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594 · Nov 2014
5 Minutes
Jowlough Nov 2014
Your punches slipping into my shoulders
bold and emotions filled, ******,
as I am craving for your soul
longing for your honesty
that smile you give me
fuels my compassion
Oh, good sight of art.
a shimmering light,
now I'm in a flight.
your fair warmth,
I need, tonight.
(c) 2014 jcjuatco 11.28.14
Jowlough Nov 2010
I always try to sing like Lennon,
He's my musical hero from the start!
Strum strawberry fields forever,
I sing my words by the heart.

held my guitar high,  I'm a fan,
accompanied me through times,
through thick and thin,
Thinking I am him, feels very fine.

Helped me a lot, Making him my Idol,
He's loving heart to his dearest Yoko,
So deep and clear,
made me realized how to love a girl so tender.

But where is Yoko my dearest,
Yes have I found her?
I say, Half yes and half no,
for she just left me nowhere.

I've treated this girl
as my very own Yoko,
yet, she never gave back efforts,
she just not want to dive into

that so called deep relationship,
oh I am in love for the first time,
I'm so wounded,
This could be also the last time.

How could I be so Lennon,
If my Yoko is so very far,
I wanted to give her everything,
yet it turned out sour.

I'm still hoping for my Yoko,
I hope she would re-consider and think.
I love her much,
Yet she's gone by the blink.

I can't imagine life
without her by my side,
Woman, I'm so still in to you
*This love, I could never hide.
(c) Dec 1 2010 - I tried to be John, but Yoko was nowhere * jcjuatco (Thanks to @*Alvin Guanlao*for sparking up the feel and idea).  "Lennon forever"
591 · Mar 2011
Credits
Jowlough Mar 2011
Credits to the people,
who worked hard and stayed.
To those  who never gave up,
stood up and made way.

To those who had patience
when some have none,
who gave up all their wants,
for the needs of some.

to those who sacrificed
stayed awake with all efforts.
without a token of recognition,
Never a special mention

Power to you my brother,
you deserve a toast.
for a dedication,
and a principle to boast.

for accepting the facts,
though sometimes quite brutal.
lowering the gauge of pride,
opening the human portal.

Credits to the individuals,
who trusted their wits.
Despite of the weight,
Despite of the agony,

Despite the hesitations,
you have chosen to be certain,
though your core is weak,
but never faking.

Kudos to yours,
you have made your mark,
summoned, your bright needs,
whispered, but never barked.

You had complaints,
but had picked the silence,
for the sake of the many,
to cover up the wicked.

to stay with the trash,
tough times have cranked.
I salute to you,
heroes of the Unsung.
(c) 3.31.11 - Credits - jcjuatco
591 · Dec 2013
She is running
Jowlough Dec 2013
She is always running
from what the world has to offer
instincts she trusts
spirits and lessons to ponder.

She's so strong
and she does not play the cards,
so strong and free
that he makes the life of boys go hard.

Her defenses are upright
with will to prioritize her wonders.
a wall high as heavens,
beliefs that cannot be shattered

A million salute to her ways
and she knows some day it  pays.
she's a strong woman for keeps,
a rare kind, gentle but silently weeps.

She is running away
from the love that sips her life points.
running away and away
from the perfect, with her knowable decoys

Stepping backwards
but I can see the barricade's almost done.
but I don't want to spoil another spirit
so I will let this go. flee, and gone.
583 · Dec 2010
Miss
Jowlough Dec 2010
I was kind of hesitant
At first,
When you came
In the picture

Not assured,
On my thoughts,
I have considered
Such factors.

Learned from the past,
Wielded my weapon.
Battled pain,
On missed reasons.

Never bored in,
I have thought.
No feelings danced
From the beginning.

Yes, it was a hiding game,
I am Tired.
Of routines
That was all the same

And I'm lost.
-then you came,
Blew my mind away,
Then it rained,

Strong With cheers,
And I got better.
Up and alive,
Happiest ever.

Fears vanished,
You are my battery,
get in the way,
Little miss happy.

Sing me songs,
make me even,
Look into my eyes,
And I'm in heaven!
(c) Dec 10 2010 - Miss *jcjuatco
583 · Mar 2011
Tired.
Jowlough Mar 2011
Our destiny have been so ******* sarcastic,
and sometimes you can't afford to laugh.
So I guess I'll just let go,
and drink my pale pilsen draft.

