Splashed in slashes
Replaced with scar tissue
Barely damming the red flow
My home is the sea bed’s box spring
My blood rusts its coils
Pain on departure
Likewise on arrival
I float on the blanket
Awaiting the precarious raft
It arrives daily in varying conditions
The captains’ vessels cast their trying shadows
Still, I board and sail
Thirsting for dry land
Serpents of rope constrict the logs
Holding them together
Tearing me apart
Hissing their gavels on my head
Guilty of absence
Guilty of incompetence
The weight of my worries
Accrue with compound interest
Until my modest platform
Acrid with decay
Dissolves past the mattress
Returning me home
Here I describe my social incompetence, emotional vacancy, and how they affect me.