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248 · Dec 2020
Why
Delton Peele Dec 2020
Why
The truth is this
At the core
You need me ......
And furthermore
I don't need you.
In fact I really dont like you anymore
Not at all
Yet you continue to
Treat me as if i need you
And this does not make me
Yet some how i stay
Why
What is it you want from me
245 · Nov 2023
Or
Delton Peele Nov 2023
Or
What I see as Rose Red what you see ,
Is what I call blue,
Either way since birth it's a fundamental point that can't be argued.....
So now consider how
"You get bent on what I do "
And see you are not the standard the world looks to.
238 · Apr 2021
Ra ve n ya
Delton Peele Apr 2021
sweet succulent saffron drenched in honey
In love with
Liberty
))p0000999p
237 · Dec 2021
Ckd
Delton Peele Dec 2021
Ckd
I am afraid of
....
The future before me love
.........
Soon viewd from above.
237 · Jul 2020
Dont read this forgetmeknot
Delton Peele Jul 2020
Look me in three
Eyes
Have you ever seen this hue?
Some would say it's like a vast
Ocean of evening sky blue
Can you spell ....... Cast
Or define lure
See  my intentions
Are the words obscure ?
How about lines
Are they beginning to blur
Relax add an e and an m
Pretend to read them in twister
Swirl your stare
Bed of tiger lilies to lie on oh my
There's no place like you're imagination to roam
You're will is still sort of or
Well.........
Part of you're own
Mama dont take my codachrome
If you forget me you will turn to stone
Sorry I just cast a spell on you
Forget me knot ?forgive me not!
Never forget me because it's me
And its my heart you own!
Delton Peele Aug 2021
Be one
Be two
Be three
There four
be five is betwixt
Before
And be six Which
of course is juxtapose to be seven
Everyone nose there's no
Be eight
Cause of be seven
And he regrets  this act
Cause it gave him a two more
Fortunately
It's be 9
235 · Sep 2021
Arrogancy
Delton Peele Sep 2021
Anonymous compliments
increases
Confidence which evidence suggests magnifies
Countenance
And this mixed with immaturity
Can lead to pseudo self reliances
Commonly Causing impedance
Within the learning process
And this is when the past is mingled with pride  
Leading naturally into arrogance...
This is when this magic immunity sets in and allowing this mixed  up false hope egotistical
Maniac a license to be
the boss with full stupidities.....
(Sorry that's suppose to read
Impunities...)!
234 · Nov 2023
Does any one know?
Delton Peele Nov 2023
Is there a volume on our biological clock thingy...
.
?
***.......
SERIOUSLY?!?!?
233 · May 2022
In me minds
Delton Peele May 2022
I sojourn  silently,
Under the indigo blue marquee ,
The Grand masquerade
That's me there ......
Crooked crown ,
Distant stare,
Wearing out my only mask
Upside-down frown,
tattooed tear under my left eye
Free.......
If only I could be ......
Free from this fractured lucidity
Licked by the leathery whips
Of yesterday's !
Belly laughing and joyful things
Obscure as time moves on...
But the secrets I keep
Never fade!
I'm a slave to the things no one will see
232 · Jul 2021
O2
Delton Peele Jul 2021
O2
Oh way far away
Somewhere wherewith
My heart doeth pine
Along granite ladden beach line.
Unpleasantries decay.
Relaxed I lay
Melting
The fragrance of alpine
My mind unwinds
.....I'm free ......
And everything's sanguine.
Induced with crystalline clarity
I'm inclined to see
that which is wearing me
Somehow now petty
It's just silly
I let these things
Fret me so easily.
My chest doubles
In size
With ease I do breath.
Now I have to decide shall I stay
Or leave
Where the starsvshine
with pride..
I'm
Alive .
224 · Feb 2021
Her
Delton Peele Feb 2021
Her
WARNING
When you see
This ..
You know your
Life is over



Standing there
Perplexed
40000
Word
Vocabulary
All I can say is
223 · Feb 2021
Compartamentalize
Delton Peele Feb 2021
Slumped
In disbelief
From
Input data recieved
The words i heard
Acid
Your
Voice
Venom
Leaving
My hope
Dreams bent
And uhm
Stunned
Numb
Any
Thing i think
I would like to do
Dumb
.....
Done
....
...
..
.
.
.
.
.
Delton Peele Jun 2020
Drawn by the bliss
my eyes are still closed from the last kiss
You ........................leave me.................
( OK for dramatism I'm leaving this line blank .......
So pretend I didn't say " breathless")
Oh my love why does love hurt so bad
And though ours is always short lived
I.....m.....obsessed i can still taste you on my lips
Why does our love need to be like this
When it comes to you there can be no substitute
Like a mad dog i run
Im insatiable i know when you come around
I become unstable
and i run
And i watch the toilsome sun
And the lunatic moon
Doomed to chase her
Without shame
from noon to noon
Like a moth to the flame
Relentless i dare not say
What the moon does is insane.
Anybody who can see what i go through to be with you .
Would say we both act the same



Dawn as the mist and the darkness
Are slowly consumed
Oh my heart yearns as days get longer
The very heart of me feeds on the time we are apart
Even my love for waiting grows fonder
I fantasize

My desire gets  stronger
And i run
You are near
The season is here
my enchantress
I succumb to you
Impatiently im not waiting
The lazy hot sun slowly crawls over the rock to help me
Aqua blue sky and ohhhhhhh
My love you are always looming
Within my lunatic mind
And i run to the end of my chain
My neck snaps where the pavement ends
I know where you are
Eyes fixed i need you
Oh my love
These chains will never hold not now no No NO
Calm down get a grip try to be smart about this .
Then i thrash like a mako
Klank jerking klank yanking
Klink
Thats it
A week link
Nostrils flared eyes purple
Half naked chest full
A wink and a perverted smirk
And i run
In to the splendor
I see you my love.
Do you remember
How many times you cut me
The blood you have taken .
The pain you inflict
My dear i was a meer child when we met  the first cut waz so severe
Im inflicted infected from youre nectar im so sick without you
I dont want a cure ill never recover
Like an addict ill always be here for you........................
Oh my wild mountain blackberry
love could never convey the the emotion or the essence of way i feel about you .
What can i say .......i love wild mountain blackberries

the times i would  say to my emotional attachment
could we go pickin
THOSE DAYS ARE OVER
I WILL IF NEED  BE SLIDE INTO THE BUSH AND STAY AND EAT UNTIL YOU TAKE LEAVE MY SWEET
218 · Jun 2023
Forget me knot
Delton Peele Jun 2023
Look me in three
Eyes
Have you ever seen this hue?
Some would say it's like a vast
Ocean of evening sky blue
Can you spell ....... Cast
Or define lure
See  my intentions
Are the words obscure ?
How about lines
Are they beginning to blur
Relax add an e and an m
Pretend to read them in twister
Swirl your stare
Bed of tiger lilies to lie on oh my
There's no place like you're imagination to roam
You're will is still sort of or
Well.........
Part of you're own
Mama dont take my codachrome
If you forget me you will turn to stone
Sorry I just cast a spell on you
Forget me knot ?forgive me not!
Never forget me because it's me
And its my heart you own!
213 · Mar 2022
In the u I lO zzz q ' er
Delton Peele Mar 2022
Why then .   .  .shall mine,
Heart inner walls and galleries.
Be not draped about
In such lush crushed velvet drapes and tapestries?
In plush deep daydreamy hues
Scarlet,crimson, or sanguineous ,
Which ever term
you use.
As long as it depicts the color of my muse ....
Intricate and brash
Yet refined raw and delicate

