (c) Sept 17 2010 jcjuatco
Jowlough Dec 2012

shades of bounty leaves;
falling on forest canvass.
serene hum of birds

alluring senses;
under bright sunny sunshine.
A worthy outing


*Haiku
BB
Jowlough Mar 2019
BB
Baby you’re one of a kind
And I’ll be straightforward
I dreamt about your face
Last night in a courtyard

Free spirits in a haze
Dandelions in your main photo;
Harassing my inner faith
Like I won the lotto.

Like I’ve mastered my art
Like I’ve recovered from hardships;
I worship your beauty
Secretly in public.

Tallying zeroes and ones
Whether your heart is open?
I don’t know baby
But mine is even.

I’m so mushy
And I dont even realize
What you’ve done to me
Is making you immortalized

Through these rhymes
Stored in the servers
Oh god, let me be
A secretful lover.
Jowlough Dec 2012
She said that it's the heart
no matter what.
it's her choice
so I'll let her go by.
A personal decision
she will never drop;
It's really hard
dropping from the top.
I respect her;
for all that she is.
never badmouthed
any actions that flees.
it is a two way panel
even if in reality, they might only see one.
I never had a control
on circumstances under the sun.
I hope we can compromise
because I am reaching out;
as far as I can
whenever I am out.
Everyone knows life is happening
as it happens.
I hope you would forgive me,
before I fly into heavens, *dying
Jowlough Nov 2010
Behind my sunglasses
you will see,
A watchful eye
who hunts and flee

observing every bit of you,
words and action.
warning girl:
You've caught my attention!

Behind these lenses,
lies your imagery.
lately I have been stabbed,
by your mystic and deep beauty

Oh, I'm always caught,
I hope you don't mind.
you're such a creature,
that's really one of a kind!

I can see you have the heart,
also, that burning passion,
maybe we can share likes,
or go out even without a reason!

Everyday, I seek for you,
waiting for your presence,
A day without reaching out to you,
lacks the needed essence.

It's very crazy though,
You can say it is just an infatuation,
nevertheless girl, I say, Warning:
--You are under observation!
(c) Behind my sunglasses * Nov 20 2010 -jcjuatco
Bid
Jowlough May 2014
Bid
They say pride is on top
but please fight for your spot.
you may be the best of today
but tomorrow's we never got.

We want to see the flame,
I see you've burnt your last gas,
Please don't assume a lifetime
because all things should pass.

Just when I wanted to sustain,
I want to lit up my desire;
But nowadays never I see
how you want to keep up this fire.

I don't see it anymore,
No efforts have been made;
Your peak had reached its comfort zone
to my highest dismay.

Come you little sunshine,
No one wants a change of keeps
but the way the show runs,
makes me release my grip.

I wish for a change,
as we all wish a brighter mood;
Let's work this now,
or end this for good.
Fin.No
Jowlough Dec 2012
When we're apart
I am teased by your smile,
those black biles,
ego's left fragile.

I can barely touch you,
but it seems you're away.
unreachable by mind,
pleading to stay.

And when your signs
are just so unpredictable;
those gestures that cared
I cannot even decipher


and I am always in catapult
whenever I am in your field;
but this gut has its own thinking
whenever you are near.
Jowlough Aug 2011
I regret the times
I've had worked with you.
an inventor of scenes,
Stories untrue.

You tend to drop names
during critical moments,
you only knew errors,
for all your concerns.

A big ******,
you trashed our systems.
never knew your own process
even yourself you can't process.

A pin pointer blamer,
is all you know.
how you do your work,
for a mind that is too slow

Know the art of proper escalation,
where to go, which is which.
before you blame your computer,
blame it on your face, *****.
(c) 2011.8.15 - Blame it on your face, ***** - jcjuatco
Jowlough Oct 2011
no one wanted
to burst your bubble,
wheels have turned,
but never was your tide.

but you've never abide,
nor follow the guide.
attitude is a big whip,
No one wants to hear your side

Adios to your attitude,
get blissed by your fire
Soak into your own blood,
get killed by your lasting desire.
(c) Oct 19 - Blunt - jcjuatco
Jowlough Jan 2013
you've took the bullets
saving thy brothers.
and there it is.
in no ones land.
when pain and anger
is evident at a glance.
when Living in an old house
with new even spirits.
Wicked, with your guitar
and slow hands;
Sick and all teared up
blasphemy and ill advised news
floating like wasps.
all in your mind
circling like some roulette,
white smoke in the air.
all entangled when you breathe
in your dreams, in despair.
the end
getting nearer
no one cares
Jowlough Dec 2012
This blue borne cold blood
you've erased in me.
you have changed  my inner views,
this black breeze,

And inside my lucid dreams.
this dense excitement;
your spirit have brought me
just like heaven sent.

This energy you have gave us
does not line in queue,
bravely timid.
in control and blue.

Now you're laying your guard low,
and I am thankful,
we had our moments,
our time and tools.

Our ways we cannot compromise,
that set the tone and standards;
our shield and sword,
boasts our missions in placards

without an intention
to hide behind the shadows.
we walk hand in hand
working like bows and arrows.

