I saw you falling apart
Your soul leaving your body,
Piece by piece.
Your pale face
And cracked lips
It was eating you inside out.
I knew it wont be long
My heart could not bear the sight of it.
A walking corpse.
I saw how you fought
Till your last breath.
How you stood your ground and never gave up!
Words aren’t enough to describe
How much you meant to me.
It makes me happy
Immensely!
Getting to know a beautiful soul like you!
You could not win the hard battle against cancer
But you won the hearts!!
Cancer
A.H

Focused on you.
Too busy looking at you
While your eyes wander here and there!
I loved you with everything i had
Spared every minute possible
While you came up with excuses
I do realize now
No one is ever too busy
I am just not important enough.
Not your priority.
You remain in me
In my eyes
In the form of tears.
Desolated nights.
Deserted love.
Empty heart and lonely soul.
I loved the idea of you and me.
The restlessness to my heart, also the comfort
A.H

The stars shines for you baby
No darling,
I want you to shine for me!!
Make my head spin with your love,
Faster than the planets.
Be my personal cloud of stardust
Where hopes are born.
Enfold me in those magnificent eyes
And luminous heart.
Be the universe.
Be the air I breathe in.

Cosmic love
A.H

You might find beauty in places you least expect
And you might face something sinister in places that you feel the most comfortable!
There’s no way of knowing what lies ahead.
Conquer your fear
And unleash your heart and soul.

Soul searching
A.H

Holding on for dear life
Restraining myself from giving up.
My chest feels heavy at times, and
I wake up in the middle of the night
Gasping for air.
I feel like i am drowning in an endless pit of misery.
I gotta face the truth
The fact that you are gone.
I know. I know that the tears i shed won’t bring you back
But I never really know what to do
So I chained myself to your memories
Hopelessly hooked on you like a drug
wanting you day and night.
I die a little more with each passing day
Asphyxiated by your bittersweet memories

A.H

Do you feel that? That emptiness inside you. So hollow, like a curved up pumpkin for Halloween.
The overwhelming feeling of loneliness and fear
Growing on you like a parasite.
That’s anxiety taking over you.
Your heart feels heavy and tightened
You try to push your feelings down and keep yourself from crying, but those feelings don’t go away
That’s depression eating you inside out
You know that your sad eyes bothers them
They can’t bear to see
So you fake a smile or two
So that they don’t see you falling apart inside

Dark entity
A.H

You think losing someone you love is overwhelming?
There is nothing more sad and miserable than losing yourself!!!
To a point of no return
Deep in the abysses
And that’s when realization hits you hard
“There is no escape indeed”

Trapped
A.H