Variegated elegantly with
varied shades,
Each new love I invite in
Having artistic differences ,
As they often do
prefer Carte Blanche
To make love look
How they feel it.
For peradventure,
If I keep decor from an old love,,
Its the same as making them to blame for past pain.......
If your looking to loose
Thats the game for you..
I used to play it that way
Now I play the blues.
Over paid my dues.
Soul still bruised
Still feel the noose
And the short leash
Id run to the end
And thrash like,a spastic
They have all trained in
Emotional war tactics
Any attempt to fight back are in vain.
Their urbane
Splash stains of ratsbane,
Purple me ......
Then leave......
All vanity .
Ampersand,
Lies imbue questionnaires,
And rosy bruises replace
All this superfluous covering where love used to sojourn so beautifully.
Now the walls are a pale glossy sorta yellow .
even though the crimson flow of slow blood flow through it  .
Scars of  unwant
Disallow a chance to stain them..
Oh Love will thou come back to me again.... .
I adore thee ,
I am empty.
A fresh canvas I offer thee.
Yours wantingly
........Me.
Pain is the teacher  that seems to ingrain and influence
213 · Aug 2023
Theinbetween
Delton Peele Aug 2023
Begin........
.. ....
Comprehend and then.....
Become the chameleon....
Blend ....
Trend...  
Bend ..  .
Mend ..
Transend.....in meditation.....
See the light.....
End
..........
Fin
209 · Dec 2023
Equanemy.
Delton Peele Dec 2023
My center  ..
My core ....
Under Lock and key anymore......
My heart ......
Upon it
The table...  
With Hammer I
Have chiseled its basic needs......
Not painful not pleasure full.....
Beautiful....
When I write my desires it bleeds ...

And it's ugly.....
207 · Mar 2021
Vast
Delton Peele Mar 2021
Difference between
We
Stand face to face
At 30 foot pace
Our shadows
Bump heads
what amazes me is how two people supposedly in love and in tune
can look back on something and have two completely different points of view
like the sun is always shining on you
hears tbe thing
its on your back
205 · Feb 2021
Youknow
Delton Peele Feb 2021
Instantly ..........
I became a fool
And I knew
A billion people
Now for me
There is only you
205 · Aug 2021
Lil fear 🚩
Delton Peele Aug 2021
Hot august night
I stand alone
Basquing in soft moonlight
Upon a mountain high
Emerging from solid granite
That which is too often
taken for granted .... ..
Ice cold pure

Life giving elixir  
Undaunted little snow melt  stream trickles
Glistening ......

Into a deep pool
...and
in
Dropping
To one knee ....
I think of Guideons men  
Keeping my head up
As my hand dipped in
It was here I actually
Felt my heart stop ...
.      . .     .
I like to fancy my self a mountain
Man..
I'm not
But I'm also not a
CITIY-OT
(Thank you Terry and Twila)
An something for sure
More burdened by gravity
Than me
It
Was
Bi-pedal
Cobble sized stones
Underfoot like
***-gravel
.....
Unrecognizable
Low frequency grunting
20 SECOND STRIDES
MY EYES WENT BLACK
INVOLENTARILY
LIFE ENDING SCARRY
my heart stopped
Instantly
..
Squeezed my chest
To stop me from breathing.
At this level of fear
Every part of you  body
Becomes independently
Gob smucked
At you're stupidities
Ears ringing
Nostrils flared
Dizzy
listing ,
In disbelief completely at what I just heard
Not even a thought
Was brave enough to caught thinking a thought
Branches cracked
.. . ..
Three count them three full strides.
I still feel it ..
To speak of it ...
My skin bumps and tightens .
I actually feel my veins hurt.
Inside my elbows and wrists
That stinging feeling
You get
When someone pulls the hammer
And the barrel touches you're skin.
Fingers on the trigger
And there not stable
I don't care
How Billy bad *** you are
It burns
Like if it was capable
That part of you would abandon ship...
Believe me
4
miles up
jagged trails along cliffs
Un-lit.  
The only other way .  
......jump...  
Ten seconds gone by
Heart goes
Ka-thunk
I swear I could hear it
And the blood
Goes ka..wishhsss
And then stops
As
My whole
Body says
***
Are you serious
Now I am
Serious - lee.
Ish
Considering the jump thing
Ya know if I could maneuver
Like the parachuters.
And fly till I found a soft
Deep river .....an...
Maybe
...
Ridiculous
And then again
Ka thunk ..  
Kawishsss
Almost as if it were a swallow
Like ya know my heart
Is goin Gulp
*** are we gonna do
And stopped again
Now my skins crawling away cause I heard it breath .
Im
Not doin this
We
Meaning my body parts and I
Heard something
And as we were
**** clinched
Frozen like a statue of glass
Trying to digest this
And while listening
We succumb
To the paralyzing
Fact .
That.

It ...
Is
Also listening


My face 3 inches off the ground walkin on finger tips  
Like the grinch .all the way to my truck .
Like literally  my heart and guts an everything
Huddled together silently.
Shaking
Holdin each other peakin out my back like it was a tail gait.
Even the three or 15 times
I ran my face into a rock or tree
It was without sound
Not one milli second lost in righting my self and catching every rock stick whatever
Placing it quietly at the sound of speed.
Bleeding
...honestly ....
Every injury
Every one
I issued
I O U's
Un locking my truck took centuries.
Finally I yelp as I get in .
Thinkin I'm in the movies and
It's gonna get me..


Dead battery .
Day light emerging
I'm bright eyed
Bloodshot
Covered in sweat .
But bright eyed
Back  packer comes out of the bushes screaming
***.


PLEASE
TELL ME YOU GOT
SOMETHIN
TO. ...

DRINK !
?
I said ya
You ok
He says yah .

