To the people who used to be her best friend

but now their frienship is gonna be end,

Do you even remember her

after you met a new one?

Do you even remember

When she's the one

who's always there

when your new friend isn't here?

A big shoutout for some of her classmate

who did nothing but to hate,

for saying she doesn't deserve to be on the top

while now her rank is just going up.

"Talent? she doesn't have. even singing nor dancing"

But hey, she's good at drawing, acting, designing,

lettering and even at writing!

To those who treat her as an option,

she'll stay away from you, from now on.

To those who knows nothing but to ignore,

She'll no longer bother or talk to you, anymore.

To those who say she can't do it,

Oh, she's so sorry for disappointing you.

Thank you for underestimating,

Thank you for not believing,

Thank you for not listening,

Thank you for not supporting.

Because there would be more poems to come

and more ideas to come.

For every moment you hurt her,

The more she find strength to write more.

Life isn't perfect;

The road is full of stones

That's meant for you to stop or to continue.

Walking through it isn't easy;

It's not the straight path as we expect.

It's unfair, yes.

And maybe even though you have 'acceptance'

but how could you accept the things

that's in the first place, it's unfair?

Also, there are people

who'll broke your heart.

Sometimes, those could be either

your bestfriend, or your enemy.

It's more likely a story;

without antagonist,

the story wouldn't be exciting to read.

It has a lot of plot twists.

The moment you thought it's happy ending,

but you'll realize that it's just beginning.

That's why I salute the protagonist

in every story.

Because after all, they survived.

How I wish I was them.

The one who could survive

and could be brave.

The one who's strong enough

That even storm couldn't break them down.

But actually, I can.

But the real question is,

How could you even dare to survive

If the ones who support you

became the antagonist of your story?

It's when it takes darkness to see the light

It's when someone says 'I'm always here for you'

And then walks away in your life

It's when you find a right person at a wrong time

It's when we forgot some things worth remembering

And remember some things worth forgetting

It's when you can make other people happy

But not yourself

It's when you gave advice to others

But you can't apply to yourself

It's when 'love' is the most beautiful thing on Earth

But sometimes it can be the 'worst' thing

It's when good things happen in goodbyes

It's when your best friend turn into enemy

It's when you say 'happy' and then 'ending'

It's when you post on Facebook

about how useless the Facebook is

It's when you wash your car and then rains

It's when you find out that

the Britain's biggest dog was named 'Tiny'

It's when you didn't even study

But you pass your exam

It's when someone becomes a pilot

But has a fear of heights

It's when you end up loving a person

you really hate the most

It's when you find my works as 'boring'

But you still read it.

Should I text you first

So that you'll notice me?

Should I talk to you first

So that I would know how bad your day is?

Should I call you now

So that I could hear your voice?

Should I tell to you that I miss you

Even though you don't care?

Should I still listen to song that reminds me of me of you

Even though it hurts?

Should I invite you in parties

So that I could spend my day with you?

Should I still laugh

Even at your stupid jokes?

Should I still write poems about you

Even though you don't deserve it?

Should I blame myself for not telling these

Until it's too late?

Should I let myself

Seeing you happy with someone else?

Should I blame myself for being sad

Because you're now deeply madly inlove with someone else?

Should I forgot your name

When your friends tell me something about us

Should I blame myself

for not knowing that we had the same feelings before?

Should I blame myself because if I tell these to you,

There's you and me at the end?

Should I just accept the fact

That there's no more 'us'

Or should I still hold to the idea that

There's hope on us?

They started at "Hello"

They ended up saying to each other "Hell no"

They said "I love you" a while

But now, they can't even smile.

They travel together

They made promises to each other

He said there's forever

But it was just a lie either.

They always had a good conversation

But now, it could be just an "imagination"

They can't even say a word

Because they're not included in each other's world.

Maybe it was a sad reality

That she doesn't even want to see.

The fact that he's happy with his somebody

While she is all alone and unhappy.

Maybe times flies so fast

And nothing or no one lasts.

And again, for the second time, if they ever meet

She would say 'Thank you for being a part of it.'

After all, she can't find another like him,

Because she's maybe too blind

Because whatever she does, he's still on her mind.

Because she's still into him.

It's been a long night, very tiring night

Where all you want is to lie down

Where all you want is peace in your mind

Where all you want is to runaway--

Runaway from problems and stressful world

But then you realized

You have another day to face,

Then you'll have no choice

to wake up in the morning

To face challenges in life

To continue your journey

And in the end,

You'll learn what life is really all about

You'll learn that it's not about fake people anymore

It's not about the judgement of people around you

It's not about the problems

It's about you

It's about loving yourself

It's about spending your life with right people

It's about little things

It's about being yourself

It's about being positive in any challenges

It's about learning.

It's not perfect like what we expected

But there are so much things to be happy about.

All you have to do is to appreciate life.

From the day I was born

From the first time I opened my eyes,

I believe in You.

My fear turns into faith

My weakness turns into strength

My dreams turn into hope

My sadness turn into happiness

My problems turn into blessings

You're the reason why I live

And I will give thanks to You, forever.

You're the only one who's there when no one was.

You're the only one I trust in everything

Because Your plans are better than mine.

You always give me strength when I need it.

You never failed.

You're greater than my worries

You're greater than my regrets

You're greater than my failures

You're greater than my everything.