Give it to the stars,
I am tired of thinking things,
pressure rises above the head,
conscience always gives me the grin.

those good old Positive vibes
changes its colours rapidly,
And you cannot pinpoint which is which,
Until you peep thoroughly.

Sometimes I can clearly see,
when negativity back bites back and flee
For I should live my live freely,
Give me the shots and I'll execute properly.

I am now in the middle of the universe,
No **** directions and plans.
Worst may come from the sides,
But i'll make sure I'll get by.
No copyrights for this. you can have i all! I'm tired.
581 · Jul 2012
Lucky man
Jowlough Jul 2012
Lucky man
You're a lucky man
you've unlocked her mystery,
not everyone gets a chance,
and it's every man's misery.
to see you walking with someone,
Just like you're an enemy,
to each man's eye.
you cut and make them burn,
provoke; made a complete turn

Lucky man,
oh boy you got a real winner,
she's one of a kind,
no one should be better.
all these years
I have laid all my cards,
chasing ghosts of our mem'ries.
long lost memories.


Love she didn't feel
Love that's just her option.
nevertheless,
No worries, Congratulations.
I know there's no looking back.
but I'm still thankful,
that some point,in my life,
I've been the luckiest man alive.

And yes,
you're such a lucky man.
(c) 7-2012 Lucky man - jcjuatco
580 · Dec 2010
Yii
Jowlough Dec 2010
Yii
I was melted by your stare
As you sang your lines,
I do not know what to react,
I lost a chord, butterflies in my mind.

Is it intentional?
For I skipped a heartbeat,
I tried to hold the movement,
for your stare made me fell on my feet.

There is something in you,
I do not really know,
But it's something deeper than the skin,
Badly getting in my system flow!

It all flashes back,
and Goes on over and over.
Oh darling! Am I in love again?
by now, I do not know the answer.

Music in my ears,
stay cool and sweet.
Thanks, I am so inspired.
After you stared, so deep in my heart!
(c) December 4 2010 - Yii * jcjuatco
580 · Oct 2011
Sun Burn
Jowlough Oct 2011
yes they are doing their best,
knew their priorities,
copy that, check.

The man have no reason,
to do the so-called crime,
why back stab, why fine?

Dearest Squadron
why so resilient?
need to feed,the white recipient?

We see the struggle,
yet we choose to be silent.
he knows scripts, now what happens?

Hail the racial comments,
twigged upon personnel,
strikes you from the back, oh poor camel.

full of humps and bumps,
your plunge into the dessert.
strive for satisfaction, but you get all the dirt.

Treatment cannot be tossed.
white man hero is a hoax.
walk the talk, fix your bearings before you get lost.
(c) Sun Burn - jcjuatco (c) 2011 - oct 21
579 · Jul 2015
An inspiring poem
Jowlough Jul 2015
Drinking cans of coke
makes you insanely, bloat
because I remember I am still a human
who's down and broke

When you find it a hard time
pleasing and doing sugarcoat.
on stuff and things you hate
when your up considering the goat.

As you rise and float
until you get extremely choked,
you hit the cold waters
down cold and get madly soaked

When no one cares even a poke
you see yourself holding a smoke
realizing and learning,
Your life is a big joke
574 · Jan 2016
Shining Light
Jowlough Jan 2016
Your bassy voice
that grunges on all ears
across the long hallway

Your feline mantra
Through your themed party
Slices to my butterflied stomach.

Paralleled by your charm,
infinitely looping in
through sweet spoken words.

Shining through
your bright shimmering light
reflecting to your flowery skirt,

As you entered the room
your glance and down cast stare
makes me feel the thirst.

for your never existing touch
your caress and feelings
in my dream, in reverse.

for your face that brightens us
is misunderstood through your words
that face, launched ships plus a curse.
574 · Nov 2014
Probe
Jowlough Nov 2014
Of all the failed attempts
Of reaching you from a far
I am still keeping your words
Your visions still kept in a jar.

As I swept my dust off
My heavy and pained shoulders.
Still your soul fuels me within,
To continue seeking your wonder.

To stand still in this journey
Looking up to your vague light
As I wish for ray of answers,
From nowhere out of sight.
11.26.14 (c) jcjuatco
573 · Jul 2013
Cold Choice
Jowlough Jul 2013
Move me when you're stagnant,
I benefit through your stare.
your eyes are brilliant
and you're unaware.

