The pill renegades the veins
Deluding the reality of time
Sinister waves like puppet strings to the soul
Youth crawls between the cracks of sanity
The stroking of the lights stuns the senses
Thunder clouds of sweat heating the air
The remedies of the tablet sedate the conscious
Shallow scars blur into oblivion
Grinding of the teeth gears the ludicrous thoughts
The need for *** grows and grows
Heart beats and thrill unite
Until you alleviate into nothing

Breathe into my lustful thoughts and ill show you my submissive being
Embrace my skin like rose petals, nourish me with your tongue
I want to expose my ****** spirit to yours and intertwine our heat.
I crave.
I crave you.
I just really ******* crave something that will feed the hunger that lives inside me.
Something that will rise my eagerness to a level of no return.
I want to experience the unthinkable.
Allow your hands to be gentle when you grab onto my desires.
Dance through the fire that flickers between my brain cells.
Please make pleasure ride along my senses, cause a scream to rise in my throat.  
I want it.
I want it so badly that the destination between my thighs cries out for it.
Satisfy me.
Please.

Everytime I close my eyes
I see yours
Traveling down my being with
your lip tugged between your teeth.
The desire you placed in me
was more than nothing,
it was something,
I always craved for
but never had a chance to truly embrace.
And now that I have experienced that untouchable something,
My heart will always yern
for it.

I am the sunflower
that stands just a little taller than the rest.
          My energy can not be compared.
                                 Embrace me.

Nature is my home
It sends me into a
Universe of energy

I like to smoke trees
And forget about all my enemies
Feeling the life
Of nature
Just trying to be me

I want to give my soul
To the sound of the wind
I want to breath in
The entirety of the earth

The melody of the birds
Sends my heart into the
Land of happiness

I love it

I love it

Inspiration glides between my brain cells
As the riot of ideas harmonize
And give me hell

But I write
I write
I write

Oh **** do I write

From the fever of the sun
To the calmness of the moon
Nature is my home

I miss you.
I think about you
With every single
Breath I take.
I wish I could touch you.
I wish I could see you.
I wish you loved like you said you did.
I wish every tear that I shed
Didn't have your name on it.
I wish That time could go faster
Or maybe
Slower.

I miss you.
I miss your laugh.
I miss your moans.
I miss having my best friend.

I wish I could be goofy with you again.
I wish I could stay up all night with you again.
I wish I could listen to you snore again.
I wish God didn't give you away.

I love you still.
I'm in love with you still.
I need you here.
I want you here.

I know you I mean nothing to you But
I hope I do one day.
I hope you see me one day.
I hope you love me one day.
I hope you fall in love with me one day.
One day.

*******
******* for leaving me
******* for hurting me
******* for lying to me
******* for all the smiles
******* for all the laughs
******* for making me cry
Every single night
Your nothing
You never will be nothing
I hope you burn in hell
I hope the flesh crumbles from your bones
******* for making my heart melt
******* for making me love you so much
That every time I think of you
I die a little inside
Your a demon
And I hope you suffer a pain that is
Indescribable
*******