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with tears in my eyes

pillow Soaked

in all the lies
of the dreams we once smoked

years of a life that will live on
unknown
in a world once shared
by 2 no mans

plagued by memories of mistakes
i cant Own
plagued by memories of a Lost place
we called home
I just want to go home, but

home is a place I've only ever known in the hearts of those I told to go

who chose to stay until I betrayed how I felt in one ******* day

and now that they've listened I'm sobbing and licking the pits missing the flesh ripped away

as I had begged them to stay
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Seconds lasted
And now they're plastered
Across my mind like my brain was blasted
To a whole new world
To a whole new state
Where energy won't matter
Just our human state

While the world was living
Our world was a prison
But life was a garden
Lit by fluorescent stars
In days spent in cards
My heart had arisen

My mind was empty
But my thoughts were stampeding
The nasty things my body was needing
The dreams my heart kept on bleeding
The acids I saw that my eyes kept on eating
I'd stop them until my soul started leaving
My mouth quoted a bible misleading
The ones who I loved and for I they were breathing
Keeping my cell locked in the garden of eden

I'd known you for life and they pushed me right out
(To be birthed in the world and make a new ground)
just one short touch
Like god coming down my heart began to rush
Your blood flow right thru me

I stuck to old rules so the old didn't rule me
Made a new life
Tailored something to suit me

I'd followed a heretic who painted on walls
Cause babe in the end I'd ruin my life
If you'd be my all
Sometimes what you believe and know is right is just waiting to mess you up
I'm stuck in a heart wood box
I just wish my heart would stop
I got a cute little house
But all the bedrooms are locked

And when the doorbell rang
I always had to explain
The huge ******* flames
That tore the walls from their frames

The housewarming party was popping
Seemed like a good time to stop it
Before the floors all caved in
To the caves below
that were a bit more lived-in
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Every night when I go home
Get in bed all alone
Laying down staring up
Wanting to atone
For all my sins
To win again
And begin again
A new life
A new friend
Sometimes you just gotta **** it up baby
Lights out
Searching for a meaning
Hearts open
But barely beating
Mouths open
Filled with smoke and tongues
Breezes drifting from all our lungs
Lost in those winds
Lost in my mind
Losing everything I once called mine
Dear God don't be real
It's just one bad desicion and a realization to the right, you can't miss it
Get well soon :)
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