Choose me when you're high,
when you have options everywhere
over him, over them.
as If we don't care.

Choose me when you're drunk
when laughter sheds tears,
when you're all over,
music you want to here.

Move me when you're down.
I'll be the key,
I am strange,
as everyone sees.
573 · Dec 2010
Distance
Jowlough Dec 2010
Memory flashbacks,
as I gaze through the stars,
As I miss the woman,
Who's distance a far,

without a clear picture,
of her current state,
using the borders of technology,
Stay with her late

She'd capture me
with her pick up lines,
Evolving feelings,
like a growing vine.

Reaching out
to the ends of my veins,
It traps out,
my inner memory lanes.

How I wish
I could join the birds,
fly, and be there in minutes
Express out my words

Please let me enter the scopes
of your mysteries and clues,
With you is my care,
-- And I Miss you.
(c) Dec 28 2010 -Distance -  jcjuatco
572 · Dec 2016
Hello.
Jowlough Dec 2016
If I could only take
The pill to reverse,
To take back time
And prevent the hearse

A currency to spend
A time I choose to alter,
A flower to pick
Among millions to cater.

I would choose you,
Beautiful charmer;
Dream chaser
Please recruit me

To your surreal
Lifeline approach and justice,
To kiss and hold you
Flowers and berries

A connection
I ought not to dwell in
Voice I thought
was music I never cherished

If I could only
Replay the process
Of building this puzzle
I could never think best

I could choose you
Maybe I could lure,
Maybe sometime,
Sometime near future.

I could love you
Take care of you;
If only I could alter
The clothing of time

And sequences,
And events;
I would love to choose you,
Definitely

If you could care
To alter yours,
Even in an alternate universe,
- you would choose me too.
Merry Christmas
570 · Oct 2010
Small room
Jowlough Oct 2010
Give me a small room,
for improvement.
I do not know how soon,
but I will try as I can.

I needed a small space,
to reflect and resolve.
paste the pieces,
to grow up and evolve.

Give me a small room,
make me isolated.
to step out of this doom,
of disgust and hatred.

I needed this space,
this solemn time.
so I can replace,
and I'll get by

Give me a small room,
Even though it's tough.
a small space in your heart,
will be just enough.
(c) Oct 29 - Small Room - jcjuatco*
570 · May 2014
You got the stakes
Jowlough May 2014
Talk to me
when I'm drunk
I might give you a chance
Instigate, give the money
so we both understand

hand in hand
I will do what you say,
you take the gun.
oh boy, not today.

Get in the van
show me what you got.
before the policemen
caught us in the act.

If joy is what you seek
scratch the nibbles in your sleeves.
now tell me the diff'rence
when you take what you give.

You got the stakes
from within what you sweat
now take me where it leads to baby
don't fret.
567 · Aug 2015
People with placards
Jowlough Aug 2015
I'm battling a dead horse
Carrying steps like a wet noodle.
Slipping past on metal spikes
wounded and blood gargled.

Jumping on hurdles of fire
whispering a silent prayer,
Carrying a bag of hopeful beans,
Forced blinded on constraints aside.

As you slide ferociously without worries
without a natural glide and momentum,
your eyes tucked to my skinny soul
melting mine, through your serum

Hear the roar of butterflies,
dwelling on your stuffed stomach.
stinging on the walls of your intestine
As you give scissors to my rock.

As you shower me with humble options,
you've opt to show me your parts,
As I'm waiting for your affirmation
with your ******* people and placards
566 · Feb 2011
A Love so pure
Jowlough Feb 2011
You are the weakness,
but you're also the cure.
I see the devotion,
A love so pure.

you've set me free
from my wildest inhibitions,
dropped out hazy thoughts,
my mutual admiration.

step by step,
our feelings grew,
I am most happy,
when I am with you.

Should you mind,
hearing this lyrical rhymes,
How long would you want this,
--would Forever be fine?
(c) Jan 19 2011 - jcjuatco - A Love so pure
Jowlough Jul 2012
Waiting outside,
Busy faces of people
with smiles on their faces,
isolating troubled one's
whispering,
worried about life's pain.

