Tears dropping in blue
In loving memory of you
Pictures and memories are the last to go
It seems I'm always the last to know
I wont just throw everything away

With this gun upon my head,
I'll meet you in the end, my friend.
I swear upon every tear
I've spent crying these past few years.
I'm no longer overcome with fear

Wake up in the same old bed.
The same old sheets, and torn threads.
Remembering all the words you ever said
Replaying over and over,
Inside my head.

With this gun upon my head,
I'll meet you in the end, my friend.
I swear upon every tear
I've spent crying these past few years.
I'm no longer overcome with fear

I said I would return for you, and I did.

she wants to end her life,
She's miserable, and sad
At the end of the night,
She misses what they had

There's many other lovers,
That come in between
The the memories that haunt her,
Still lay dormant in her dreams
The life that she used to love,
Is falling apart at the seams

She talks to me at night,
I feel as if I'm loved
But I know that she's still crying,
And that I'll never, be enough

Pain is an emotion,
It torments me nightly
I have the slightest notion
Of happy days that will never be

Drag me through the waters,
Into a shallow grave
Hang me from the rafters,
There's nothing left to save,
The way I have paved,
Is to sadness and sorrowful days
Pain, is here to stay