If regret was preventable ,
Would you still feel ?Yuh ......
Ya you broke my heart.....aye!!!
Aye......  
aye...
Took me to higher  heights
You called me your King,
I had........
More love than I could give away in a lifetime.......
I been saving it like wine........
Yuh.   ......
You opened that door.......
Thought we got drunk on my love....
Guess that was just me.....
Went through everything so fast......
I was goody two shoes .....
Your one and only......
The golden one .......
I gave my life.......put my character on  the line ...........
All your friends and family ......
I never listened to.......
All had **** to say about you......
Said you were fast ....
Laughed ........
Said Itll never last......
I used to be somebody .....
Over confident that's ok  ....
Never said anything I couldn't back up ....
I was a bad ***.    
Now what?
A has been ,
I tried to rescue you......
You used me ...?
Now I'm the outcast ?
Vagabond..........
Look at me.   ....
Oh wow. ......
I never needed anything.......
I had everything.....
Everybody love me ......
Look at me .......
It's me ..........remember me?
Your loverboy babyblue.......
Where are you......
I need you ............
Oh great now I'm needy?
Love me like you used to.
Did you ever ....?.
I won't even care if you just pretend to

The whole time I was protecting you....
Lying to the kids .....
Saying you..........
Just needed some space....  
We're out with your friends.......
Then I put them to bed ......
Go down to our room
Lock the door and cry y.......
You won't text me or call me ....
I wanted to die .....
I felt so alone.....
Two days or more go by.....
Kick open the door smelling like ***** ......
A hot mess wrinkled up short spandex dress.......
Saying vicious things to me threatening to leave again.....
I beg you to stay forgive you ....
You don't even ask me too......
I love you.........
And after it was over......
I find that you lied about me the entire time........
I lost my mind.......
I had no idea......
I still don't .....
Wait .......
Remind me what it was that I saw in you?........
*** is wrong with me ........

All your strength and efforts are spent.    
Either doing what someone said or told you.............
You can't do........
You can tell me what to do ......
That's fine .......
But never tell me what I can't do ... .
Or what not to do .......
Because there's is a problem
That you won't want to get into

Fools in fooliesht prime
Crack like an itchy fingered "Karen"
At boot camp with a cap-gun.....
Over amped on caffeine ampersand
Uber sensitivities......
In constant rationale
Hyper-critical on themselves
Or so they say.    
Justify their own hypocrisy
By delusional philosophy
Every infraction committed
Was never the intention .....
Forced and framed into
The part they played ......
Thus left without option. ...
Erred by circumstance
Furthermore being the victim
While denying culpability
Should receive re-assurance..... .
And a free pass ........

And so if you find yourself in fervid inescapable desire
To portray a horses *** ..
With a itchy noseand  it's tail on on fire ...
Then my friend opportunity found... .
There is no consideration for time or location .....
It's always there ......
Take a walk find an idiot .
Argue with said idiot......
Become the idiot.......
The mask will have a remarkable resemblance
If this doesn't work ........well then simply gaze into the mirror.....
And see you ......
Unbiased .......
As a perfect stranger would
Try to............
Explain why you do what you.....
Do

FYI

Arguments spent either brief or violent
End the same ........
You are the blame,
There exist no chance to win
Nor will any effort to restore your name be made....
last but not least you will remain the idiot and not be recompense anything ever .....
Most likely you will receive the opposite.....!

Between wise men and tools.  
Only the fool knows who he is!

Intentions null and void.
The amount of time
You can put on your hands.
If solely spent on you.....
Increase exponentialy
In tandem the trouble
You could get in.......
And if spent selflessly to help another in desperate need.
Double or don't do it ......
No good deed.
Will go unpunished.....
Remember you read it here....

Divide that by two if you are single....
And divide that by ten
If you tell no one .

Slam...
Started with.  
Hand to hand.
Then .....
Bam! BAM!!
Escalation.......
Clubbing!!!!
Rocks and sticks....
Swords and arrows.....
Wage the siege feed the greed
Protect the bloodline
Tribes  and territories turned country's .......
Expanding.........enslaving.....
Gold
HOLD your ground ......here it comes
BANG BANG BANG!!
Gunpowder .
Here we grow again!!!!!!
Power.
Bigger better killing things ...
Mmmmmmm him likes these things!
In the name of glory and honor....
Manifest destiny  
Whatever the means ..
To hell with consequences
**** killKILLKILLKILL .
Sometimes it's to keep our things....
Other time it's ........well.......
Let's say behind propagandas. ....
Natural resources needed
To sway or stay in the game...
SO..... if your not competitive
I mean you know .....like
Not "THAT" competitive.....
Then ....what.  
I'm just wondering where exactly is the checkered flag ......
For this human race.......
And the criteria?
Is it last one stabbing?
Er.....sorry standing?
What do we get for a prize ?
Who's gonna present it ....
Then what?
Start a new race ?
Just saying ........
When can we petition to
Turn the power into a collective think tank with the communal goal for the well being
...
We seem to take small minded
Stupidities handed down from the powers that perpetuate half lies.  
To fuel the machine .....
Leading into the pits of hell ......
And they watch from their armchairs.
Rolling up sleeves with knifes in hand ......
Grunt and dig in to the T-bone
On their dinner plate....
And the hostess brings a nice bottle
Of chianti.....
Rough day........?
Could be worse......you could be sitting in a pool of oil .........
And you don't have anyway to keep it.

When you have to try,
To..........
Be cool,
Look cool
Or feel cool
Then usually
You can't have all three
At the same time
Because they won't coincide
Best off to just be you...
Unless ........
You're me
An if that's the case ....
Then yah.  
You're gonna wanna be me.
Trust me ..
I even wanna be me!