Wuuuul no
I m hella hung over and thirsty
I said you didn't hear anything?
He said .. .
WAdda ya mean..
No more smokin *** and camping
Alone
204 · Jan 2022
Experi metal 357
Delton Peele Jan 2022
Love I need!
I could not see;
Love I had
Didn't want ...
Me.....
Hostage negotiaton ....
Traded for the love that wanted me....
Still I couldnt see ........
Untill love wanted me ...... I had scorned love .......
Never satisfied ...
When the love
I wanted
..  .
Wanted me.....
I understood .....
All the more reasons that this love is the one for me ....
I just wish I wasn't so jaded scarred and ugly.......
Guess that's what she wants.    ....
My love loves me ....
I love her the best  I can ....
The gentle lover I was once before  ....
Lurking .. .
Brooding ...
Haunts me.....
Love?
201 · Apr 2021
Im not hear for know reason
Delton Peele Apr 2021
graphic, wreck it maveric,
some things I write
you say ick
Whilst
others say quit it!
what I wright
lota  times aint right
**** it I live it
And to them
let me say
Im sorry ,
but
i cant appologise for it .
Im sure in youre own way you do the same thing.....

maybe

at least I hope so
I hope you fight
and bleed and
LIVE
I pray above everything that you stay that beautiful you



thank You for the read.
I appreciate it and I love you .
never let go.
a million poets
over a million years
could never
recreate
you
so
LIVE it like you stoled it
cause this is it
love,
like this is it 
you cainst do it different next time!
regret things you did instead of things you didnt
learn how
own-em 
with face up
write it down on paper
then crumple it
light it up
throw it hard into the face of fear
kick it in the nuts
call it for what it is  
it aint ****
give it one more good kick and laugh at it
ya I can get
****** explicit
So
dont listen  except to hear this


if I could only gift
you one thing



I will simply
have you accept this truth
that
this is all yours!
...
to do whatever you want!
all of it !
so go on  Gangsta
champion 
RISE!
LOVE!
BREATH!
EXPERIENCE !
LIVE SPIRIT!
never give up
never give in stand and fight
stay right
stay free
never hate
never capitulate
if you fret over yesterday
and worry what it will bring tomorrow
DONT
IT IS
A SIN
you burn that precious time on whats not real
leaving you
without recompensing anything back to God
200 · Jul 2021
Po et me brutè
Delton Peele Jul 2021
Poetry.....
Living.......sporadically
Through this dark crystal
Porthole. .....
Vicariously sharing my inner most ...
Fears and fantasies
Loquacious me .....
A flurry of non sequedors
Pieces of an unfinished puzzle
Wailing in the night ......
Cryptically ........
Secretly ........I vamp from you
.......what I need
Ps
I love You
196 · Mar 2022
Um I ......don......'t k
Delton Peele Mar 2022
I fell in  ...two
Not hurt just confused
C c  communique
Discontinued
Messages sent.......
Either refused ,blocked,
Or just never reached you.
Hope ......all..
is good
with.....you
My friend....
Message me if you dont get this.......
And message me if you do.....
K?
Er whatever.
Anyway..............
195 · Sep 2021
Glee or zero
Delton Peele Sep 2021
What is this control thing all about ?
Pout !
I can't stand bein told
" You're either in or out."
I do my own thing.
Love me hate me .....
Im me......
You go on and be what you think everyone wants you  to be.
Got that ?
Do that
And don't worry bout
What I do on my time
Cause we're only given so much.
Im  the first to arrive and the last to leave
When you are in need .
I'll give u every thing
But not my life .
Not sayin I won't die for you .
I'm saying I'm loyal
But my life is but once
And it's mine !
193 · Aug 2023
Within my mind ....
Delton Peele Aug 2023
Endless sea shimmering
In ....e v e r y
Gemstone tone.....
A lexicon of only beautiful words......
And the waves speak to me.  
In my mind .......
In my mind I drench you with
Scintillating poetry.      
I rehearse these ...
To say to you............
And when I see you
All you hear is a madmans soliloquy
193 · Sep 2020
Fkt its traditi9n
Delton Peele Sep 2020
Peculiar from an adolescent frame of view
As through puberty ,
Independence .......your new addiction
No time for silly superstitious rituals
Games from the elderly played by fools
They believe they're grooming me
Proudly , awe full in dignity
Passing the torch and gifting me sacred
Tools of the trade ,
........painful decision to be made
Addictions in jeopardy
Should you sell out your vision
Bow down in submission
Buy into someone elses dream
Living in such lavish fantasy as an avatar
For these same ones who are
Living life anew vicariously through you
............
Sorry ........
But ..................
I know to you my refusal to accept what's been planned for me
Will more than likely bring down great expectations
Ya'll had for me
I realise for generations this is how its done in our family
To me its fate sealed with misery and what if's
Kissed by i wished i would haves until im married to death
The fact that you who say you love me would allow me
To drown slowly in a sea of complacency .
That .......you will now know is not my destiny.
And as the tears dry .
The wound that never healed
Rotted into a scar that infected the heart
Neither taking responsibility
Chasing your dream now too busy
It would be too awkward to try
and the years pass by like two lovers scorned
Passing in the night
As death takes away the ones .
Who somehow became the things
You couldn't find time for anymore
Who were once everything
And now who's knocking on your door
Nostalgia and and all those silly little rituals
Once
Simply unacceptable
Your  drug has become an albatross
You have long ago used up your
Mental floss
You would do things anyway they wanted now
Just to see thier face ,hold thier hand, or to hear their voice,
Independent now without a choice
Soon your sons and daughters will make decisions for you
That is , if they are not too busy to
Staring out your window at the rain
Theres a reflection of someone you dont want to know
You find youreself yearning for your family
And all of its traditions unfortunately
You have started youre own.
...............
Peculiar ritualistic habits from an obscured origin
Are there for a reason
It is our way to stay tethered to the fact that we
Are all alone on a giant stone and together
We are all  solemnly walking to face the unknown
Foolishly wasting our youth
The truth is that while we are still here
Who should scoff at you for what you do
Will surely find the grave before you.
And you look down at your nose at the less fortunate
Homeless broken hearted who got broken before they even got started
Well now look whos cool
Shame on you
Most of you are just one tragedy away from joining thier ranks wandering , babbling in disbelief that this one miraculous chance to experience life
Shattered by **** theft or death or whatever the case may be
Left to the cold bitter banquet of life
Laughed at beaten abused accused of being nuisance
While we deal with our silly whimsical complaints
("*** i hate this heat ,and then tomorrow its supposed to rain
Oh thats just great
Did you hear were paying our new quarterback 250 million a year
Why dont they take that money and give some food to the homeless
I would but i just got this 152 plasma tv. ..........aye!!!!
Its a smart tv.   ..........huh?)
Sullen they can only wait for death
weep silently .........................
193 · Mar 2022
A gem Das'
Delton Peele Mar 2022
Can I gaze into this cerebral soup,
return with evidence
Suggesting that I have had one second within a lifespan
In wich I could have been found
Void of an agenda.......
I believe this to be a quest
Of a life.... What's good to you
Subconsciously a mind will consume
Every scenario, from one ridiculous
End of the spectrum. To the other
Awake at rest a sleep or talking.
You don't even know that you know.
Find away to transform your muse
To create upon this marble an utopian
Dream ......
Let's all together till we can see
Let's dream and chase this
Together it happens .
Together it's impossible to find anything impossible.....
You will make history
Bend to your script ..
Let's make same team accent .
Lets do it
Let it begin
Now!
Delton Peele Nov 2021
Lab coat ....
Bench tops....
Floor,cabinets,
Pretty much everything is all white....
Except me ......
Bunsen burners
beakers,
Test tubes
Full of emotions,
Boiling .
Vamping off clues......
Of what is it?
Which drives me to be so bendable.
The subject ......
Timid, me.....
Lab Rat.
Find me lost in a maze or running
On the wheel.
In the cage.




