Who am i...no one
As i pass by even with a quick glimps I'm discusted of what i see...
As I stand there and stare..
My burden thoughts begin..
I see curls that are wild and free...
I see big brown eyes with a frame of glasses...
I see pink lips...
I see a figure of a size thats not fair...
I see pale skin...
I see legs that just want to run to feel free...
I look up agian to see who am i...
I am someone who i wish not to be...
Now in bed putting my burden thoughts to sleep

Please tell me why you got close....
Please tell me why i was who you choosed....
Please tell me why you kissed me that day....
Please tell me why you said you wont ever leave me that day....
Please tell me why what I'm scared of most is happening today....
Please tell me why my whole life was going to disappear today....
Please tell me why your hurting me today....
Please tell me why you dont try understanding me....
Please tell me why you said you wanted a family....
Please tell me why its all not a lie....
Please tell me why...

i wrote on my skin again, i knew one day ill end there again. why do i do it, all these emotions feel like bubbles overflowing inside me and i cant breathe, and i panic. so i begin to open an opening slowly the bubbles begin to deflate.