Jane - Hello Poetry

Jane Aug 2017

I don't know why I ever liked him, yeah he was and is very attractive but why. Why would I like someone and develop feelings for them if I knew deep down they would NEVER like me back. I'm ugly, fat, and unattractive..!
Why would any one like or have a crush on a thing like me. No one will ever love or even like me back.
It's never happened and it never will.
I will never have a boyfriend or someone that even has developed even the slightest crush on me.
It would have NEVER happened
And I keep making it worse by thinking I even have a chance or the slightest shot with you.
You don't look at me the way I look at you.

Why even try

#love

Jane Jul 2017

The look in your eyes

The way you looked at me struck me with emotional passion deep in my chest

Even though it hurt

I still continue wanting more

Even if it was just for a split second, the fact that you gave me any direct eye at all contact is all I ever wanted.

I will continue wanting more

Multiple stares

Multiple glances

Multiple hopes of actions

You keep staring at me ,which is making me wonder if I still have a chance..

If this isn't true, please show me what is. I need to know if I'm just making this all up in my head or if your being truly honest with your feelings (if you have any at all towards me).

Multiple stares

Multiple glances

Multiple hopes of actions

Multiple hopes of actions

#love

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