Those late night conversations
Under the pale moonlight
Expressing feelings without holding back
We shared our deepest desires and our darkest secrets
We embraced each other’s flaws and accepted each other for who we are.
Memories were made
Under the bright light of sun.
The long walks on beaches
Never cared about the sharp rays of sunlight that pierced through our skins
Memories were cherished
When we burned the midnight oil laughing at our own inside jokes till we cried.
Singing our hearts out.
Laying next to you.
Your warm breathe on my neck
The smell of your aftershave.
The strong scent of your cologne mixed with a hint of cigarette.
The softness of your touch.
The soothing sound of your voice.
Losing myself in those dark brown eyes of yours.
I cling desperately to these memories.
Memories
A.H

I haven’t felt this way
In such a long time.
My knees goes numb
Just from the sight of you
That crooked smile of yours
Makes my heart skip a beat
My lungs are filled with the sweet scent of yours.
You leave me breathless!!!!
A masterpiece created just for me,
Only my eyes can admire.
Such a sight to my sore eyes!

Can i call you mine?
A.H

I have found you,
My long awaited love, but why is my heart crestfallen ?
Face weathered.
Plain like an empty canvas.
No hint of the smile that rested on my face with pride.
The flowers that used to bloom inside me has taken shelter afar!
The rain of grief has down-poured on me,
Flooding my mind.
confusion begins to cloud everything i once felt so strongly.
Yeah I found you, but it seems like I lost myself on the path!
How tragic.

A.H

You are always there, never out of my sight.
Few feet away
But unable to touch you,
Unable to hold your hand
I crave for you.
For your hugs
For the warmth.
How am I supposed to suppress all these feelings.
The pain in my chest won't go away.
Embedded for a lifetime.
Cause my frail heart knows that you never will be mine.
Faking smiles so that nobody notices.
Hiding the truth in my eyes.
Drowning my soul with the tears that I don’t shed.

Curved
A.H

The mahogany guitar
Still hanging on the wall.
Right where you left it.
Strings rusted, fingerboard cracked.
It’s been ages since your loving hands slipped out of mine.
But it seems like it was yesterday.
A sweet reminder of the phenomenal life we had.
You gently strumming the guitar
Filling our little world with the sweet strums.
Humming along
Twirling around.
The notes you played
Had every colour in it.
You left , but the sweet memories of you still haunts me!
Strumming my pain with your fingers
Singing my life with your words

Strums
A.H

I want to hear his voice again.
Just one more time.
I want to see him again.
Theres a name for what i am feeling
But I can’t quite put my finger on it.
How do i describe it in words?
My heart feels heavy.
A sharp pain in my chest
Like there’s a wide hole open.
I need to heal it
Fill it with anything other than the bittersweet feelings for you!
But I can’t
I can’t move on.
How do i free myself from this unrequited love?
How do i rid myself from this torment?
why did i let myself fall for you ?
Swinging between hope and despair!
You were my fatal error!
The one who brought an eternal winter in my heart!!

Bittersweet
A.H

I have carried these regrets with me for a long time
I have nested the guilt and buried it within myself.
It’s time to leave them behind
Carrying it in your heart
Could lead you to a point of no return!
It consumes you inside out
lingers to you like the taste of an old cigarette!
It infects your heart
And darkens your soul.
With the power of remorse
Regret is born
It makes you vulnerable.
Making your life a living hell.
Your guilt strangles you
Until you have no breath.
Until you take your life with your own hands.
Leave your regrets behind
Learn to live with your guilt
Find peace within your self.
Come to terms with your inner self .
Don’t let it swallow you whole, don’t surrender!
Don’t let it rip you out of your happiness
Remorse
A.H