Im filled with emotions
I can no more speak
It’s like I’m locked in my own prison
Emotions struggling to be released
Within me i am drowning
But i put on a happy face
An internal war roaring
Struggling to keep it locked in the safe
I cant let loose myself yet
Rarely I am able to
Through the day i make it through
It’s my happy mask that talks to you
I wish I can let the feelings out
As they trickle in
All day the inside prisoners shout
Grasping and clawing at my skin
From time to time, late at night
Raw words from a song will pierced the wall
The feelings are flicked on like a light
surrendering myself to the abyss as i fall