Lungs collapsing from the heavy breaths
The memory of her laying on my chest
She brought me pain I thought she jest
Left unnamed and surely blessed
I feel her name inside my neck
The words abstained they could've left
I feel detained inside my head
The air feels heavy when inside my chest

Long dark corridors lacking memories within
The doors locked shut to keep her in
I could never forget the smile she hid
Just because I wasn't him
She told me things I wish I never heard
Like words unsaid to remain unhurt
I wish those words remained unheard
I've gone insane but still feel every word

The chills echo down my spine
Like the last words of my love
I contemplate the next step
I wonder if I am better off above
I realize that there is more to life
Before I do what can't be undone
I reverse this state of mind
And I find something to be my Sun

She laughs and she cries
She leaves me hung
She breathes and she dies
I think I'm done
I hope to God I can find someone
To warm me up, to be my Sun.

The vapor leaves my lungs
As nicotine calms me down
The pain I feel today
Could never burn me down
You said you'd be alright
I trusted you somehow
The pain I feel today
Might just burn me down

You promised me you'd stay
Yet you leave me here to drown
The vapor exits my lungs
I think I'm falling now
I feel like getting sleep
But I know I'm not allowed
Because this pain I feel today
Has made me hate the lack of sounds