My friends
are not people

I spend my time
with memories

Memories don't know
how to hurt me

All they know
is to stay

Lonely

It is easy to feel alone
But that is selfish

Seven billion
people around me

But not a single one
is next to me

I guess i've beat the odds

Lucky

I wish I had the power
To lift this weight
from your shoulders

This weight which
pulls you
like strings

This weight which
likes to
push me away

I am weak
to its unusual and
discouraging strength

With time, I will gain power
you
        can
               be
                    freed

Things feel heavy right now and
my body wants to be free
I met you and then things took a new turn
I began to see through new eyes

I take host within the body
of those I grow new love for
the eyes of lovers are my identity
I am fluid now and can see my unease

I do not understand how
to carry the weight of
all these eyes at once

but I did

Now I can feel
That I loved them all
not one the same
yet each made my heart twist

My body is too small

Intimidated
by your
poise

An impression
which left me
struck

But first meetings
always fade

and

things change
with familiarity.

disillusionment

I
   can
          see
                your
                         fear
                                now

You are back
You embrace me

"It's okay to feel"
"I've never felt this way before"

I am intoxicated
You love me

I am intoxicated
You make love to me  

The night is gone
It has taken you away again  

But you still remain
A part of me