Why am i not me?
This hair isn’t mine
These thoughts aren’t mine
This face
These eyes
Arms
Stomach
Hips
But these hands are mine
What they make are mine
But they don’t connect
Why?
Why am i not me?
I hate ‘me’ but it’s better than this
This?
What is this?
It’s not me.
I’m not even sure it’s human
Or alive
Why am i not me?
Why do i feel like a video game character?
Or someone from a movie?
Why can’t i just be me?
Who is ‘me’
Is ‘me’ better than this?
I don’t know
I don’t know
I DON’T KNOW