Oh god, Why you chosen me to do that
In that fight, I would be first one to tap
You gave me wrong fight, cut me slack
Wanna fight no more, I raise white flag

God, why you gave me that, what is your plan
It's not fight no more, an execution of a weak man
Answer me, God, It is not a prayer, I demand
Why my fight and I always been such a mismatch

Yes I am weak and coward , I cannot fight
I am weak and coward, I cannot bring light
I am weak and coward, you made me a knife
Answer me why? God, why I am in this gunfight?

I am going mad, please leave me alone
Give me a silent world, I can be on my own
Your crimes, In my head they always echo
Even in despair, your sins I can never let go


You threw me under the bus just to be safe
Now you want others to take on your blame
Others were also thrown under, yet you claim
Others threw me, just to defame your good name

How dare you claim others have ruined your name
When you always have been a two faced snake
Run, before you get burned in my hateful flame
I am going mad, mad me, even I wouldn't able to tame

Don't say you are sorry, don't feed me lies
Speak your truth,for once speak your mind
Your sorry is your escape just in a disguise
Sincerity in your apology, I still couldn't find

Took everything from me, you always abuse
You don't recognize your sin, still you refuse
In your world you are kind, I'm the real issue
Still cry,you say the word you always misuse

You are a sadistic maniac, in my point of view
I don't care about your love, I truly hate you
I'm done with you and your repeating sorry
You believe your lies, you believe your story

The victims of conflict never care about our true justice
They want a place to belong, they just want a little peace
In a warm room, we argue what is right and what is wrong
In a war, everything is fair, weak is wrong and right is strong

We protest, we write, we sympathize with the victims
We think we are fighting, going against a flawed system
We feel brave,we are fighting to give them our true justice
The victims are fools, don't know the meaning of true peace

Do we really stand with them, sympathize with the victims
Or we just act, must show society, we are good human beings
Whatever, let's keep protesting, writing to attain true justice
Let's argue about right and wrong, let's analyze some conflict

My eyes are tired, my brain can not sleep
I'm exhausted, I just want to see a dream
Even nightmare is okay, I really don't care
I just want to rest before Sun starts to glare

In a cursed dark night , I was driving
I thought life is all about the winning
I was high , Braindead , I was smiling
To me , race of life  was most exciting

In that dark road, an angel was standing
I didn't saw back then but he was waiting
Seeing my car, quickly he started walking
I couldn't  hit the brakes, he was bleeding

In deathbed , the angel started screaming
He said, he was there to give me meaning
Killed him, just to enjoy  little bit of speeding
That night, even lost fake purpose of living