this feeling
will it last?

this feeling
it has to.

The fickle bone so proud and true
Changes its mind and starts anew
The fickle bone so proud and true
Changes its ways, so it's just for you

"No one ever loved me like you."

Once there was a cutie.
A boy with a really nice *****.
Sadly, he lives cross the state.
When I just want to take him out on a date.
But until then, I'll just think of him in the nudey.

why cant i stop thinking about what happened? why can't i separate myself from this pain? why can't I hold myself accountable for my actions in the moment?

people used to look at things differently
before a knowledge so absolute
before a metal brick could always tell you the answer

one would look at the sky and wonder where it all came from
are we really better off with all of the answers?

vous pensez que vous savez plus que moi.

It's foolish that I keep coming back to this place.
It's childish for me to continue living like this.
It's time I move on.

I deny possession,
My Body is not to be contained
particularly by the likes of you.

Covet not the freedom I flourish within.
Covet your own existence, and leave me be.

Adieu.

days and nights of celebration
joyous, raucous, confrontation.
we bring forth the best of times
our lives filled with uphill climbs.

patience, breath, and listening to
things in life that come through-
and waiting, just waiting for it
to just feel right, the words
hanging off your lips

you know the ones
in between the sips
and careless whispers
and long glances.

just look into my eyes
and maybe stay a while.

we've been over for so long
but it still haunts me
rather, the idea of him

the best, most beautiful moments
linger in my heart.

holding one another
as we drift
to sleep

sharing our lives
good and bad

now i am
my own.

stronger

but i miss the company of a
lover

the touch of safe intimacy

Hot spring, meadow dew.
There are bodies of water
to separate me and you.

I am my body, though ragged and torn;
my mind & spirit weather the storm.

Inner turmoil, lay to rest.
good night dear, you tried your best.

Promise a world more fair and just
give me more than skin and lust.

Leave my mind, like we never met
I've seen **** I will never forget.

But I make this promise sans regret.