Its getting bad again
I don't know what to do
Falling to the ground without a clue
As to why
Why
I’m still alive

You need space
You need a break
Why?
Am i so much of a burden that you had to leave me uncertain
If I’m even important to you
Or just something you could do?

I’m trapped
There’s no escape
I’m suffocating
In my own silence
Drowning in fear
That I caused

Eating is defeat.

Im a butterfly
Not because I’m graceful or pretty
No.
But because if you touch me
I crumble
I try and fly away
From dangers way
But his hands still grab at me
Nobody
Touch
Me
He touched me first
Even after I tried flying away
So now you touch me
And I fall to your feet
In fear

Water flows
Trees grow
But all i want
Is a bottle of pills
Just to ****
The demons living inside me

I hate you
For letting me love you
When you never loved me