I'd rather pass out in the hallway
At least then the guilt would go away
Being home from school when sick
Makes the guilt come quick

Guilty for taking care of my own well-being
I dont understand the guilt I'm feeling
A day off to get back on track

Puking and fainting
Staying home
Feeling guilty
All alone

Feeling guilty for taking care of my health and safety
Is this how it feels to live in this society?
I just want to be sick without the guilt killing me

To all the women before me
Thank you
Thank you for fighting for a better world
Better posibilities
A better life
And equal rights

The fight is not over yet
But your work will not be for nothing
We will keep fighting
And the fight will continue until every woman is free
Until we are all equal

To all the women that will come after me
If the fight is not over
Keep fighting
If we keep fighting, we win
Dont settle for anything less than equality and freedom

And if the fight is over then remember
Rememer so that it will never happen again
Remember what was
The pain
The suffering
The fights
The protests
The brave strong talented women
Remember it all

Cant you see?
I'm dying right on front of you
My bones showing
Hair falling
I'm dying

Just the thought of food makes me sick
I want to puke at the taste of it
This has nothing to do with beauty
I never cared about that, it was just a bonus

I wanted to be gone
And it turned into something more
I cannot stop it now
I can barely eat anymore
So I starve

She lost herself in fanatsies
Escapism at its finest
Dreaming and hoping for something that does not exist
A savior who would come just to save her

A naive, foolish girl struggling
Because deep down she knew the world wasn't sunshine and rainbows
The fanatsies lasted for years

Years of waiting
And waiting
And waiting
Nothing

That's when she knew it was all a dream
No one will save you
Not even your fantasies
Because at some point you'll wake up and see the world for what it is
No fanatsy can hide it

You cant escape.

Everyone and everything will be forgotten
It scares people
Makes them feel like they have no purpose
People need purpose
What is life without it?
Everyone fights to have a piece of them remembered
It doesn't matter if its good or bad
They just want to be remebered
The history books in school
Or hall of fame
I too want to be remembered
But not for something bad
Or be a famous movie star
I want to be remembered for making an impact
I dont care about reaching millions
Just one
Just one is enough
Knowing that I made an impact or made one person feel something
That's more than enough for me