Idk what I think about love,
I've never felt it.
Not in an intimate way at least.
It's scary to know that such a common feeling/emotion
that people share for one another
that can warm a heart
on a cold winter night
And it's such a foreign feeling to me
that I can't even grasp
what love is.

I knew it meant something.
When I met you
I felt it
We can talk and talk
And I can gaze away
Into those eyes
Or your silly smile
I love to hear your voice
It's soothing
How I hope one day
We can stay undressed
And lay
For hours, for days
We can point out every imperfection
While I point out your perfection
But I live a life unknown

I sat outside for hours

Waiting for you to come back

But you never came

I blew out my last candle
I wished I prayed I hoped you'd hear
What that last breath meant
I wanted you there
It's hard to not notice
That you never leave my mind
How could I tell you
Without worrying you
Because we all know that Ill be gone
Now my eyes lay heavy
Waiting up every night
For the sight of your
Red
Dress

I've thought of you.
Day and night.
From the second I wake up
To the minutes I stay up thinking
How I miss seeing you.
The look in your eyes
The way you smile
That silly laugh
You've taken me over
And I've always asked
Am I the last thing on your mind
Like you even ******* cared
I still miss you
My sweet flower.

I've dreamt about you.
Before I've met you.
It's so strange to me.
The minute we met though
I knew it had purpose
And the minute I saw you smile
I heard your laugh
And I saw the way your eyes sparkled
I knew that you weren't the girl
The girl in my dreams
She wasn't real
She wasn't who I sought you to be
Because you are so much more
So much more to me
But why?