Everyone needs a little excitement
enough said,
I know you know
when you want sunshine
or when to rain

You're surreal,
the wander you have given
I would like
if I could continue dreaming,
of you and I not leaving

Maybe I'm too young
to let all of this happen,
Indecision, Let's say a lapse,
Acceptance, a defeat.
(c) 6/8/2012 -  Lapses, Acceptance, A Defeat. jcjuatco
563 · May 2016
Mutual funds
Jowlough May 2016
I ought to believe
That your heart is paralleled
With my veins that I look on to
Blood streaming you've cancelled

Things I look up to happen,
The plans I made carefully,
Destroying my inner senses
Without you knowing it internally.

My shattered belief
Never hassles me to the bore
Where you never drop an expectation
Frustrated like a kid in a toystore.

It's hard to act naturally
What else can I say
I must recalibrate my sensitivity
Oh, What a day.
I'm a sad man
559 · Oct 2013
Late call
Jowlough Oct 2013
Tired bones, from his killing mouth
tell her more lies before we could start.
right here we are united but time is still,
expectations of choke, inner voices makes me ill.

Save me, dead from this outer despair;
summon our faiths until united and bared.
we sail into oceans with nothing but gut,
pushed by our will, until our backs are laid flat.

Heavy eyed, we tried to get rest,
tomorrow is still open, do we really need this test?
brutal facts we've accepted, until our credibility lapses,
stages have avoided, why we still have gaps?

Save me, dead from this outer despair;
summon our faiths until united and bared.
we sail into oceans with nothing but gut,
pushed by our will, until our backs are laid flat.
558 · Aug 2016
The love guru lady
Jowlough Aug 2016
The pill
You've created,
As a cure
From your hatred

Is the same pill
You should swallow,
What you don't do
We don't follow

What you don't preach
We don't give,
An eye for one
Of your misfits.

Nor your guru ways,
Even your habits.
Such two faced
More tragic.

You walk
Your mouthful talk
Before you speak,
Before you mock.

Before you play
The victim card,
Do math
And solve it hard

Tell me wisdom
And it won't scratch
The truth about
The eggs you hatched.

The digs we give
Are zero like,
The weather in north pole
In the deepest night.

Are you okay
Because you are dreaming?
You deep black love guru
How we wishing.
558 · May 2014
Brain-washed
Jowlough May 2014
Are you really happy to see?
what your eyes cannot see
and feel the grasp
of someone's touch,
freeing your soul
from the slick depths
of your inner sadness,
murmuring humble spirit
seeking inside calmness.
Wishing to live
another long day,
living the life you aren't,
Doing things you don't own
scenes you never deserve
never a funny credit
to save one's face.
never a castaway nor a stranger
give, tie someone else laces.

And Inside your mind
You're waiting for the light,
the light of your intervention
A lost love mourned.
The light that was waived
by some spiritual divine forces,
submerged inside the inner creases,
of your bright and big brain.

Pain, you slaved my kind.
silenced my intentions
whined my plans and actions,
you've changed, I see.
people change, be free.
choices are splendid you see,
hurt and pride never flees
Now, Go and I will let you be.
558 · Dec 2010
Midnight writer
Jowlough Dec 2010
He sits on his bed,
mourns on memories,
stare on the wall,
digests his vocabularies

Wanting to unload
to clean up some cobwebs,
Save thy bleeding soul
encountered in world's progress

Inked experienced dooms,
writes down his mess.
To release the pain,
that infested his chest

drank a bottle,
stays late at night,
A scene of ego and self,
making a fight!

to write by the heart,
yes a lonely sad writer.
He see's the cruel world,
letter by letter

poured the due
stating life's mysteries,
oh pounded heart!
What heavy load he carries.
(c) Dec 16 - Midnight writer * jcjuatco
556 · Jan 2016
Modern day crook options
Jowlough Jan 2016
Worked hard for the money
But I ain't digging no dough,
I planted precious seeds
With my bare hand plough.

A scattered debris lost in wilderness,
Like a shipwreck in an open breeze.
You only remember my face
When you've consumed your cheese.

This credo is much draining
And understanding is lost page,
You only have your struggles in stories
And you don't cared on my fate.

having true to words and promises
Is a long lost line in your books
I am oppressing the evil
Ideas of the modern day crooks.
554 · Feb 2015
Inside the Judge's mind
Jowlough Feb 2015
I dwell in the places,
Where I feel your presence.
the pages you've written
is still etched in transcendence.

