The sun
is teasing me

It peeks out
kisses my eager skin
then hides again

behind grumpy clouds
who like to
drink my soul

Commitment
is hard
to come by

Unnatural,
I suppose

I don't want
promises

*I just want you there

I understand
why
people feel a god

Intensity of feeling
confusion of being
wonder of surroundings

how can it be explained?

convenience of a      Book
comfort of a                         group
acceptance of                                   ignorance

but
this
is
not  
explanation

                                                    these are vices

Sometimes
I wish I did believe

Then I remember
I  like to think.

Blurred vision from
moving fast
Traveling to nowhere

I trust with no
discretion
love too easily

Love is only
easy in the moment
But a moment

is just long enough
to remain forever
in the past

You are a riddle
but I have solved it

Found the key
to your insecurities

I accept you and
I love you

Wind caresses and
the delicate movement of
critters
always forward
always traveling.

No worries
or faults
no bouts of insanity
or loneliness.

How I wish to be
a creature
perched upon these
blades of grass.

But then
I wouldn't feel
the intensity of you.