Straight lines
Curved into scribbling
                      Minds
Painted in pictures

                         My blurry eyes
Couldn't comprehend the size
Overwhelming
        In feature

The crooked
            Lines
   Imperial
Kingdoms
And Nations

Lie in the sketches

       While sleeping dogs
Dream with their *******
The wise disappear
      In the ignorance
Delivered by witches

  I realized time
Was just an hour
Waiting

To fulfill a prophecy
Known by the ages

And the last time I checked
I couldn't read the gauges
                           I studied the manual
But I couldn't comprehend the pages

Straight lines
         Crooked
Scribbling books
     For the stupid

                 I qualified
As the dumbest guy
To ever be evaluated by humans

My first strike
Was I couldn't think alike

And the second strike
Was the fact that I didn't care
About another mans skin type

Strike 3
Was I believed in a G
That would save me
From the worlds crazy

                              I said
You can walk a straight
Line
Crooked sometimes
                And if you
Scribble your graffiti
On the worlds cities
With spray crayons

That's who you are
                         I Am
Says green eggs and ham
Share our delicious
                         Sam
Because sometimes
Are straight lines

Our crooked

I lost the war
   All my fight

Was conquered

  I considered
To live where
Where my death
             Haunted

I was a ghost
       Spiraling
In a phantom host
Gliding into the center
                      Of a joke


I started the whole world laughing


But the joke was on my passion
I started a prayer
           And found
the joke was on me askin'

I lost the battle
My body was dragged thru the shrapnel

And I drowned in the fear
Of having to live where
                   It happened

The toll of my flesh
           Paid the ash
           The cost of my token

For the wages of sin is death
            I know I owe
But the Savior does the work
       While I rest in the hoping

Perhaps I lost
    But He won
    What he wanted

I just wish I could've lived
                      Yet I couldn't

I lost the war
       A soldier
        Fighting for the life
Of my dissipating vapor

I had to escape here

           From the pain
The selfishness
And never-ending hatred

I bid my farewell
    To the hellfire
  I was left
To burn in

For God so loved the world
     He sent a boy and a girl
To be harassed
       By demons

I started a joke

                  But the Devil
Delivered the punchline

In God we Trust

The Way
The Truth
And the Life

The Red
The Blue
& The White

A Nation born under the light
Together we fight
Onward Christian soldiers
Unite

On the 4th day of July

This is just spit

It's nothing poetic
Just my saliva
In one foul drip

This is pure mucous
A slime excreted
From a knows
Foolish

It's the phlegm in my throat
Spewed in ridiculous notes
Everything I wrote
Is a slippery *****

And you've just been slimed

By this poet

That memory again
Stalking me
Why can't I forget
the way I used to feeL

I just can't forget
How soft feminine

Was...

             It me

      T'was
obviously

I felt like I used to
The minute I saw this woman
Similar to whom my love knew

In my memories...

I just can't escape
What I erase
Every time it draws on me

Those kinna eyes
The red in her lips
And the way her hair falls
Just...

Relax
Those memories you buried in the past
This woman may look like what you used to have
But have you noticed

She's not...

The same kiss
And her heart beats
A few seconds less
As you caress the scent on her neck

You remember
What you keep trying to forget

You've been

Searching for someone
Just like her

But different

...Else

You feel
Like you used to love
Her
Real

Over and O'er
Again
Repeated in scent
That memory again
Tattooed on the eye of your lens

And you realize
With real eyes
I am talking to myself again

I've been calling myself you
When it's me in truth
I've gone completely mad
Thinking about...