Seeking for your aura
my ways are your equivalent.
bounds and gates are raised
despite of our perfect blend.

The way you stared into my soul
sweeps away the dark clouds in heaven.
I badly want to know you more
time spent with you is what I am needing.

Despite of the dark clouds forming
your hands waved them all apart,
I am screaming from the inside waiting
for our time to shine and leave our mark.

And I just told my own self
That I never get tired writing about you,
Despite of the distance and cold air
You are still the one I'm coming back to.

Even 'though there is nothing I would get
I am still seeking for your light
and deceive my self that I am still in this,
waiting to see our time take its bite.
2-27-2015 #jcjuatco
553 · Feb 2011
+ / -
Jowlough Feb 2011
Where are you now?

you cannot be seen.

I am looking through,

On what has been,

the longest journey,

twisted and blurred,

sweet at the start,

but in the end, it's absurd.

Do not stare at me

nor copy my actions,

I might hurt you down,

my dearest reflection.
(c) jcjuatco - feb 4 2011  >> + / -
552 · Feb 2011
As the sun sets dawn
Jowlough Feb 2011
Your mystic eyes,
there came spawning.
waiting for the dawn,
as it fuels your passion.

waiting for the dark,
eye to eye we will meet,
As you fix your hair
wait and you'll see

that we are high,
we can touch the sky,
when we are together,
I am on a fly.

When you are with me,
doubts are gone,
as we raise our wine,
as the sun sets dawn.

as the bus pollute,
let's drop our indecisions,
as long as you're with me,
this is no illusion.

this is real as it can be,
an endless horizon rising ,
Imagine the possibilities,
of this blooming feeling.

As the we wait for the dawn,
as we wish the time would stop,
as we flee and go home,
and put everything to wrap.
(c) As the sun sets dawn - jcjuatco - 2.04.11
547 · Sep 2010
Dear Miss Cassydoo
Jowlough Sep 2010
Dear Miss Cassydoo,
I raise this glass for you!
brotherhood you offered,
is more than a view.

Thank you for showing me,
the things I cannot see.
Having you is like a gem,
A ripe fruit in a tree.

You saved me from this island,
Make waves out of silence.
swiped off the clouds,
Of vagueness and violence.

United we stand,
we are more than brothers.
together we operate,
Everything is for good's sake.

We're in the same idea,
we're in the same thought.
We ride the same boat,
We sing the same songs.

We swim the same seas,
We're ran the same roads.
We have the same reason,
Sharing this ultimate mission

All is good,the tide is on,
Let us continue on our own.
I am boundless, so are you,
Together let us prove the power of two!
Dear Miss Cassydoo (c) 2010 sept 21 jcjuatco
542 · Sep 2010
High as Heaven
Jowlough Sep 2010
When the constraints become automatic,
When waking up starts the panic,
Just think that we are only waiting,
for the right time of believing.

If you think that you cannot be moved,
When your smile is hard off the booth,
Why don't you grip on my friend,
We'll do anything to mend.

Ride on, just be steady.
off to the clouds we'll be ready.
Fly high, stay on cloud nine,
Up there we'll bring our wines!

Let us go, do you want to continue?
prolong the effect, the yellow and blue.
Let us get carried away, free your mind,
A pleasant feeling that is one of a kind!

Last time, I'm the one in deep trouble,
Heavy armed, face was crumpled.
I pleaded for the light, instant it came,
Out of the dark, I escaped out of vain

So come and join us wherever you are,
Feel the kick, no matter how far.
We'll get you there without exclusion,
Ultra Carbonated super sensation!

Go Touch the clouds and feel the rush,
The world's borderline in a flash!
Erase your problems, loose-break-even,
Obstacles are Given, We're High as Heaven!
(c) High as Heaven - jcjuatco sept 28 2010*
540 · Nov 2010
She's no you
Jowlough Nov 2010
I could be hanging out
with her spend some quality time,
Being so close, share a hobby
would be just fine.

I could be very happy
Joining with her crew,
Fine occasions with the company
But she's no you.

I'm glad when I am with her,
But don't worry, again, she's no you.
She's just a unique girl,
I can relate with. Yes, one of a few.

Someone who cares,
When I am down and out,
Someone who shares,
care and love without a doubt.

She's no you, Again and again,
Please understand.
For another never-ending fight
Sinks my head in the quicksand.

