rest
day is done
all is ready
to sleep
moon is high
stars are bright
sleep

It's just a stage
It's just a phase
you'll get over it
it'll pass
yeah right
not every one thinks this
but to many do
it's not a stage
it's my life
there's nothing to get over
supposedly
we'll get through this together
everyone has insecurities
I don't need someone
to push me down
I need someone to lean on
yeah
everyone can be insecure
not everyone is born wrong
supposedly
you love me
yeah ******* right

As I lay to sleep
I look up at the stars
I think of my heart
and all the things that fill it
the music of the trees
the singing of the birds
the sweet sound of the forest
the whisper of a friends voice
filling me with with joy
I think of the people
who I hold dear
and hum a soft tune
of my past
In case I never wake
I silently thank all those
who truly care
In case I never wake

bright red
dripping
bleeding blood

cut slice
little lines
beads of blood
pain
yet
relief
I don't even know why,
why?

why
what have you done to me
ruined me
why did I deserve this
I was blinded by hope
hope of finding something real
all I have now
is
dead love

he she me
but he is not her
he loves and hates
he exists
she
she is a play
a game
a costume
but...
no
is me
I have removed the mask
that is me
I am him
I am me
deal with it