That memory
Again

the way I used to feeL

I never understood
Why some things
And others won't

What happens when
You see something
You've never seen before

The way some things
And how others work
I never understood
Or could

Because my comprehension
Is at the level
Of what I don't know

Someone told me
I am" just a man
I said you're giving me too much credit
With that charge
I told "I Am

Sometimes I feel like an animal
Or an altered beast
But I'm actually lower
Than the level
Of the least

As I try to increase
I actually decrease
In years
What I say please
And Thank you for
Here

Some things
And others dream
While the Truth is found
Wherever it sings

I never understood
Why things some
And others would
Because I'm just too dumb
For my own good


You didn't have to agree with me
But you did
And when they came to get me
I never understood
Why you told them where I lived

When they knocked on my door
I told them I never understood
Why some things
Were

And others won't

We stopped being us
At the start of the finish
Of who we were
With two feet forward
It should've been four
We were never good at math
Calculating guarantors

We emptied our reserves
Everything we had lost
In years of mirrors
Reflections of memories
Memoirs of anniversaries
Celebrating
In everything we sought

Here we sit
Outside of our heart
A couple of valves
Opening up
Apart
~
Apart
Opening up
A couple of valves
Outside of our heart
Here we sit

In everything we sought
Celebrating
Memoirs of anniversaries
Reflections of memories
In years of mirrors
Everything we had lost
We emptied our reserves

Calculating guarantors
We were never good at math
It should've been four
With two feet forward
Of who we were
At the start of the finish
We stopped being us

You don't have to feel like a new creature
To be a new creature

You see what I'm sayin'

Change is a progress
It's a motion that takes time
To get where it's goin'

But it's growing
Be patient
You don't have to feel like a new creature
To behave good

Just work
Toward a better future
Sew the sutures
With a needle & twine

The fabric of the mind
Is a stitch in time
Everything seams to peace together
Just fine

The new you
Develops a feature
And everyone could see
The new creature

Even though you still have a long way to go

Just remember
You don't always have to feel
Like a new creature

To be one

Together apart

United divided
We move forward
Broken in heart

Together apart

The world waits
On us

For love
Or death do us part

There is ghost in my head
Shrieking
And he sees everything I'm thinking
He called me perverse

I said sorry
But I'm single

He called me a thief
And said I'm a cheat
For taking more than I could eat
At the buffet

There is a ghost in my head
Complaining about if
I'm doing the right thing

He called me a liar
Because I told the Police officer
I didn't know my tags were expired
He said I was guilty

Give me a break
I may make a few mistakes
But maybe I eat alot at the buffet
Because I'm hungry

Maybe I'm perverse because I'm *****

Maybe I lie to the Police officers
Because I don't want a ticket

I guess I'm crazy
Because there is a ghost inside
My head telling me I'm insane

And I
Think I
           Just might
                   Agree

I dream of a little stream
That'll float me away in peace

Yes a lil river
That snakes like a slither
But without its legs to deceive

I ponder a wonder
In a heaven asunder
The world and its wicked ways

I dream of a means
To discard all my being
Whatever this cost
I will pay

I dream of gun powder
Or a voice louder
For a god to hear what I pray

Yes the last hour
Or some divine power
To make this life
Worth the stay

There is nothing new
Under the Sun
History repeats
I repeat this once again

Under the Sun
There is nothing new
Until heaven

We continue the same patterns
When we think we've created new ones

There is nothing knew
Under the Sun
That isn't shown
Until it does

History will repeat
Like we are told it would

But we still act surprised
When it happens all the time

Every year

Can I change
The change in me
I changed
When I thought the change
Was better than what changed

If I changed
Will the change
Change me
Into something I could change

If the change wasn't the right change
That needed to be changed
For me to change

Maybe so...