Not really too.....
Anything,but maybe away
From
Something



Chemistry.......
Charts and
graphs
Elementary ....
Wall coverings
Crows feet.......
Deepening
Control group
Doin they're thing......
OH!
Here we go.
Controlling.....
Keep going ....
Please......
Keep my head down ......
Keep going .....
Please ....
Don't see me...
Oh ****.....
Hey ........
Whatchadoin?

Waiting here for you to come by and ruin my day .....
Is what I wanted to say.....
But didn't......
Smoke......
somethings.....
Burning internally.
Feeling sorta
In different....
Like madness
Has separated
Me...
Id.......
Me ....
Mamamama
My persona.....

Steeped in a white hot Seether.....
Could neither
Diffuse nor compromise...
Trepidation.....
Not  for persona  sake....
Panic.......
For the opponents.....
Being forewarned....
Chose ignorance.....
Ignoring
The desperate
Overtly obvious
Warning
Signs.....
⚠️
At the apex of max capacity.
two choices.
Guilt could expand the space
Where swallowed pride sits...
at the price of homicide....
Although
Tempting ...
Instead.....
Devise a compromise ...
Inspired  by both sides
And this fault line
Left from
A life time trying to be kind....
Meanwhile
Transparent
Perpetrators
Beguiling
......
Smil­ing overpitty-ing,
Drawing the focus away
From themselves passing the shame  
Character bashing
My friendemies,
For exactly .....
Precisely the
same thing they are doing
Saying sternly
HEY  !!!!!!!!!!?
Don't you go & let them talk you into anything .
Look at me
You don't owe them a thing....
I mean it ....."
As I listen to these wealthy friends telling me they feel so bad for me ....
And there so sad cause they wish they could pay me
But right now
Can only give me a couple bucks .....but in two weeks come on back
& They'll settle up......
Then they don't...
Stoke the fire
Start woofin
The bellows
Flames darker ...and rising
This is it .....indecisive decisions on which side of the schism to give or not to give in .......
A raging torrent is oxidizing
Standing on the fence line
I'm the accelerant....
The sparks the flames the maddening magnesium
The wind uprooting trees and burning them
Woofin big time ******* in oxygen .....
Like a constant burst that don't end .
So brightening

Suns faded out ...
And now it's darkening
As my psyche
Deviding

Split ......
id good ....
Id bad .....
Strange !.?.!.....
Very .......
News to me...
There is someone around here.....
Apperantly ....that looks just like me ...
Cause that's not like ????
I need hard evidence and need to be convinced
Without which ....
Recollection.....
Won't set in .....
Bewildering ...
If and when ...
I remember the checanery and shenanigans
I have allegedly done...
There comes this this image ..
Me now ...
At a good distance behind
"The" age 7 me... .
secretly watching ....
In the back yard    
Of the home predating
That age.....
At dawn...
And the warmth of the sun in my face and the fog
Dissipating
"In front"  me
Above the sunken marsh in view of the slough
And secretive
Personal trail
no one but me knew through
Those cattails
I loved so much....and my favorite carrion the red winged blackbird singing .....
Not a thought or care in the world
Taking a good healthy breath.
The overwhelming
Sensation of a satisfying grin begining to unfurl
Turning into a gratifying smile.
Growing .... I fallthought compromise  meant maturity and letting others feel  valid while remaining the bigger man .
I .
I m not convinced ...
  
So I do worry
190 · Jul 2021
One chance
Delton Peele Jul 2021
Chubby little
Charlie horse cheek
Cambel soup kid
Porcelain blue eyed
Everything I heard saw or did
Expanded
Shooting stuffed animals with a bb gun in my room
Take off the training wheels
Always
Please
And thank you
....
Sonic boom
Im gone...
Life was something to be celebrated
never decelerated
Only power slid
All the fantasies I had bottled up
In side
Eyes vibrated
Broke my lid
Tried to contain me. .  
I couldn't stand it
Runnin wild

Sparkling
...
See
Me smiling
.....
See the stars
...
Oh

When I was child
Had dreams
Did more than I was told
Puberty came
Different game
But
My vigor didn't change
Strange
This old world
Tried to tame me
Slowly
Like the soft sand cuts
The riverbed
My yearning to be love
For me
Betrayed me
Enslaved me
Time after time
Had it's way with me
I think I'm still me
In the blink of an  eye
I went from
Pick and choose
Sky's the limit
To

Can I get
A minute
I ll be good
I even got my own leash
Look you don't even have
To hold on to it...
Ride or die?
Yuh
Trick er tried
Yuh
Chicken fried cake
Yuk
187 · Oct 2021
Olusion
Delton Peele Oct 2021
A Colluded illusion
Ilicitng indecisive decisions
Which side of the schism
Is your tomb in....?
Skrrrt!
Would it behoove you to know
It doesn't really matter?
Should we unify begin to solidify?
Love would mend and strengthin.
Ya that's gonna happen ......
See how sarcastic
Splatter the screen with blood
C'mon traumatize me.....
Let me hear the catastrophic
Story ... ..
No not that one
No I'm craving something to enrage me .......
****** mayhem religion ,racism
Not the money *** and drugs
Let's glorify that on the silver screen
That way the kids can see who we want them to be
We'll watch it with em
Maybe even vicariously...
Isn't it hilarious  
How we show them how to be so cool.
Then say
HEY *** .......?
why you acting this way
Don't be what we say
We don't portray?
Plus I'm doing everything I can to raise you......
Rieeeet?
So I'ma take it easy
But you better turn out better than me
Even though you think you have the right to run your neck and disrespect me...don't think
That alone makes you a better person than me ......
See what I mean .
Anybody can say that everything seems to be against me......
I'm live in a state of static
Lcd  stereophonic 10000 watt.
Amp 20 inch woofs
24 inch blades
12 gauge
***** my ears fill me with worry hate fear........
Put me in the cage keep me chained
Don't let me loose keep me tuned in......
The venom is ready
The needles pop then slide in
One for each eye and one for each ear
To controll what we hear
And manipulate our vision.
Augment reality
They watch us continually

we react
they keep pushing it in
The  spastic chatter
Spit by mad hatters and creating haters and division the say they're doin everything they can to protect us .........
***......from who?
Us or you .....



