Jacob

Jacob Feb 2015

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I try and stare into your eyes,
Darling darling
I see you all the time
Closer closer
I'm further away
And losing my mind
Cold legs from dusk to dawn
Stay intertwined
Soft skin
I kept thinking over and over
Again
If love could be found
Between me and you
I hope so
And I hoped you did too

Jacob Jan 2015

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id turn off my alarm, id look up at the ceiling and then look over and id see you laying right next to me and your hair would be pushed and tucked behind your ear almost as if i did that right before we fell asleep or in my sleep and id realize how great the feeling was with our legs intertwined. then you would yawn look up at me smile and kiss me on my nose. it was the most vivid dream i had ever had. and I had wished it was true for too long and I want it.

Jacob Dec 2014

Rose quartz

Our first words were hey
I greeted with my hand
In response I got a smile
That soft smile I didn't forget
From then to now
Looking at your eyes
And the laughter that we shared
I know I know it was the first time we met
But honestly who cares
And of course I went home that night
smiled at my ceiling
And stared out at the sky
Wondering if she thought
I'm going to like this guy
I mean we shared a glass of wine
Our last words haven't been said yet

Jacob Dec 2014

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What if the Stars had died
And the sky had changed
That life stopped giving
And I stopped breathing
Would it mean that the world
Has become a better place
A house without a home
A limb without a tree
A life without you
A death without me
I try and try
To understand what it means
When I say that I love you
And you smile
but you leave

Jacob Oct 2014

Mouth

I was 12 years old
and I lost my home
my house was still there
but It didnt feel right
so I searched for my home
everywhere I could
whether it was at the bottom of a bottle
or the end of the filter
I hadnt slept for days
and eaten for more
because I knew those things
would just get in the way
so I stayed up past night and into the morning
looking for my home
but my home is gone
my home is gone
my home is gone
I just wish i knew where it is, so I could get some sleep

Jacob Oct 2014

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because i liked the way my fingers played with yours
yeah i liked the way you make me feel at home.

Jacob Sep 2014

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IF I SOUND PESSIMISTIC ******* THATS JUST HOW I FEEL