We tire ourselves,
We shoot the city lights;
calm and serene
this outstanding night.

as we share our stories,
etched within our veins;
I hope you can join me,
until this surreal world faints.
Jowlough May 2014
Are you really happy to see?
what your eyes cannot see
and feel the grasp
of someone's touch,
freeing your soul
from the slick depths
of your inner sadness,
murmuring humble spirit
seeking inside calmness.
Wishing to live
another long day,
living the life you aren't,
Doing things you don't own
scenes you never deserve
never a funny credit
to save one's face.
never a castaway nor a stranger
give, tie someone else laces.

And Inside your mind
You're waiting for the light,
the light of your intervention
A lost love mourned.
The light that was waived
by some spiritual divine forces,
submerged inside the inner creases,
of your bright and big brain.

Pain, you slaved my kind.
silenced my intentions
whined my plans and actions,
you've changed, I see.
people change, be free.
choices are splendid you see,
hurt and pride never flees
Now, Go and I will let you be.
Jowlough Jul 2012
Any ****** word
don't deserve
cannot release,
the angst I feel,

I've warned you
but you swayed,
felt *******
and betrayed

Seemed like
I am the one sorry,
and I am the one
harshly blamed

For your
Ill-Advised acts,
your unworthy
decision pays

****
this scenario
Your mind games
come into play

Decoy your ego
hear my
"*******"
on the way

*******
Jowlough Sep 2013
Werewolves lurking
following that brown jacket,
sniffing, wandering stare,
how incredible that sight is.

low keyed, yet, admirable
humming hymns you ought to hear.
dancing stars and planets,
Can I dig on you and see?

through your ****** soils,
I want to mark my footprints,
Your desert I'll travel,
I will hike to your greens

Keen and soft cuddles,
I whisper to your ear,
Dwelling peacefully
without tied knots and mugs of beer.

A place of crossed roads
and pedestrian lanes,
and our primary transportation
is riding a train.

Midnight occasions
we used to spend.
transforms into sightings
That smile you bend.

You lend, carelessly,
when hearts are broken.
sing something good,
a sign of relief, mend.

Gaze at my artwork,
you free me from this cage,
my sanctuary and home
Living free, without a wage.

Let me stay for a while,
Ah, Resource bounty,
healthy ambiance and fields.
Now you can't see me, worthy?
Jowlough Jun 2011
Eating short cakes
makes us happy.
forget all this cruel world,
dark and silly.

makes our tooth,
weak and weary.
as long as we're happy,
I'm okay with cavities.

satisfy your sweet tooth,
smile and enjoy.
If those are the little things,
then rejoice.

for all I want,
is to see you smiling.
Okay with my tooth aches,
than to see our hearts aching.

when we're apart,
I long for your presence.
you're my candy girl,
my life's essense.


If Sugar rush,
makes my tastebuds twirl.
what more If got you,
My sweet candy girl.
(c) Candy Girl - jcjuatco 6.23.11
Jowlough May 2011
Can I have a rest,
for I am very tired.
of usual beings, come and go,
made us weak and little blind.

You're all over me,
thus, can I rest?
Everywhere I look,
You have proven me the best.

I am exhausted,
Will you let me be?
I cannot move forward,
on the the things I see.

Squeezed with the happenings,
I want a revamp.
release me from the past,
wicked sinked in swamp.

Sour flavoured outings,
did took a toll on me.
I want you to take charge,
Please let me be.

I want to relax,
my tired soul.
would you let me to rest,
or in pain come let me howl.

Can I have a rest?
Please let me so.
With you I found,
a partner to call.

Are you allowing me now?
please let me fall,
Down in questions,
sheered in a roll.

Are you allowing me now?
I hope you really do.
Can I rest?
..My eyes on you.
(c) 5.9.2011 - Can I rest? - jcjuatco
Jowlough Sep 2020
I got a mechanism
Called coping
demons knocking
In the head
Slaughtered by alcohol
All alone
Suffering’s inevitable
This should be the note
In case someone asks
But for all I care
No one should
I am the way
The truth and the temp files
You can always empty
If it’s worth the while
Random access memories
Trying to be fun
Better of recoveries
Secondary free will sun
Jowlough Jan 2011
I am looking,
For an outlet,
I am wasted,
I am down,
I was abused,
by your Ignorance,
I was misused,
I am in frown.
How would you cure,
a stab in your heart,
Feels like an Alien,
Striving with mankind,
Feels like you don't belong,
where everything's wrong,
you can't keep phase,
How'd you wish you were strong.
(c) Carry On - jcjuatco - 1.6.11
Jowlough Oct 2013
carry your bones
all alone to your throne
never needing help all along
shoulder the weight
you dictate on your own,
you **** us with the gun in your tongue.

you spread and you get
demerit's all you bet.
the gold is in your hands my friend

We run and we hide
own victory's on the side
the crown is in your head, my friend.

carry your bones
with your army unknown
guide our decisions until gone.
shoulder that weight
you say you drive our fate
we are the frail followers
blood and sweat, merits you take
Jowlough Sep 2011
Listen to the music
inside the Casa Blanca,
did you find it rebellious
without much love,

see their fine dancers,
You'll find yourselves staring.
with the strum of ukelele
you'll see people dancing.

their mystic beauty
dances from dawn to dusk
smile's hidden behind
their cautious masks

Come aboard my friend,
in Casa Blanca let us meet,
where money is the god,
and wine is the spirit

Look in front,
every where's a mad beast.
looking at the mob,
it's a  fine fine feast.

Casa Blanca's a place,
of dark hearts and dice,
you can see the sorrow,
mirrored in their sweet eyes.
(c) Casa Blanca - 92911 - jcjuatco
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