Its just another plastic prescription from spin doctors
Keeping us posted...........up
"This just in"
We interrupt this movement
With another social injustice
Because honestly when the
People get quiet
We get nervous
Better shake em up
So the dont wake up.

Can this really be a conscious
collective conspiracy


Flooding my psyche with ideas that I'll never be free
This is not the beginning....
Understand me. ..
Your in the middle
Is it where your comfortable?
Is that where you wanna be?
Is it where we should be?
This is also not the end
Where should we go?
186 · Jun 2024
I2u
Delton Peele Jun 2024
I2u
Should I lie in lasciviousness
All alone and lonely
Psyche's split I sit...
Stoic  catatonic contemplating
I know I can't control me
Consoling me only feels
Like condescension
An offence cajoling apprehension...
Exacerbating    ...
The fact that the act of stating
"Can you just  listen  without psychoanalytic interjection
I'm just venting hear me then let me be !"
In my attempt to negate a pitty party
Is met like a request for intervention.......
Maddening .....
Gaslighting making me repeat things ....
Not listening...
I'm being an idiot
I already know these things
And don't give me that fat bottom lipped ,"oh I feel your pain....
You need a hug....."
Eyebrows thing....
Course I want a hug
*******
FYI not gonna lie
I know it may seem like I'm chasing a pipe dream....
But I never..........
Have been afflicted with such an addiction to someone like this before
I mean ....  
I'm complete with her
And she compliments everything.
When I'm not with her
I'm dying.
Tryin to invent new ways to help her fall in love with me ....
I know it's killing me..
Don't worry ..
At my funeral you can say
" I told you so...."
I still won't be listening
I'll be busy coming back to life to be with her again
183 · Mar 2022
A qua me
Delton Peele Mar 2022
Aqua-marine tourmaline
Turning emerald green evening
Wrist slash ruby red splash feeling
Crystal clear diamond tears glisten bright glimmering.
Flowing from pressure below
Building
Swelling
Wells at the brink
Frigidity super imposed icy wind
Surely shatter
Tungsten carbide lined chest cavity
infrastructure
Freezing
Excruciating
Concentrating all the pain
Radiating from the throat
Swallowing sand covered brick
Abrading slowly
So slowly
At the apex of max capacity
Emotional collapse imminent
Listen ..............millions of
Champagne glasses
Tink ting tingling exhaling
Tears release
Falling like hail at first
Then into a crescendo
Loosing my grip ......I'm slippin
Broken I'm letting go ......
Break down I'm falling winds whistling I can see rock bottom
Phone rings ........ .  .......
It's my ***** .......
He say
..
Bro bro.......
Aint nothin but a thing!
But go ahead and cry if you have to...
It's cool ,ain't no shame .....
(Big baby)
Stf up.
(Whaaa?  
Just saying)
I'm just messin with ya .
My friend is here to console me
Its gonna be
Ayite.
Theres nothing like a tight lipped friend you can depend on when you think you've reached the end .
You gotta want to be that friend as bad as you need a friend like that .
Detox can be hell untill your well
I'm here forever Damian my friend.
I got you.
183 · Mar 2021
ima clembore
Delton Peele Mar 2021
i climb
i need to be lost
this cataclysmic loss is.....
its a matter of time
i climb
um i need space
clutched buckled
stuck
mental rickets
i need time
i climb ......
into my.....
im immobilized
super nova event sent my paradigm into
paradox
im not fine
i climb into
my mind
i.... feel like a child
um i feel im on
the out side
looking into
violent schism
***** steepens
i need time
its wet im lost
but not the way i need
im close to the rocks
i climb
in my mind
try to change
this violet hue
im a child
lost and numb from ............
abuse
self afflicting
an the noose tightening
My own personal bruiser
im in my mind
its an imature
jungle Gym
full of rhymes
this paradigm
of mine
the last great escape ..........
scheduled for
demo soon
MY GOD ......
FATHER I WASNT THERE WHEN .......
PLEASE
I STILL NEED YOU
IM LOST WITH OUT ......YOU
look at me no hands
Dad?
Dad!
Dad......
i climb
i wasnt there
i will never be ok
il never be the same
ill never stop missin you
Dad
182 · Feb 2023
There it is mmmmmmms
Delton Peele Feb 2023
There is a point within
Your acceptability.
A veil . .
Cloaked from the guiding light....
Where certain key things
Unfortunately are
Exactly what you don't want to believe . ......
That terror holds the key
To your everything!
Delton Peele Apr 2024
vinum regum, rex vinorum
It's your beauty
Which quenches
Non ducor, duco.
It's only you
I see
Ambrosia
Perpetual euphoria
Plumes of purple haze,
Flavor the air
Sweet muscatto
In fields of saffron
Like glistening drops
Of dew at dawn
I open my eyes
I'm already drunk on you.
The thought of you
Fills my horizon!
You smile I conquer
The world....
Lay it at you feet....
You frown ......
I destroy.....
Burn it down....
It's all for you my love....
You.
Only
You!
Delton Peele Jan 2021
Feeling the brunt of an
Elegant misery
Challenging me
Disgruntled
refuse to yield
Face bruised
I try to
lowbrow
This abutment as the current of this world ploughs steady
Un giving.
Slowly my bow tipping
Creaking and groaning the
Resonating from the keal up through the gally
feel the icy deep dark waters like a hungry lover begging, wanting
Me,
Eerily quietly
Teary eyed
Abducted
Subjected to
Neglect
Everything is caving in
..............
Its haunting....
Knowing its death.........
Still ........
Atleast something wants me
.......
..she is ....
Soporific  
I grow weary of waiting the pain and pressure is morphing
Subduction into
Seduction
...weary
Slipping
Sliding .
Sinking in still thinking .....
Love......
Willllll........
S
A
V
E.........
.........
..
ME....
..
S.
O
S.­
MAY DAY
Delton Peele Dec 2021
( {Ok so uh yah ...
Real good there "aye"!
Soooahh
What... a
( (***?))
(( What was that look for))
Whats all the cool armour there forcing aon ya today's...})
(?!!WhiaaTT!!!)({oooh
Take it easy there champ
I .....sai.d
Uh
So what uh
Brings.......you....in....here tadys...?})
( Oh heh)
((Seriously?
That is not what he said))
((( Oh no sh.. Sherlock)))
(( Ok thats it!!!! listen.Im not gonna sit here and argue you right here Infront of the
DING
Shrink
(( (((*** was that?))) ))
(( Jynx
You owe me a coke))
(((Jynx back
You owe me a Cadillac
Double back no take backs
Stamps davinity
Ding
HssssssssS
((( Aoeww my
Eyes))).
SIR PLEASE  LET THE ROCKING CHAIR GO ...
!!!
NOW SIR

What ?
What are you doing ?
I can't breath ...my face is burning
(( I don't remember cops being here....
))
((( Me neither!! why does he has his gun on me?!!!??)))
Hey don't point that gun on me
DING
*** is that..
Rocker!!
(((Rocker???)))


