I want you
To Love me
I'm not sure
Because you still
Love him
So right now
I'm just
A friend
Until you realize
That I want more than
Friendship
And you leave
Like the rest of them

I feel them when you come around
Forever and always
When you speak
I wish to hold your hand
To hold your heart in mine
Forever and always
You'll be
My butterfly

I'm Sorry
I know you don't like me
at least not like that
I haven't told you
Because I'm scared
That you will reject me
I mean why wouldn't you
I'm not the prettiest
And I can be so mean
Who would love a girl
Like me?

No matter how many times
I try to forget
Your Name
Your face
The things we used to talk about
The dreams for our future
The things you did
To suffocate
To hurt
To **** me
Little by little
I'm slowly
Trying
To fix
Myself
To fix the things
I hate about myself
Hate
About
You
Although
I wish you
The best
Because I did
Love you once

I wanna tell you
That you are so much more
Then what you think
You deserve so much better
Because all he did was cause pain
I'm not sure what I wanna do
But I know I wanna spend my time
On you
Even if you don't feel the same way
I'll still be here
When you need me the most
And that's never going to change
I'm going to make sure you'll be okay
Before I tell you that I might love you
Before I take you to neverland

Was I that stupid
That I couldn't find the clues
That I had no special length
I would go to try and fix it
That right now I'm crying
Because I keep self-destructing
Trying not to do harm to myself
Or someone else
It's hard
So hard
Not to hate something
You never loved
In the first place

Rose petals will fall
Wishes scattered
As new leafs start to grow
On the once bare trees
Cool winds
Pulling me
Into a soft echo
Of the former me
Saing goodbye
Is terribly hard
but so is loving someone
who won't move on