this feeling
will it last?

this feeling
it has to.

breathing can be easy
breathing can be hard

sometimes we forget that we're breathing
the subconscious mind is able to take care of this function
it's really affirming that we can do this

when we remember to breathe, we know it's needed most
my body ceases its equilibrium because of unwanted thoughts
I stay afloat with every breath; the air in my lungs keeps me light

i miss the way you look into my eyes
I miss the way you make me laugh.
i miss the butterflies
I miss being able to hold you.
i miss sharing my soul with you
I miss the kisses and hugs.

i wish i could hold you
I wish you would share your soul with me.

My thoughts race around in my mind like fireflies in the night.
I lay in my bed with my head spinning.
The dazzling glimmer of their light in the dark illuminates me.

My life comes together like constellations in the sky.
I begin to connect the dots.
The faint glow reminds me of the time that has passed.

My fears dissolve into the air and I feel at home.
I walk down the path ahead.
The darkness doesn't scare me anymore.

It's foolish that I keep coming back to this place.
It's childish for me to continue living like this.
It's time I move on.

vous pensez que vous savez plus que moi.

I look to you and smile
You look back and our eyes meet

We don't say anything
We look away

I'm scared and confused
by the state of the world.

I'm shocked by greed.

I'm hurt.
I'm hurt.
I'm dying.

I'm dead.
…
I
wish
you
were
dead
too
…

I deny possession,
My Body is not to be contained
particularly by the likes of you.

Covet not the freedom I flourish within.
Covet your own existence, and leave me be.

Adieu.

days and nights of celebration
joyous, raucous, confrontation.
we bring forth the best of times
our lives filled with uphill climbs.

patience, breath, and listening to
things in life that come through-
and waiting, just waiting for it
to just feel right, the words
hanging off your lips

you know the ones
in between the sips
and careless whispers
and long glances.

just look into my eyes
and maybe stay a while.

we've been over for so long
but it still haunts me
rather, the idea of him

the best, most beautiful moments
linger in my heart.

holding one another
as we drift
to sleep

sharing our lives
good and bad

now i am
my own.

stronger

but i miss the company of a
lover

the touch of safe intimacy

Hot spring, meadow dew.
There are bodies of water
to separate me and you.

I am my body, though ragged and torn;
my mind & spirit weather the storm.

Inner turmoil, lay to rest.
good night dear, you tried your best.

Promise a world more fair and just
give me more than skin and lust.

Leave my mind, like we never met
I've seen **** I will never forget.

But I make this promise sans regret.