This is you're
Last warning .
Warning
Warming
Morning
DING
WASHINGTON
WARNING
LET GO OF THE
DOCTOR
W..H..A..T....
THE.....

THUMP
THUMP

OH ...MY ..GOSH...

THUMP THUMP .

(( (((   IM  CHOKING

DING
BEEP
THUMP THUMP
BEEP
DOCCTOR...
WAIT
&$#CRACK$#&#
AKKK
AKKK
AKKK
aaaacthump
Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...eeeee
ee..ee..ee.eee.eeeeeeeee.­................d....i.......n.......g......
.
..w....a......a...­...r.nnninngDING
What happened
Owe my chest
Ding
Why am I hooked to this ekg
?
Ding
Hey .....
HAAAYY
WAKE UP  DINGDINGDING
YOURE HAVING A NOTHER NIGHTMARE . .AND THE ALARMS BEEN GOIN OFF  AND YOUR IGNORORING IT ..SORRY I HAD TO STAB YOU IN THE CHEST
WHAT?
I HAD TO HIT YOU IN THE CHEST ....
NOW GET UP....  
Ok   ok
Oh my gosh it was so real......

Ever since I wrote this thesis about
:Operation
Prefrontal leukotomy:
I keep having this
Dream .....
Uhmm
Why is there a dead doctor on the the.
The .the ...
Floor ........
You tell me killer . .....
WarninG
,THIS iS /wAs A TEST OF THE REfrential
Delusion society...
If this were a real event
You should wake from this delusion

The minute you hear this
" Take this shot.... Or get shot ....
In the chest.. "
Thank you....
For your co-operation
NEXT
Where are we
d..I..n..g
That is all  .
Move along sir
....
CO-OPERATE
...
HUH?
DING
ITS OK NURSE ..HEH ..
I MEAN OFFICERS  ..
I LL HANDLE THIS...
so what are you gonna do huh .....
Tuff guy ...
This is serious
You gonna fight us . ...
By yourself.    
I won't have to convince anyone that your crazy ..
Your doin for me......
The crazy thing about fear is ........
It's not real .  .
We...    Are . .. ..the .. ....people.  .

And we are tuning toxic to our selfs...
Race, religion,
DING
VACCINE
CONTROL THING
COMPLIANCE THING
FABRICATION
DELUSION
OR PRECURSER
CAUSE GET Away once for ******
Makes the next one easier
Never let them into to the inner sanctum

Cause it's gooona
Get worser
Anything to keep us distanced from our selves . .
We think we can't trust one another ..  
So my brothers and sisters ....
We are all the same  ...and yet beautifuly .
Different
We came to be ...
Differences from desperate
Locations
Oppressed to the point of
Fight or die spiritually
Comply or die
The decree  
Every pedigree has fleas .

The powers that
Be .
Use these these as triggers ..
Especially
On the brink of revolution.
Which bring us to subjection...

PLEASE

IM AFRAID
THAT
PARANOIA .
GONNA SET IN

DING

DIFFERENCES
WITHIN
US
CANT MAKE US BE
Different
Genesis
WE ESTABLISHEDTHE GREATEST CONTINENT ....
LETS NOT LET THEM(US)
RUIN IT ...
WE NEED TO BE THE BEACON

DONT LET THE SHRINKS
MAKE YOU THINK THE EVERYONE
DIFFERENT THAN YOU
IS SECRETIVELY
CONSPIRING TO GET YOU.


   .that what makes us
Strong is love

Because
We were once us ......
Let's see them, those, me, you, we ,
"Be"    
together
Us ..
Community
Unity
Protect the weak .
Be the hero's-heroines
For the future
Let the children see what is right
That we need
Education
Be the person you admire more than anything
Empower
Meek
With courage to think
It's ok to be afraid ......
But never shall that
Create a reason to not rise to the occasion to defend "us"
That's the difference between saying you're "brave"
And being
"Courageous"
Be positive and let that be contagious.  
Help the people that hate us .. .
So there's  can be no reason for  people to believe in at lies said about us .
Let's
Be
Be someone worthy of emulation.
"Do "right inspite of what's been done to you  ...or become the person that done it to you and continue the wrongs
And receive the recompense it brings you...









You know ............
The human? ....
....
The human mind
In particular!
.......
.... it's a rather
Cryptic and manipulative
Thing .
And because
It has the power to conjure deceit
And convince itself
The opposite....
Doesn't mean it should...
But it does........
179 · Dec 2023
How r all u
Delton Peele Dec 2023
Take me ....sweep my feet make me.....
I want ....
No I need ....
I know so deeply
....
Can you please take me.....
Take me back to bell bottom
Star jeans.......
45's and 33's.....
Quadraphonic.  ..
Innocent daydreams......
Redline,hutch,
mongoose....
Stingrays and
No rain for days ....
No pains .......
Foozeball.....
Stick ball under the streetlights.......
5.oo dollar concerts ...
Dates at the movies ...
Hold hands ......
Naw ....Take me back to the 3 hour french kisses.....tongue sore . ....
Walk home 3 miles call you and lay on the floor listen to you just breath
For......hours......
Football pencils ...
Kiss cards .. ..
Dunes of the cape.   Saturday morning cartoons.  
Ted Nudget ....
AC/DC........
Passing notes....
Drawing ***** things on people's peechees. .....
Skipping ......
School.............
With girls . ..   ya. ...
Take me.....
Take me ..... can ya....please......
And an above all and everything .....
Take me .  
Take me back to the days when.  
I spent time with my family......
Back before we all started our own and drifted sofly ...
Away .... .
Take me back to the you must be Monas' kid......
Sitting around talking **** ...  far away enough so our parents can't hear........
Sneaking beer .....and getting high...... ....
Ya ...... can ya take me back ............
To the years before internet a cell phones........
Back when the ringing phone was an invitation not an obligation.....
Back when we gave hugs freely ....shared everthing...fought with our fists .......
And people were polite and actually cared. ......
Before we were scared of the government!
Take me
178 · Nov 2021
Hack ol
Delton Peele Nov 2021
Ohhhhhh
It's
Yuuuuuuhhhh
......
MmmmmM
Yes I see
You
And when I do
Every thing in the world becomes
Instantly
Irrelevant
Sound ,
Light ,
Dark ,
Drop their novelties
And run
Covering
......ears ......
And eyes
From what
Could haunt
Anti-negotiations
Team
Steps in
Fear,
Logic,
Reason
Gone.
Released from the grip of
Gravity
No longer confined to reality....
Persona
Retracts from the surface
I  
Sink  back into me.
Hidden
In
"Only the vital organs"
Cage
And
OOOOOOO
Don't it turn my blue eyes
Black
An you got my hackle up
numb front