I guess I'll have to change

Color my skin police
Blue
Call me a *****
Label me privileged
Whiten my flesh
Beat me to a pulp
Pick my cotton
Develop our culture
Of hate
Allow the media vultures
To consume the rest of what's left of our ignorance
When forgiveness is extinct

The racist black
The racist cop
The racist white
The racist facts

How do you overcome the past
When it falls into your lap
And the division
Doesn't equal what you add

You allow time
To heal the error
Add love and a plan to get better
Together
If our families matter
More than the color
Of our flesh

The race is human
And we need each other
To battle the evil
Which attacks

The loving black
The loving cop
The loving white
With the power of forgiveness
Can win this
Regardless of the enemy
Trying to destroy the Unity
True Patriots have

Fight back
White & Black
Are a Force

When we're together
Watching each others back
Like we were
Before the media told us

We should hate each other
Because Hilary Lost

Blue sky

You know why I cry
When the rain
Drops
And the clouds dark

Lightning strikes

I lay here in electricity
Shocked
I'm alive

When I look up
In that deep blue
Drop

I see clouds nine

And when the sun dies
The stars cry
In the blue blackened
Awe

I see the Gods
Thunder
Where the heavens part

Prepare the underworld

Falling off
The edge of the world

Dropping down
To the emptiness
Into the void
Of lost consciousness

Falling

Off the edge of the world
Dropping down
To the emptiness
Into the void
Of lost consciousness

Falling

Off the edge of the world
Dropping down
To the emptiness
Into the void
Of lost consciousness

Falling down
Dropping
Off the edge of the world
Into the empty void
Of consciousness

Lost

Falling off
The worlds edge
Dropping down
To the emptiness

Falling off
The edge of the world

Dropping down
To the emptiness
Into the void
Of lost consciousness

Falling
Off

The edge of the world

I'm wide awake
Watching my ceiling
Stare back at me

It was saying all kinds of things
Telepathically

I couldn't believe
It was talking back to me

I'm wide awake
Staring at my ceilings face
It started talking to me
Felt like I was on some LSD

The things it was telling me
Filled my brain
And I'm wide awake

But now I'm not sure
Because my ceiling
Is talking back to me

No, I'm wide awake
I pinched myself
To make sure this was real
And I wasn't imagining

My ceiling was lecturing
I was staring at the white cottage cheese
Mentoring

I was there too long
Because then I heard the walls

And they starting closing in
Then I felt real small

And the floor started
Swallowing me whole

I didn't know where to go
So I jumped out the window
To my soul

And that's how I ended up
In this Institute
For the mentally gone

I'm wide awake
But my ceiling says

I should go back to sleep

Dear Diary
I need something to inspire me
I'm just too plain
And no one knows my name
Or desires it

I haven't any friends
Just my pen
And what ever I write
No one cares

Man

I need something to inspire me
Someone to desire me
Dear diary

Your the only one
That listens to me

But what I need is some inspiration
Something to help my motivation

Because I lack all it takes to be
Successfully making it

Dear Diary
I need something to inspire me
And set me on fire D

I need some inspiration
But i can't find the invitation
Someone must have misplaced it

What's going to drive my thoughts
My heart
My soul
To write down something
Better than this bull

****

Dear diary
Are you tired of me
Begging for inspiration

Like a baby
I'm not patient
For breast milk

I'll cry
Until I *** the ******

Dear Diary
I was hoping something
Would inspire me
I guess I'll be retiring
But it was fun trying here
Anyway

Perhaps
I should try

Inspiring you

I was staring into space

Lethargic
Distant
Far away

Thinking about everything
At once
I remember the first day
That was

Prematurely
I climbed out of the womb
I asked the doc
What am I here for"

"He said you were born

But I have to cut my own
umbilical cord

Praise the Lord

               I think
But sometimes I'm not sure

I was staring into space
Thinking about it all
And after I said grace
I bawled

Because life was hard
I thought it was a gift

But
Oh my God

The pain
The misery
The same repeated history

Sinners
Full of everything
The world furnishes

Our mother earth is bleeding
And we can't apply the tourniquet

Stress and needing
Are your only feelings

I was born
  But ****!

