I look at you
You look at me
No words have been said
But sometimes I just wish that you saw my need

I know that greed was something that I struggled with when it came to us
And with no fuss I felt like it was a must to set you free

So while I’m alone
I let these drugs close all my open holes
Because I cannot feel whole while I watch you grow ever single day without me

You touched me and made me prone to your beautiful brown eyes
And in most moments I wanted to give you something that I could never take back

I wanted to love you in ways that no one ever did
I wanted to create a vibe that no one could ever ****

Because you are nothing but my everything
My world revolves around you because I was always about you

I wanted nothing in this world except for to see you happy
And everything I did wasn’t just to get into your *******

Because all I ever wanted was something that you couldn’t just give to anyone
And that was your heart

And the way things are right now doesn’t represent what we are
Idk I guess the point of all of this is just to tell you that you meant something to me

...

I still think about you... do you still think about me?

Maybe I love too much
Maybe I give too much
Maybe I love too hard
Maybe I...
I don’t know
But
Loving you wasn’t something that was occasional
It wasn’t a switch that I could flip anytime I wanted to
Loving you was an art to me
Your heart was my canvas to be creative
Creative in ways that you’ve never seen before
Loving you was always and ever will be about you and for you
As much as you love me I believe that you need love too
But is it true that you never knew about our compatibility
That we compliment each other’s energies  
That I needed you as much as you needed me
Love became a visa versa thing and not just an individual effort
Although we often fight about who loves who more
And
Who fights for who more
We were and still are inseparable
I remember when you told me that I was the only one that you ever loved
So I did everything I could to make you stay
And it was on that day that I realized that I would do anything for you
Even if it means changing my self for you
Am I crazy for saying that I would **** myself for you
If it makes me crazy then I guess I’m a little crazy for you
So when you left I felt so out of place
I felt like I didn’t belong anywhere
And
I still feel like that
I still need you
Maybe one day you’ll forget about your pride
And realize that you’ll forever be my ride or die
As I will forever be yours.