I should have known
....
You'r
Presence
Invokes
Cadence
My skull
Groans
Morbidly

I see images of Bella Lugosi
In Noseferatu
And hear skeletons crawling
Bones
Crackling
In bellicose
Baritone
Notes
See my tattooed tongue curled down to my chin
And hear the contemptuous defiance in my
Haka
Chest cavity
Cracking
Inside my
blood like lava
Gurgling
Churning
I writhe
In maize yellow ,
Vermillion swirling
Crucible
I WOULD RUN IF I WERE YOU.....
BUT I DONT WANT YOU TOO  
.....
YESSSSS
MY PRECIOUS
YESS YESS
I DO  
BIT..
PLEASE  
COME CLOSER
Just out of my reach
That's it
Dance with me
In my disturbed
symphonic
Yearning.
My heart pounds  
Like Thor's hammer breaking out of
Valhalla
Each blow
Spikes hairs on my back
And it flicks the sweat into a mist.
My jaws clenched
Fist's tighten till skin splits
The rythym
......
The air......
......clouds......
..Disappear..
.......
Convulsive
.....Exhale.....
Epic
Mystic mist
Crystalize
At the absence of temperature
EYES
Reflect
The sparkle
INHALE
In heaving
.....Gasps....
AND RELEASED
WITH
MISERABLE MORNFUL
HOWL
FUZZ
ITCHING
STATIC
UNDER MY FLESH
TINY WORMS CRAWLING
INVOLUNTARY
HALF Slobbering
SOBBGIGILING
..........
LYCANTHROPY
PRIME MORTAL
DISORDE8R

LUNATIC MOON
IN FULL
Collapsed
Deranged
Trying to stave off.....the..
Strange..
I can't arrange a complete ..
Tho.....

I'm changed
St
I feel the


Nemesis  

Fever bringer
You bitterme ...
And yet sweet is the obsession......
Lost time . .  
Where am I ?
Im so close ...
My rage enslaves me with cravings
Compounding
Shhhhhhhh
Listen
.  ...... .
I'm not a monster
I want you to come out of this  
Ok ....
I really do ...
How droll life would be without you...
I just don't know what I would do .
Dont move
I don't want to ruin you .. ....
Yet .....
Oldsmobile bravada
I am learning to hate again
You have become my pain my torture and mentor.
Now my
Victim
If you don't work after
I
rebuild
You're transmission
I'm gonna hack you into parts and
Sell you.
You .....
OOOOOOO owee I smashed finger again...
Uffxxyfn differ jekridrjjdiriijjfjfjjrjtjfjdkfjirifidjfj!!!!!!!!
Maybe I'm getting old ....?
Cause really.....
How comical isn't it to watch a grown man throw Fitz and wrench's just to see them bounce back to my hurt. ....... Ya I guess I could see some hummor in............ ...... Stupid car
Suv .
More like SOB
OR POS...... OR .......... count to Google
Giggle im out
Piece..........
Delton Peele Feb 2021
Oh no ......  
I feel .....
Something......
like a
Nautious memory
Meyes burnt,
Saliva bitterd
Pooled into the
Middle of my
Mouth
Turnt to stone
Covered in dry sand....
And.   ...
I....
Now know
In trying to
Swallow
Along with all
The pains re surfacing
Making it almost impossible.......
I......
Realize.....the
Painjure.  I have been
Living in.....
The stone couldnt go through my chest cavity
The trump rang loudly
My heart cornered pounding deploying a chemical defense.
The stone grew
Barbs.
And claws
Began digging
Through the ugly scars
And every barb
Retract and those that didnt
Dug it and pulled hard.....
singleminded
Its soul purpose
Render me defensless
Making me face
Those things
I dont want to see.
The weaponry my heart sent to vanquish the
Painful enemy invading me
Reinged victorious.
Turnt the stone to salt water
And was immediately out cast .
Through ducts itn the corner of my blood shot eyes.
And giant hot shimmering crystal clear drops rained from there with snot and slober
I looked up and screamed and rent my shirt and my face slammed into my breast plate.
Like the never seen cliche of an  ostrich
Involuntary function.
Still not any better remnants liquidated
Bitter invader.
Weakened me
Allied with gravity
And buckled my knees
Sobbing
Blubbering
Asking
Un-understandable
Mutterings
Like off note guitar strings
And late night belligerent lyrics Eddie Vettar on a rant
Sea shatees.
Followed with a few sniveling
Convulsive whimperings.
Stand up jut my
Chin up
Dry my eyes sever the dangling mucous and blow my nose mop the floor
Gain some composure.
I actually feel better than before....
But lets not forget im a man
Lets not visit that memory any more ....
Dont wanna be
An attention
***** or seem
Needy..
No Sar
Delton Peele Jan 2022
Include exclude
Hoody
Goody two shoes
Refused
Muse
Bruised
The
un-amused
The Bruiser
Used
User
Brooder
Glib glad
Big bad
Mad
Intruder
Pied Piper
Without a pipe
Best friend till
The end of dividends.
Then I'm the
Outsider ...
Again......
Friend ....one
Me ......public enemy ....
Seemingly somehow
.......me.......
Only .......
Lonely
Scarred
Marred broken hearted **** star.......
Giver
Taker
Mistake ... ...
.........Great ........
Underrated fickle faded
Disassociate
Yourself from that one.......
All these without the pleasure or pain of commiting
Any one .....or admitting ....
No proof .....
Evidence or reason to believe ......
If you care to inquire ,
Study my profile...
Look into my
Character....
Interrogate me
Polygraph.....
Or skip all that
Go straight to
Private investigator
My intentions ...have always been to befriend and be friend ...
An always
The encourager .....
To the point of taking second place and the blame and punishment
Meant for you.........
henceforth the labels .....padlocked..
To my neck...
.........
Well..........since we're alone ......and I have your attention...
One ...........
Just
One ........
Just..........
One quick mention.......
My neck may bend down like a willow  ...only so far  ....where it stiffens like an oak.........
Stand in front of me while you slander with a sludge hammer .....
Till the handles
Broke........
Stoking the forge....
Fanning the flames
setting the stage for the insatiable
  "Morose delectation"
.............
without detection ....
Or reservation
Oh yes let's play this game .....   Ohhhh
....you shouldn't have ..but you did.....let's dig in........
decades of holding back the cries and crimes against my pride........
Dark clouds ......comming....
Down ........
Burnt cienna...
turnt ........
Charcoal grey....
Into black
Is this your wish ....?
To ****** and reduce me to  Schadenfreude?
Good.    .
Bad......
Pleasure  .
Pain
...these are the costumes you choose to wear
In lust just remember
This is youre hypocrite flipped script. .
And I'm playing the part ........
Let's not forget
I train every day and play way harder....
Psychotic ******* who so needs an outlet ......  Pain inflicting Olympic gold medalist .....
Oh you insist.....
You make me blush........
Get your game playing costumes on...
***!  
Comfortable  in them . .
Great!.
Go ahead then
Wear them out.....
Love .....
Hate    ... .
These wears are reversible..
All the patrons under the marquee......
You invited them in   .....
The came to see blood .....
The tables set
It's too late  and I'm hungry.
But maybe you don't  
Parlez-vous français ?
Huh?
Maybe you shouldn't play.... .....
Well now ....
Let's see.....
Your production.....
I played my part........
So you should pay ......no?
...or maybe.....
s'il vous plaît
Be........ My...
"Roman Holiday" ......
Oh .. yeah....
You do.....
Ok .......
Help me change .. ..
You know I can't do this without you .....
Hey I'm talking to me
177 · Nov 2023
Where you
Delton Peele Nov 2023
Where you are.....
Which way you go....
You think you can't,.......
Get here from there.
Yet you want to count on me to get to you from here
... ..
Since you won't try.
Then I cant say ill be there!
176 · Jan 2021
Con fused
Delton Peele Jan 2021
The stench of sleeze and more than apathy......
A will to drag you through the mire
With full intent
To accommodate
Everyones view
A yellow brown slime covers
A hand full of
Tentacles.......
Persevered in
Perversity
Groping unwanted.......
Or
Open arms understanding
A unconditional love wishing to full fill youre dreams. ........
And takes off her ring
Rams it down my throat with a contemptuous
Fist ..........
Then the twist
When he dumps her and shes humiliated .....
She runs straight to me
Tells me all about it. I console she feels whole and shes off with a
Laugh ......
Its gettin old
175 · Apr 1
You want to think?
Delton Peele Apr 1
Was reality,
created
found
Forged
Forced
Or was it naturaly
Explanatory?
Was it or is it ..
You have to disprove it ....
Or if not ....
Then it is what it is ...
I t  I  s
175 · May 2021
a Peele
Delton Peele May 2021
out there as the frost melts off starry eyed  Lad 13