I kinda wish I wasn't

I was staring into space
Thinking about maybe I should go home
Because I'm too far away

And it could be dangerous
If I wander
Into some unknown place

Without answers

I could get lost for days

I pondered
My existence
And wondered

What am I here for
?Just tears and slumber

Tell me
What did you create

Am I monster

Or a Rockstar
That never
Sang

I became a poet
With poems lame
I was never remembered
But I still came

I was staring into space
And I couldn't get back
Because my spaceship crashed
Inside my brain

My inside died

And I was replaced
With a lie

That said
Everything was going to be ok

When I see your face
I'm in a daze

A trance
You make

Me feel like I'm
In a different state
Of mind

Your the kind
The one
I'd like to mate

I don't need a date
Just looking at your face
I already know I want a taste

Because when I see your face
I can't get it out of my mind for days
I'm that fat kid
Begging for some cake

When I look into your eyes
I see the starlight
And my heart aches

I want you to be my love
Because I'm tired of
The heart break

When I see your face
I just want to love
Make

Me feel like we are
Amore

When I see your lips
I want to kiss
And slide my hands
Down your hips

When I see your face
I appreciate the gaze
And I wish I could hold you by the waist

And pull you closer
So you could feel the bulk
Of my praise

When I see your face
All I want to do
Is love

Because your face is the bait
And I'm hooked

America
Is a soldier

She's a boulder

A powerful

Rock
Solid

  Gold heart

She strengthens the weak
Battles for the poor
And houses the meek
With loving arms

She's sweet

A Mother of Fathers
A Sister of Brothers

She's a country of lovers

At war

What could you do for
The country you are

Perhaps we should support
America the gift
From the good Lord

In God we Trust
Not the New World

America the greater
If we could just support our President
And stop the haters

New hoax

I died
And I cried
Life was so fuct

Why did I live it so long

The past
Gone

Now I'll be judged

Because I was
So wrong

To live
And be human

I died
But the blame will live on

Perhaps it could take my place
In heaven

I died
Because I didn't want a new life

To ***** up

Do you like the moonlight

I can see the fireflies
In your eyes
Under the twilight

And they fight for your presence
When they surround you
In luminescence

The glow of your gleam
In the moonlights beam
Shines my look

Do you like the moonlight
Because you look great in my sight

Under the night
Of the moons bright
We could hold each other
Till forever says goodbye

I kiss the sky
Your lips
And the moon high

The illumination
Of our love
Surrounds any dark
And brings it to light

So tell me

Do you like the moonlight
And basking in the mood
Right

Me and you
In a phosphorescent
Reflection of the suns
View hot

Do you like the moonlight
I do
In fact
It shines all day
When I look at you

They way you glow
I just wanted to know
If you liked it too

Do you like the moonlight
Darling I like you

When we're together
Nothing is better
Under the moonlight
Your so cute

I like the moonlight
But what do you like
So I could do it
To you

All night
        girl
Do you like the moonlight
We share
In love

Place the answer on my lips
And let me know if you like
The moonlights kiss

Do you like the moonlight
     Darling you know why

I howl like this

It wasn't black
That couldn't breath
Under the knee
Of the law

What we saw
Wasn't black
It was a man

Choked out

It wasn't a white cop

It was a cop
That knew no love

We blame it on color
Instead of each other
The stats know

It's a fact
Evil lives in whites and blacks
It doesn't care where you came from

As long as your mad

And it will take that angry
And riot a whole mob

It's hate
That murders and rapes
Every good thing we shape

Whites and black
Were starting to get along great
Till the Democrats divided us
Listening to the news fake

People are irritate
Tearing down their own state
When they haven't recognized
Who the enemy is
In their face

We find the gullible
Finally awake

But the question is Now
Is it too late

Yeah she broke my heart
So what

I still have half of one

It's a bit damaged
But
It still works

Man
And it still hurts

Yeah she broke my heart

My wallet
My patience
  My love

The only way to get out
Was to cut my heart in half
And bail

She should have gone to jail
But everyone does crime now

Morals are ancient artifacts
If you find one you have to preserve it
To make it last

