Deceived and manipulated
You made me dance to your every beat.
You made me believe that we were meant to be together,
Forever and always.
I thought that i would be safe in your heart
Like a fool,
I believed in every word you said.
I wasn’t the only flower on your garden.
Not the only milky way that covered your night sky.
Not the only shooting star which you wished upon.
Just a rebound
You used to get over your heartbreak!
You led me astray, leaving me in a pit of darkness.
You attached the strings of anguish underneath my skin
Soaked with poison.
And you played with me
Like a master would do with his puppets.

Master of Puppets
A.H

Its sad
The fact that i have to beg you for your attention.
It’s sad
the fact that you can’t spare just a mere 30 mins from your 24 hrs for me.
When you claim to love me.
When you claim me as a part of your life.
Maybe i am the one at fault.
I gave you the satisfaction that i will be there waiting for you!
Why did you lead me on like this
Knowing that we weren’t going anywhere!!
Leaving my heart in tears.
Leaving my mind bewildered.
How could you not see?
How much it hurts me
I beg you on my knees.
Don’t play with my feelings,
If it isn’t yours to return.
I beg you to set me free
If your heart doesn’t yearn for me anymore.
For I can’t let go of you!

Bewildered
A.H

To the one,
Who guided me through the darkest days,
Who lend a hand when I was in need of one
Who lend a shoulder to cry on.
A pillar to my self confidence
You understood me like nobody else did!
I love how you read me and figure out my moods
How you saw everything right through me!
The one who aspired and inspired me!
The constant in my life!
My past present and future
Darling!!

How can you be my strength and my weakness at the same time?!
A.H

An open letter to the one who changed everything

Dear love
Thank you for changing my life in ways I never thought possible
Thank you for pulling me out of the mess i was in when we first met.
I can’t thank you enough for what you have done for me. For us. You saw that little ray of hope within me when nobody else did. You never gave up on me. That little light grew day by day. And here i am today, grown into a person that I thought I never could. Independent and full of confidence. Thank you for being my strength when i was/am at my worst. Thank you for being my my moon on the darkest nights and my sunshine through out the day! No matter how things end up for us in the future you will always be a part of me. A part of my life. I am lucky to have you in my life. And your existence is very much appreciated.
A.H

I don’t see that glow in your eyes  anymore when you look at me!
I no longer see that perfectly curved smile on your lips when you talk to me.
You no longer feel the warmth of my touches.
I can see how you have fallen out of love!
What you once strongly felt for me,
Has long gone.
Not a hint
Not a trace.
I know i am fading from your life,
and there's nothing i can do except watch.
Just an empty shell.
Waiting to be washed away by the waves.

A.H

I love how you have coloured my life
How you have showered it with love!
How you have become the light to my
Gloomy Sundays
and gloomy mornings,
The black and white
no longer haunts me!
The footprint you left in my life,
the infinite impact.
You have become
the monarch of my heart !!

Monarch
A.H

The urge to vanish from the face of earth!
The urge to leave everything behind and never return
Has become Inordinately profound.
I haven’t been myself for days
And yet
Nobody notices the woeful aura around me!
The pitch black that has taken over me.
My dejected face
Eyes filled with sorrow
Mirthless smiles  
and
Shammed laughter!
A con artist disguised as myself!

Alas
A.H