I want to scream
Shout
Be loud
But not a single sound leaves my mouth

I cant speak a word
My mouth glued shut
At least I dont get told to shut the **** up
But is it better to be the weird quiet girl?

I dont want to be quiet
But I just cant seem to speak
There is so much I want to say
Just waiting to someday be spoken

I guess I'll just stay away forever
Everytime I'm with you I remember
Remember why I let home
Remeber why I chose to stay gone

I like it better when we just talk on the phone
I get aggitated when I have to come home
You say you love me
Then why cant I feel it?

As a person I dont want to see you
But as your kid I know I have to
Your my parents but I wish you weren't
But you cant change who are your parents

I will grow wings someday
I'll fly far, far away
All my life I've waited
Waiting still

Almost grown
Adult in the flesh
My wings never came
They got taken before they got claimed

On my first step into adulthood
The needle with ink will touch my skin
A reminder that I can still fly without growing any real wings

I'd rather pass out in the hallway
At least then the guilt would go away
Being home from school when sick
Makes the guilt come quick

Guilty for taking care of my own well-being
I dont understand the guilt I'm feeling
A day off to get back on track

Puking and fainting
Staying home
Feeling guilty
All alone

Feeling guilty for taking care of my health and safety
Is this how it feels to live in this society?
I just want to be sick without the guilt killing me

To all the women before me
Thank you
Thank you for fighting for a better world
Better posibilities
A better life
And equal rights

The fight is not over yet
But your work will not be for nothing
We will keep fighting
And the fight will continue until every woman is free
Until we are all equal

To all the women that will come after me
If the fight is not over
Keep fighting
If we keep fighting, we win
Dont settle for anything less than equality and freedom

And if the fight is over then remember
Rememer so that it will never happen again
Remember what was
The pain
The suffering
The fights
The protests
The brave strong talented women
Remember it all

Cant you see?
I'm dying right on front of you
My bones showing
Hair falling
I'm dying

Just the thought of food makes me sick
I want to puke at the taste of it
This has nothing to do with beauty
I never cared about that, it was just a bonus

I wanted to be gone
And it turned into something more
I cannot stop it now
I can barely eat anymore
So I starve

She lost herself in fanatsies
Escapism at its finest
Dreaming and hoping for something that does not exist
A savior who would come just to save her

A naive, foolish girl struggling
Because deep down she knew the world wasn't sunshine and rainbows
The fanatsies lasted for years

Years of waiting
And waiting
And waiting
Nothing

That's when she knew it was all a dream
No one will save you
Not even your fantasies
Because at some point you'll wake up and see the world for what it is
No fanatsy can hide it

You cant escape.