Yeah my heart broke
And I lost hope

But you brought it back

And even though my heart is half
It beats for your laugh
And you gave me half of yours
So now we match

Yeah she broke my heart
So what
I still have half of one

It's a little bit damaged
But it still works

The bullseye
Why

Could you focus on the center
And hit the target
Where you mentor

Hitting the right spot

On target
In the bullseyes
Nards

The bullseye
Why

Because if you could hit the center
In one try
You have the right sight
To see clearer than most eyes

You are a leader
Because you can the hit target
Better than the other seekers

Focus is a natural hocus pocus
Concentration guiding an object
To the center of a targets invitation

Most hope
But some know how
To place it

To hit the bullseye
To be right on target
To be in control of the focus

On the eye of the bull

                   Why
Because I could

Hit em with poetry
Some knuckles
And a fist of ink

Your pen is sword

Poets

All you have to do is
Swing

Slice em with words
Hit em with
Your arsenal of alphabetic slurs

Your heart is the cure

The world needs to observe
Poetry
And all that's heard

Hear

The sound

When poetry hits a frown
It turns it
Right side up

Hit em with poetry
My friends

Because

Sometimes the world
Needs to wake up

Walking down the street
I see...

On the corners
In the alleyways

Caught in the stare

Maybe I don't see
Anything

The mad dogs glare
Is he ever
What makes him

Happy

Walking down the street
I see...

Nothing

At the parks
Where people are gathering
Slight of handshakes
Magicians create
Audiences

I see...

But I don't tell anybody

Smooth jazz
The way she moved

Curves
  Brass

She walked with a melody
  And looked back

Mmm... the harmony

Her eyes
  My hands

And the radio in the background
Playing
Smooth jazz

The summer heat
        Would sweat
        And melt two hearts

In the beats brass
Curves would
           Smack

And She
Would ask

   For more

Smooth jazz
Played
As our bodies
Wrapped in braids

                    Amore

A groove
  A sound

           Of two lovers
In a tune they found

Dancing and singing
        Enjoying laughs
The way she moved
When she walked past

I just had to have

              That
Smooth Jazz

And those eyes that kiss mine back

      Mmm... The brass
When the horns blast
And the finished past

We lay there together
In a world that's ours
Two lovers sharing scars

So we just turn up the volume
To drown out the problems
Then kick back
         And relax

With a little smooth jazz
Some curves and hands
You and I
Could be our own band

We'll have our own razzmatazz
Extravagance and coolness
Others don't have

The way she moved
I didn't know what to do

But grab

After a slap
She kissed me back
And love was daft

As the radio played in the background
The smoothest jazz

My skin is colored
A pigment from a palette
Of earths mother

My blood is red
Like each others

My brain thinks different
Yet similar
It wonders

Why a shade of flesh
Would matter
When chosen by the artist

The lover
The admirer
The charmer

Does it matter the cover
If you love the books contents

Coloured

Crime
In the city
It finds time
To plenty

It takes no pity
When it steals
Your pennies

It lies
In the cheats

It cheats in the lies

Eyes repeat
What it needs
To survive

In the streets

Crime eats
It devours greed
At the speed
Lust bleeds

I see it creep
And speak through teeth

In the cities
In every state
It breeds politicians
And news fake

Crime
In the deepest state of mind
In the city
In your lives

It climbs at a rate
Too high to take
When we find
It's committed
By the ones we've paid

Crime
Is something
We know

Won't ever go away

She smiled at me

Shot laser beams
She dropped her glass slipper
Purposely

She knew I would have to find her
The next day

But she should have dropped her phone number
To make it easier on me

She was a tender Cinderoni
And every time she smiled
It ****** me

I felt high
When I looked into her eyes
For she knows I drown
Everytime I see them