***** cheeks
bulgin at the seams pushin boundries cussin ,
chewin, perusing every female from His age up to 50 fightin everone .
every thing  
honery
mad at the world
voice changing immature
growin like a ****
B.M.O.C.
raw strength and so fill of pride he cant hide it
Un concerned Dads watchin Him
sorta metaphorically  
only he can see when its time to step in
cause hes walked a mile or two 2 in his shoes
puberty pimples and rage has set in
hes gotta give him room to bleed
he listens to his boy as if hes a childhood friend
lets him have full cart blanc in gesture and speach
makes him
feel like hes in
his click  
young and tuff!
makes the boy
feel at ease , old  -  er
and tuff
at this point on this crisp spring day
both smillin
ahhh those Irish eyes
closer than they've ever been
emotionally pretty close to the same age
suns beatin down hot  shirts off  
Dads playin hookey
met the boy at school with beef jerky
quarter ounce of ***
and a half rack of ice cold 18 ounce Raineers
and there off up on the mountain somewhere smokin a joint laughin sweatin
catchin brookies up by top of the world !
as it was later known to be
but at this point it was known as the ****** ponds up the road from the Rossinger store
and although
we had been there and many times since  
some how I knew and I think he did too
we both lavished and whole heartedly  savored every minute of those days
I was thinkin I Was a Man
He was feelin like a Kid
we flipped the bird to the world and nothin could touch that
He was the toughest *******
and the coolest

He got a little long in the tooth but never lost his edge
a full fledged Mosquito
it saddens me that  there arent many around that knows what that means
my Father
told his companion
not to say a thing ..    
to me

. of

.. his ...  

cancer

didnt want me to suffer
  
****** Cancer

He died not wanting to burden me  
a week before Christmas this year . Im numb

it hurts so bad
i wanna packit up take out a few enemies and fade and be done

then  I feel the sun

oh I can smell the beer
see his loving eyes and here  him say Awe
I love you Son.
and then I look at my Son .
I still have time to run with him awhile and try to build with him some memories

I will always love you Dad
not a minute goes by. I miss you
174 · May 2024
Fitz
Delton Peele May 2024
Love..........
Is.   Well
Like a fox glove....
In it's native territory
It grows in abundance
In full bloom tremendous.....
It's poisonous
And yet you can save lives with it.
173 · Dec 2023
Vector zero
Delton Peele Dec 2023
E=mc²
Quantum physic
Algebraic circular reasoning .....
Strings tied themselves in knots.   .
Before the question asked ......
Do you make up everything......
The answer came back .....
I'm a frayed knot......
Is there intelligent life out there?
A square question
Reasoning would suggest if we could find it here
here...then it could be.
For it would take intelligence to perceive it.....
So far we haven't found any......
Impedance
Fighting for peace.....
Freedom ,
Jumbo shrimp ,
Military intelegence.......
Human kind?.
Is our purpose for living just remembering to breath?
Breed....
Want and need
One from necessity...
The other from greed....
Fate and destiny......
If there is no goal
...collaboration to find it ?
We can't even agree on a map.....
How many billions of gallons of blood have stained the soil .....and we don't even have a clue where we are going
...or even know where we could go....
Go get a new pair fo shoes and jeans mmmmm........
While people die starving
...yah I just went there .....but go ahead and shine it on .......
Hurry.  .....
Find an attractive distraction to take your mind off that....
Fur reals tho....
Don't worry....
Googles' got more apps than Carters'
Got pills for that....
So.........
Don't see humans living in dumps eating rotten deacay.

Was that your fate or thier destiny.....


Well Don't just stand there ...
Do something
171 · Dec 2022
Each generation
Delton Peele Dec 2022
Every generation passed
Unequivocally in sympatico
Has voiced , with alarming concern
This is travesty.
In my time,
my generation
"This would never have happened " ...
Freedom was freedom .......
Now what is it.........
You don't even know
Do you?
You don't have a clue ......
This generation in sympatico says this ......
"Well I guess........ Uhm
What evers best .......
Kinda busy now .... So
Uhh ya........ Ok"
I say
*** ? !
Wake up ........
But they cannot ....
For this is their brainwashed hand me down paradigm
Sad
171 · May 2024
Lo
Delton Peele May 2024
Lo
Oh the eb and flow of love

. . .
Is so
I don't know
I guess intriguing?
When I'm in
Remove my skin .....
Let there be nothing
Between me ...
and what I'm feeling.......
When I'm out ..
Don't look at me
Help me ......
Tighten this tourniquet around my neck
I Don't want to feel these feelings .....
Don't want to feel anything
...
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