She's not your usual girl
Not one for your mind to twirl
Tho I speak as a hopeless one
Hoping my feelings begone
She's a fighter and a dancer
Yet serene and quieter
Than usual you meet nowadays
Her unique personality, my heart's a blaze
She is my game of chess
Where I'm king and queen less
I fight for a cause
Yet can only speak in prose
All the people around me I abhor
Yet she rose and I adore
The world's my oyster? I wish
I'm allergic to shellfish
Meaning I have other
Meaning my world is her
Cheesy as it sounds
It's what my heart pounds

this world is not kind
as it will give you more than
what you can handle
it will spit, punch and kick you in the face
for the reason it can

It will be a cycle of hate, yes
as you grow weary of the present
and romanticize the past
seeing no future ahead
you cry in screams of agony
or quietly shut yourself out

as the cycle goes
people will try to give the pain they have
and inflict them upon others
yes, this world has not been kind
but promise me
that you will not give that pain to anyone

let the cycle end in you

I don't deserve you, for the reason as follows

You are more than what I could have wished for

and you're too good to be true

if the sky is the limit for me

then you are the galaxy

in any way

one way or another

I don't see myself

Smiling beside you

or even holding your hand

It's funny that the woman of my dreams

Is not even present in my wildest imaginations

maybe it only means that

at the back of my mind, in my subconscious

you are just beyond my reach

Scars have screamed the pain of past
as tattoos of ours are never calm
good thing no mark is left of a broken trust
if then my body is a scar realm
you are a fighter and a lover
that is why you deserve better

you deserve better than what if's and maybes
better than flowers and candies
you are beautiful no matter what you perceive
flowers and Christmas light looks nothing alike
and the praise they receive
is that they are both beautiful yet nothing alike

you deserve someone who sees
the world in your eyes
someone who see the future and disregard the past
not someone who is too invested in the present
not someone who just need a companion
someone afraid of relation
you deserve better than those who treat you like a bank
because banks have all of your money
yet they put string on their pen

you deserve someone who is invested
in you, emotionally and eternally interested
someone who wish to marry you
and not just make you a part
of a girl collection
never settle for less
nor someone unrest

Waiting might be the worlds hardest
what, when, why and is it worth it?
will be wondering in you wander mind
as whole white soul will
lose it's way
waiting is a work where you will
wreck what is you work for once

waiting will wilt when what you want
will be wasted as waving clock purely hasted
wondering where you wonder in the wind wake
as time woes and wither
wishing will widen your woe
as you weigh the wish if it is worth it
withdraw at once or witness your worst
wishing wishful thinking worsened wound
as we will come to our will
and will never wake
whatever will be the outcome
you will wonder what will be if you waited

wash your woes as you grow weary
wrap the wound your "world" inflict
wise we see who will retreat
who with the windowsill
will wait as the wallflower wilts