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Aya abdouni Feb 2018
i apologized for everything you done
because i believed it was the right thing,
countless errors blocked my path,
but yet i still had hope for you to change,
i forgive you
but how many forgiveness can i give
when your the one to ignore
Aya abdouni Feb 2018
i bleed and i fight
fighting for your love
fighting for us
fighting for everyone but me
and then i get injured
my wound opens as i cry for help
nothing starts to heal
because i sacrifice and fight
like the warrior everyone wants me to be
my battlecry screams blocking my fear
of not returning home
one last time
Aya abdouni Feb 2018
you
i breathe
but yet i spill my heart for your beats
you live because of me
i left you behind because i saw the real you
the rush, heavy echo fills my head of your memories
your disease grew in me
& i gave you my life
my heart, my forgiveness, myself
for you
but you won’t do it for me
only come running back for a refund
when there was nothing to give
but me
you healed but i died because you were my plague that spread
my love for you
Aya abdouni Jun 2017
You destroyed me,
I forgive you so many times, I lost count,
For was it my fault or yours, to this day, I want to know the truth,
Your supposed to value me & appreciate everything I did for you,
Gave my life, dignity, I'm so stupid,
It's a lesson, I know,
But your such a bore, I refuse to let go,
No one else will stick to my side,
Where opposites attract, indeed we were always here,
I loved you, you loved me but it was fake,
Such a blur
Taking my precious moments
Wasted
Time isn't something I want anymore
It's a ticking bomb
Waiting for my very last words
Thank you, you taught me life's greatest lesson
To be indifferent isn't a anything to get in between but yet something else will come to rescue me
Aya abdouni Jun 2017
You made me into a mess,
I can't get up or down, I'm frozing in time,
You know what's best for everyone but me,
I'm loner that what I'll always be,
Because of you, I'll never be the same,
You took my heart, lungs, and I can't even paint the right way,
I hate you, you can't even look at me,
Spilling all of my emotions into this dramatic embrassing story,
Yet, I try to keep on going,
But your always on my mind,
The day I end, you will never die,
Your so toxic, I can't even see,
The hearts were always blue because you died right next to me

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