You know I am honest and certain,
On things I see and feel,
I know when I'm happy,
Or if I ain't closing the deal.

You know I am with the one
who puts trust over disbelief,
Go see the positive side,
for I am the one for keeps.

Please re-consider,
I need your valuable time.
She's always there
when I am wrapped with vines.

Now I have realized, She's no you,
Deep in my mind, It is very true.
Though she always present, and that's good.
she makes me come out of my bluest blues.

She's no you, do not get insecure,
I see ,too biased it may sound.
But now I'm confused, honestly, I can't tell,
if I'm saying "She's no you"..the other way around.
(c) She's no you - nov 28 2010 * jcjuatco
539 · Sep 2014
I shouldn't be calling you
Jowlough Sep 2014
I shouldn't be calling you
well we haven't got that far.
all those facts you've known,
signals are diminished and stopped

Your silence is killing
you're presence is unseen,
you've marked the days in your calendar
and I am not part of your key wins,

You've deleted my number
in your phonebook and probably your mind,
memories are just shadows
of distractions and pure back draft

Did I just deleted you,
well my memorization is strong.
I wanted to transform you
and sing you a song,

Like a disguise of wise words
words of penned encouragements.
maybe some about love,
and my hidden admiration's bent.

It's a joyful mission
to let you hear,
even for a few precious minutes,
beside me without any fear.

And I love to see you again,
talk about random things you say.
sing songs we try
and find time to take.

I just miss you
more than anything in the world
But I'm that snob or shy
but I'm adjusting my chords

So this is love,
or we're just too lazy to come out our shells?
playing the sweet note's too obvious,
But I hope you can ring some chime's and bells.
9-4-2014 Tired
Jowlough Jan 2016
These legs are built for running
And these eyes are not to see,
And the heart has tendencies,
We run away and never keep.

As it all strives hard to evade,
Away from everyone at all cost;
Making a spectrum of a distance,
Running away but never lost.

And every step is a journey,
it touched hearts I say indeed,
But everytime it moved forward,
It steps on an ego that pleads.

For this heart can never be a home
To bear fruits of your likeness,
Nor to endure a pattern of pain,
It shall forever remain free.

And these feet will remain running
From all the debris of the past,
Leaving a trail of unsurpassed legacy
In an alien like cemented cast.

And these eyes are focused every time,
As if it never was,
Dilating at occasional times
But never losing grasp.

There are eyes that see across
And there are ones who see the good,
But I'm not one to see,
The world's cruel and rude.

As the eyes, feet and heart
Will never be tamed and stationed,
Pointed at a target
Passion is the king.

And I will keep on running away my dear,
And you keep on being at my side;
I guess that's the way it goes,
And there are eyes that are just blind.
538 · Dec 2012
Before I fly
Jowlough Dec 2012
She said that it's the heart
no matter what.
it's her choice
so I'll let her go by.
A personal decision
she will never drop;
It's really hard
dropping from the top.
I respect her;
for all that she is.
never badmouthed
any actions that flees.
it is a two way panel
even if in reality, they might only see one.
I never had a control
on circumstances under the sun.
I hope we can compromise
because I am reaching out;
as far as I can
whenever I am out.
Everyone knows life is happening
as it happens.
I hope you would forgive me,
before I fly into heavens, *dying
538 · Oct 2010
Julianne
Jowlough Oct 2010
Your smile
is worth saving the day,
from the tasks
that caused me dismay

Lost in your giggles,
Your lovely voice,
remained the only silence
in every noise

Your hair,
****** red as it can be,
How I wish I could,
Touch it for free

I'm plunged in your presence,
beautiful girl,
You are every bit of essence,
lovely little pearl.

How can I face the truth,
we are million miles apart,
because, I am just a lonely man,
-- Who secretly haves you in my heart
(c) Julianne - October 6 jcjuatco
536 · Sep 2010
Let it sleep away
Jowlough Sep 2010
I can't sleep, No it isn't love,
Not Money, or even school. no issues,
I just Can't sleep

I want to rest it out,
as these word lay down.
I Closed my eyes,
but the thinnest sound bothers me.

I Can't Sleep, and i'm tired.
I Called it a day,
silence just blows me away.

Waiting and Waiting,
I'm waiting for nothing.
I want to sleep.

Let Me.
Forget Everything in a moment
In My sweet dreams, and beating hiccups,

I'll rest with my favorite pillow,
I'll sleep loosely,
I wanted to rest.