I just wanted some sleep
You know
A few hours of shut eye

Where I could escape
The reality I face
Everytime I awake
To my life

I just needed some rest
From occupying the stress
That's left for me to acquire

So I can accomplish the tasks
That I have
With the energy left

I needed some more rest
Dyer

I'm a disaster
Life has been hard to master
I've taken quite a few beatings
And still manage some laughter

Even though I'm a wreck
I've got an attitude like shrek
A face of an ogre
And a princess
That complains about it

Yeah
I'm a disaster
I'm the math of the after
When it was all too late
To create something better than
Actual

According to my calculations
There was a malfunction
In my creation
They forgot to implant
Obedience and cooperation
And installed complaining
Instead

They looked inside my head
And said
They need to rewire the whole mess
Because i should be agreeing
With everything

they say

I'm a disaster
I'm damaged
No good
A maniacal
Human imposter

I searched my thoughts then
It's not what i wanted
But maybe i am
The diaster they called me

             Well...


here I come

Sunshine again

Another cup of warm
For mugs

Good afternoon
The morning left
The room

I was left too
With a cold mug
And nothing to do

Maybe I'll kick up my feet
Get something to eat
Smoke some ****

And go back to sleep

It's my day off
And I can be sloth

If I want to
I should

Start by doing
Nothing

Right now

She sent her picture on purpose
She knew I'd stare at it
And worship

She was always
An angel in my eyes
Even though she wasn't
She tried to be perfect

She said a few lies
When she sent a picture of her thighs
No lie
They were open

Wide

Was her smile
She sent it with sparkles
In those filters I like
Man I wish I could trust her lies

I know she's an angel
But not from heaven above

She sent me her picture
So I could reminisce
About when I used to be with her

Staring at her face
I remember how I used to kiss her
And rub against her texture

The way she smells
Feels
Melts
At certain temperatures

I remember that right spot
And the way she shakes
When I make her erupt

I know how much is enough
When we make love

She sent me this picture
So I would remember
How I used to eater
And lick her

She was always
My babydoll
In the midnight
When I would
Call her over
For a time
To remember

How we used to picture
Love

Inside my head
Inbetween the the collapses
At the point of my synapses
My neurons fire

At the state of panic

This world is damaged
And I'm trying to manage

Sanity

When no one has it

People suffer wickedness
With a viciousness
To destroy all good
For their lusts
And lasciviousness

These people are sick
And evil has already consumed
Any soul they had

Inside my head
I just can't comprehend
Why God continues
To allow the bad


Inbetween the madness
I feel the sadness
Take over and drain
My strength
And passion

To live

A few tears to the alchemy

Add
A lil pain
Pulsing frantically

The reaction
Is the chemical balance
The tightrope lends

Steady now
There is no net

Safety
Is in your head
If you fall

No regrets

The potion in your cup
Is yours to drink
Thirst for your quench

Even it hurts to live

A few tears to the alchemy
Changes everything

After the rain
We grown again
A new spring

And the grasses grow green
If you water them

They bring happiness

After a lil pain
You appreciate
Them not happening

Add a lil strength
And the alchemy becomes great
With a prayer to the Almighty

A few tears to the alchemy
Is just what you need

For the perfect chemistry

The hours track my count
They watch me fulfill the clock

All the gong strikes
Fallen upon my bout

How many more rounds
Before I win
Or get knocked out

My energy tracks my strength
How much is left
How much more can I take

The calendar tracks my days
It watches me waste
All the years fly
Faster than the blue
In the sky
Paints

And as time cries
Her goodbyes
Memories fade and die
Eventually we all
Get x's in our eyes

All we can do
Is enjoy the ride
Kick back
And follow life
God
How much more daze
Do I got
How many more suns
Will my shoes
Travel on

As my destiny counts my fate
I grow into an old age
And my youth counts my aches
How many more pains
Could a man own today

All I can do is pray
Somewhere there is a heaven
Waiting for my face

I'm getting closer
The distance counted my measure

And I'm close to the treasure

But I
Still

Have to get there

No matter how long
                    It takes