Nothing in the world is worth losing you
So why am I risking this?
The playful part of me isn't gone
I don't know if it ever will be
It wants something exciting
And dangerous
It's not worth losing you
But I can't stop myself

Me not wanting to talk to you
Does not mean I'm mad
It means my limit for human contact
Has been reached
And I'm acting like an *******
So people will leave me in my misery

I love the winter
The cold whether
Perfect for long sleeves
That hide my scars and freshness
And the only evidence is when it seeps through
So I buy a red jumper to hide it

I want someone to know me well enough
That they know when I'm actually tired
Or when I'm just saying it to hide behind

I'm not cruel
Or brutal
I'm truthful
But people only want the truth when it suits them

I knew when I met you
I shouldn't keep you
Cause i need you so much
I can't let you go
Even if you'll be better off
All I can do is watch
The tears down my glasses
And wish you were here to hold
And forgive me

I'll say I love you
Not to hear it back
But just to let you know
To see that little smile in your eyes
So you know you're my world