I Only Speak in Blood
Seven times cursed
Seven times sealed
Murdered by my God
Turned my dreams to dust
Streets were dark with rain and harmful ideas
Its culture slowly fading in the dismal
A dark factory, its heart glows hollow
Strange and haunting
Eyes like little metal studs, pinned
Amplifies my strangeness
At the heart of all beauty lies something inhuman
The threads of cause and effect
The primitive hostility of the world
It was not a dying state
It was a state of living
Haunting the places in my mind
Be with me always
You - lover, who was never mine
Take any form
Drive me mad
Somewhere between tomorrow and a thousand collapsing suns
You will always be the sound of anguish echoing off my calm
Invisible in the darkness
The darkness of our blindness.

Gypsy

I will face my reality
Embrace the Devouring
This experience of Existence
From off the potter's wheel
Give my soul, for love
Your skin-deep love
It's an act of faith
My unconscious resistance
Then - the miracle of surrender
Through this cosmic dance
We see a river flowing
Her feminine wine
A moonlit beach
The starlit sea
A breath of *****
To tempt her towards passion
Then unbraided her body
Kissed her closed eyes
We hug
Bathed in candlelight
Those brittle fragments
Every part of this soul
Every broken piece
Is a sublime chess game with God
The flow of life
The spiritual path
The gap between compassion
Surrender
Is love’s darkest, deepest region
The faith in his hope
Whiter than the moon
The artists naked humanity.

Gypsy

I turned to Dionysus
His fury of intolerance
Begged madness
Be my guide
My disease of thought
These moods of mind
Sweet crazy conversations
Daydreams and misunderstandings
Madness and time and I have quarreled
Alone on the Siberian tundra
I heard the cries of the dead
Their soul's revealed on the wing of madness
Let me be mad
The madness of Absinthe
The wildest
Luxurious
Poets madness
No glory
No gallant last words
Filled with confusion
You seek treasure
There is only trash
Whimpering the question
Why?
When life itself seems lunatic
Who knows where madness lies?

Gypsy

Here I am trying to live
The death within me
My terror of intimacy
In this destruction
I truly feel alive
My kief,
Hashish
My ***** pipe
******
My drug
My vice
Choked and pained
My Religion
An approval addict
The Moth
The Flame
Dormant like flowers in the desert
Addiction
A work in progress
A refuge
A solace
The greatest evils
The foolishness
Self-destructive martyrdom
Then the consequence of digging a hole
Crawled into my brain.

Gypsy

The wheel of karma
That half-mad bag lady
The austere, unsmiling mother superior
A mumbling, scarred janitor
Survivor of Auschwitz.
A haunted music teacher
Anonymous holy man
I bring them before my mind's eye
Your personal Obi Wan Kenobi
These old friends of my soul,
Awakening to dance their day
At home in this heart
It's an ugly woods
Infinite shades of neutral.
Contemplative acts
Silences
Poems,
Honor this world
With the eye of love
A feast of being
A walk among bare oaks
The souls own meager feathers

Gypsy

My mind is the Prometheus
Surrounded by unknown things
Afraid of the air,
Afraid of the night.
Afraid of everything - love
If you are not my reality,
Love!!
Hell is the ******* real
The paranoia of my sweet dreams.
To be or not to be?
Here.. galaxies circumambulate
Love!!
You will find that I bleed you
Love!!
I hear your deafening voice
Like the sound of flowers blooming
Awaiting that personal phone call from Jesus
Love!!
My chaos flux
Flexibility
Ambiguity
Multi-dimensionality
That kind of ****** liveliness
Welcome to the paradox
From my brains flesh
This illusion
This ocean called the world
Love!!
A minor fragment of the pattern

Gypsy

Let reality be reality
Let things flow
We can grow
We can change
We can learn
Throw ourselves out into the open
We are exposed
No point in pretending
We,  outside our comfort zone
The space around us is beginning to grow vast....
Stored up for us like an inheritance
Have faith
This love is a strength
A blessing so large
You can travel far
Without having to step outside it
Cast a stone across the waters
And the Universe is on its way to being changed.

Gypsy