But after all,
I just can't sleep.
Please let me
let it sleep away - 2009 jcjuatco
536 · Mar 2011
Twisted even
Jowlough Mar 2011
I saw the youth inside as your spirit coincides my soul,
branches my system flow over my twisted mind it crawls.
she gives me more than what I need and had wanted,
but we did not know the map of this road was way twisted even.

Seeking for the reasons that is left unfound,
mind was clouded with the care that sees no bounds,
As tides have leveled up full swing and grown,
As the feeling cannot stop and its out of control.

felt the fresh flush of your young aura went for us to see,
that I had to stop and think on what could this be.
That I forgot everything when she gripped me tight,
I knew I was defenseless from her unstereotyped.

Because the frame was painted just when I find it colorless,
The time I was numb and need nothing but happiness.
And plans are not known and seeded till they're discovered,
When I am wrapped in your arms, I am no commoner.

Love that had reach the fullest potential motion,
As I have swept the clouds where we are on the sun's portion.
And I don't believe in the magic and I don't have that passion,
Not until I found myself inside your universe with this lone reason.
(c) Mar5 2011 - jcjuatco -  Twisted Even
535 · Dec 2010
Thanksgiving (12.03.10)
Jowlough Dec 2010
We give thanks to our Lord
Almighty in heaven,
For all the blessings,
That he had given.

For giving us strength,
to work harder and better,
and have patience,
when living gets tougher.

We thank you dear Lord
for the good wisdom,
for helping in our daily decisions,
for guiding us on our actions.

All our gratitudes, oh lord,
deep from our heart.
for making our company stable,
and always upright.
(c) jcjuatco - Thanksgiving (12.03.10) - the poem used for Thanksgiving  Mass held on our company (CCAC Philippines)
533 · Sep 2010
Later, forever
Jowlough Sep 2010
You're late again,
get some weight my friend.
overdued the waiting,
**** time again.

You got no gain,
go expresslane!
You brought us pain,
from start to end.

You tried to bend,
don't go insane.
You bring your friend,
please apprehend!

You waste our time,
share the pain my friend.
overplay the drama,
You're late again!
Later, forever (c) sept 16 2010 jcjuatco / dyokar
533 · Nov 2012
When inspiration strikes
Jowlough Nov 2012
When inspiration strikes
you get your pen and paper,
keep a quiet heart;
savor every written letter.

Taste every flavour
of ideas in mind,
bursting in the wild,
just don't let it slide.

Sing to the nature,
to the chirps of the birds,
dance with the wind,
and submit yourselves to the curse;

when you follow where your heart beats,
but don't be fooled by false alarms;
know your worth, stay still;
and stand your grounds.
533 · Oct 2013
Verses
Jowlough Oct 2013
Eyes that shines
honest smiles you show.
gives me shivers,
verses of your songs;

My rejoice,
my haven unfolds,
through short minute outings
you release me from this cold.

Without any attachments
we dwell on happiness,
as we wipe out the dark,
of all, you're the best

To stand out among them
clear heart you gave,
we talk, we spill,
the love you save.

Your voice in my dreams,
coming from nowhere.
let me be your sanctuary,
through the stories we share.

Will there be a time,
Knowing future is untold;
you tell me what's next,
well I really don't know.
532 · Dec 2012
Perfect pitched
Jowlough Dec 2012
Can't you see
you've surprised me
with your actions.
your words,
aggressive and naked.

Or didn't I see,
or we were blinded,
but I saw the truth
perfect pitched.

And when our talks,
have transpired.
our tireless bodies,
exceeding their usual routines.
you know that this is something,
somewhat, highly **amazing.
529 · Sep 2010
Miss Audry
Jowlough Sep 2010
Hello Miss Audry,
nice to see you again.
have you been working hard lately,
your form is not the same.

It's been a while,
since we have talked then.
what a nice red dress,
an eye catching intend.

"How are you doing",
"hmm I'm fine."
Can you spare an hour
Let's drink and dine,

I know a bar,
with soothing music,
Cool ambiance,
Steady and classic.

Now what you want?
tea or wine?
Being with you,
feels so so fine.

Cannot explain,
the blissful zest,
being with you,
Is really the best!

