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JaxSpade Jun 2020
I dream of a little stream
That'll float me away in peace

Yes a lil river
That snakes like a slither
But without its legs to deceive

I ponder a wonder
In a heaven asunder
The world and its wicked ways

I dream of a means
To discard all my being
Whatever this cost
I will pay

I dream of gun powder
Or a voice louder
For a god to hear what I pray

Yes the last hour
Or some divine power
To make this life
Worth the stay
JaxSpade Jun 2020
My head broke
And all the pieces fell
Like glass hopes

Shattered into a million
Shards of slashed throats

I layed there on the asphalt

A broken man
Lost in translation

Found in the laughs joke

My head broke
After I fell off the tightrope
I lost my balance
And the challenge
That life wrote

Pieces of me
Scattered all over
While my thoughts bled
Into a puddle

My head broke
Open

Hope spilled out
And I lost everything
My mind controlled
When

I broke my head
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JaxSpade Jun 2020
I'm seeing polka dots when I close my eyes.

Darkness holding each dot in place.

No colors.

White on Black together complementing existence.

When I open my eyes, there are no polka dots but I'm seeing the same thing.

They keep telling me what I see is impossible.
JaxSpade Jun 2020
Volcanoes
You knew they would erupt

All that lava
Dropped

Like it's hot

Pouring over
The edge

Of a time bomb

Volcanos
Molten marvels
Crimson hot devils
With movements caramel

Waiting to erupt


But...

You knew they would
~🌋~
JaxSpade Jun 2020
My name is Hate
I reside in men

And I come In any color blend

I am thee
        deadliest
                  Sin
You know me
My name is Hate

         I'll slit your throat
And spit on your grave

I corrode every container
                          I'm left in
          I reside in men
I can create a habitat
In any culture

And destroy them

My name is Hate
                I know
          You know me

You know who I am
And where I live

Sometimes I crash out at your crib
I've yelled at your wife and kids

When you made me the boss
After the love you had was lost

But you know
No matter what
I'll always be yer dawg

My name is Hate
And I can relate to everyone

Except One

His name is
          Jesus
JaxSpade Jun 2020
There is nothing new
Under the Sun
History repeats
I repeat this once again

Under the Sun
There is nothing new
Until heaven

We continue the same patterns
When we think we've created new ones

There is nothing knew
Under the Sun
That isn't shown
Until it does

History will repeat
Like we are told it would

But we still act surprised
When it happens all the time

Every year
JaxSpade Jun 2020
Can I change
The change in me
I changed
When I thought the change
Was better than what changed

If I changed
Will the change
Change me
Into something I could change

If the change wasn't the right change
That needed to be changed
For me to change

Maybe so...

I guess I'll have to change
Could you spare some change
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