It was soon a black fire engulfing the sky

I heard explosions and the clouds that cried

the ground splattered with each step I took

the thunder grew close but I could not look

the lightning just hit me and all I could hear

was nothing and nothing and that's all i've ever feared.

I struggle to quell my sadness within

This mask Im wearing is an ongoing sin

This hidden horor will never reside

Is there anyone else like me that can help me decide

What I should do because im losing my mind!