Let's talk about the past,
the deep and the vast,
missed the moments,
Story telling is a must.

you're not the same,
from what I knew.
The way you talked,
The way you move,

the way you tell,
the stories unfold,
the way you look,
so coldly bold.

your boundless beauty,
I'm looking through,
Endless as diamond,
permanently true

We were acquaintance,
eying from the past,
Now the opposite,
of Life spell's cast!

I know things are different,
everything's changed,
Altering currents,
as our conversation exchanged.

One thing's for sure,
I am allured,
I'm right on your back,
forever rests assured!
Miss Audry (c) Sept 29 2010 jcjuatco*
529 · Sep 2010
I love you! I'm down
Jowlough Sep 2010
I cannot deny the joy you brought,
Lasting memories, shared and caught
Over and over love had come,
Vanished the hesitations, yes it's done.
Every time we're here, when we are near,
You always tend to throw my fears
Often giving me a delightful bliss,
Undying love that is felt on your kiss!
Honest gratitude's for allowing me to share,
All the things we've done as pair.
Nothing compares, girl you'll never fade,
I'll take care of you until the time evades!
For everything you gave.. Again, thank you,
Owe you a lot, and I miss you.
Running in obstacles, as long as we're together,
Even the greatest hindrance will part us never.
Vacant the worries, please! you know it is not needed!
Eternity -- we're headed calmly.
Repeatedly, Yes! I'm yours truly honey!
(ACROSTIC) I love you! I'm down - (C) jcjuatco march  2009
528 · Nov 2010
No progress
Jowlough Nov 2010
Need answers to satisfy,
No place for petty alibis.
You know I am no spy,
So no need to disguise.

I thought you were near,
So I stood out without a fear.
fear of losing our bond,
losing grip with my hand.

Still I'm looking for that piece,
to solve the puzzle and release.
I am lost again to her eyes,
How many times have we sacrificed?

Still no progress my dear,
Same results came to its mere,
I know the future, It's coming near,
another chapter, through bottles of beer.
(c) Nov 16 2010 - No progress * jcjuatco
528 · Dec 2012
Please
Jowlough Dec 2012
Please do not question
My tendency for mistakes;
as honest as mornings,
have faith, on the blows he could take.

maybe I am a journey man,
who've found a home.
without any kind defense,
positivism in his throne.

Believe in me
as he believes in all of your ways.
doubts are dead as the night,
smile gives magic to one's eyes.

I Believe in you
as you give your all.
as you keep asking,
when will be its toll.

He Believes in you
until I am living.
no questions thrown;
as long as both of you are seeing

Believe in us,
and seize the sunrise.
we can do this until we die,
but now we must both sacrifice
520 · May 2014
Bid
Jowlough May 2014
Bid
They say pride is on top
but please fight for your spot.
you may be the best of today
but tomorrow's we never got.

We want to see the flame,
I see you've burnt your last gas,
Please don't assume a lifetime
because all things should pass.

Just when I wanted to sustain,
I want to lit up my desire;
But nowadays never I see
how you want to keep up this fire.

I don't see it anymore,
No efforts have been made;
Your peak had reached its comfort zone
to my highest dismay.

Come you little sunshine,
No one wants a change of keeps
but the way the show runs,
makes me release my grip.

I wish for a change,
as we all wish a brighter mood;
Let's work this now,
or end this for good.
Fin.No
518 · Nov 2010
Projections
Jowlough Nov 2010
down, she's down again
she's the girl from nowhere.
down,remember when?
point she left from somewhere.

Everyday I see her
no one really cares.
lost into a stranger
who doesn't even care

How can I stop the agony
stop her from being deceived.
Storms made her weary,
so long, trusted ways and belief.

down,she's down again
bless the girl from nowhere.
down in frown, shadows twirled
Since the time, I have left the girl
(c) Nov 17 2010 - Projections - jcuatco*
517 · Jan 2014
Sudden Grief
Jowlough Jan 2014
Let me peek through your soul
The odds are in your favor.
you, slayer of strong hearts.
just go and let your senses savor.

Time had took its grief,
for me and your company.
we have ours to share and call,
don't go in melancholy.

For you are worth it,
as the sun shines every morning.
we call ourselves and rise up,
from the south, it's where you're bearing.

Worry no more circumstances,
you have been blessed with warrior-like heart
Never will I forget
I am saddened on how we will part.

Short spanned memories
will be remembered until old age,
remembering these stories
Keeps my heart in a cage
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