You ask me to come home
to a dimension I couldn't step into,

The shackle has broken,
The reality has spoken,
I'm vulnerable, I'm breakable,
The regret still lingers,
Growling in pain,
Reminiscing the memories,
That shattered in time.

Looping in the endless void of misery, Slowly losing their sanity,
Searching for the innocent part in the pool of insanity,
Two intertwine collide,
One shall perish,

I've changed, I can't change back to the way I was,
I won’t hurt you in the world of someone else dreaming,
in the end,
one of us shall cease to exist
from each other life

As we sleep through the night,
The stars decorated our dreams,
Those sweet lullabies whisper to my ears,
I tried not to close my eye with sadness,
I want to hold you in my arms,
And the night fallen,
You are my happiness that I need,
Hoping for you to stay here,
Your existence in my life is life greatest gift,
For your smile is I treasure the most.

Locked back door without a ring of bell,
Quiet atmosphere sent a word,
There's a devil passing by,
Envy of two become one,
Time slows motion drop,
Heart skip a beat,
The white shines in seconds,
Red puddle washed down with rain,
A streaming river to the drain,
As a silhouette appear in endless night,
A lonely back alley none of mistress awaits,

Pumped chest with pride,
A walking star,
everyone set their sight,
Captivating smile with innocent eyes,
Dance to the fine tune,
Bright glitters fit for her muse,
Live like a fairytale,
A beauty with lustful whispers,
Sweet scent of blooming roses,
Lingers to
Barbie world full of wonders
A hidden blade is her favorite answer,

Such a fickle soul,
Left to be tormented alone,
Love to enjoy these temporary amusement,
Time been seems like a moment passed,
How ungrateful of us not to savor every second made,
I'll watch the enjoyment and the pain,
Slowly **** me from inside.

I'm greed,
The unnerved and unfazed,
Sweet sap of empathy,
Little grief for the lonely
Sympathy for money,
For more wine and honey,
To feed the gluttony
This moment is mine alone,
Glory favor the bold,
And i want it whole.

There are countless ways to fail
but only several paths lead to success,
as I tried soo many times and yet failed each time and let time consume my action of wrongdoings
show me to the place of no beginning and ending

As I wanted the world to resolve in my way with planning and execution
but luck wasn't on my side.
That's fine.

Time keeps moving forward for things
I shouldn't and should've done
left me with lots of regrets.
I do keep asking myself,
is this the moment I'm looking for?

If it does, I will cherish it until my generation knows what happened.
Failure, success, sadness, happiness, everything.

shall be concluded in form of collected poems.
A few love it, many hate it.
Numbers of names unmentioned but known by action.
As a sentence but not a word,
situations that are not bound with the world’s law,
rhythm, not a song.
A melody ringing in your mind without a sound.

Dance of the silence.
With
The song of the night
Shall be remembered until the end of time
as life and all the things should be.

I don't want our memories be gone by the dust,
As the beauty remain not by lust,
But a synchronized beat of two hearts,
We may have a different melody or tune,
I believe we'll find a harmony in between soon,

Most of the day we feel living in a Disney movie,
On a certain moon we may feel like reading horror books,
We may fall in love just like the first sight of dawn, but a true love remains until the last dusk.

Leaving trails of legacies,
As fairytale wasn't just a story,
Rather fate can be choose,
The destiny remain the same,
For love can never be replace.

On endless nights,
we are looking at the same sky,
as the feeling of you still close to mine,
I just can't stop believing
you're somewhere out there waiting,
shine the brightest in oblivion space,