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Delton Peele Dec 2022
I found another personality  
Trait to hate !
Fake caring Karen.
You pretend friend
You're a frienenemy....
Taking the passion from my pain..
Oh ....... I SEE
WHAT I SHOULD SAY IS
"I  ""allowed""  her  to ruin my life"..   .....
Trigger please you weren't there
You didn't see all the horrible things
You'll never know the depths and humiliating things    ..
You will surely never feel the sacrifices self depravity .....
Hearing her laughing !
broken lachrymose
Suffering on my knees .
Trying to friend me up with her lovers.
When I find out chase them away she cry's ..
Says she hates me.  .
I forgive and forget    ....
I say  I love you babe
We'll get through it.   . .
She calls me pathetic...
Years go by and somehow she just can't remember that ****.
Says it me  ......
So ya  I "let" her  ruin my life ....
The same way
Your not letting me punch you in the throat!
Does that not denote the pain you got comin ....

Be gone from mine eyes
Peasant ...... I have no need of you....
Unless you wish me to rephrase
" You allowed me to punch you in the throat an beat you with my belt buckle........."
See how much that helps ...
*******!


    .
Delton Peele Dec 2022
Neglect is the regret
You have control to manage.
Regret is the control
You neglected!
Delton Peele Dec 2022
Energy takes the path of least Resistance!
dedicate your life with epic love
To a narcissist.
they can only see you,
As an assistant!
When love ascends you
Fills you with vigor
You become more than what you thought you could have been,
The love
You would lay your life down for.
At best  they may have seen you as a friend.
When conflict means compromise in you eyes ,
You naturally avoid it at all cost.
If you believe it's a strategy
Of  benevolence
They will never see the suffering sacrifice
And deeper meaning behind the offerings meant.
To them your prosperity ,
Is their opportunity,
Truly tell them of depravity
You went through to help them.?
You already know ........
" I told you you didn't have to!"
Or
" Why would you do that , that doesn't make any sense.......
Well that's on you   . ....."
Or the lecture .......
"You need to learn to say no ....
I would never lend out my last twenty dollars ....... Just say no .....!"
They leave you with a feeling of
(*** is wrong with you?)
And probably not gonna pay you back ,
Because you'll just give it away to some other fool.

Keep your money and your time
Find the pleasures in life
Find the people who try to lend their time and money to you,
And then don't accept it    
If your idea of compromise,
Means you give into what ever need be
To create a calm sea .....
Your missing out ,
Don't give in until you find something ,,,,,,,
Anything you can gain from these " compramitcal opportunities,
For a great sailor is never made with a calm sea......
And  within adversity  are riches and fame like the world's never seen   ..........
All for the taking      
Don't give up
Never give in
Every day overcome adapt
And recognize opportunities
Always full understand no one is more worthy than you .
All who agree with what is written let's hear a hearty
I  I .........
It's unanimous
The e... H... . T!
Delton Peele Dec 2022
Ink blot
first impression?
Thought this should be easy.
Rapid succession.......
The white ,midnight black,
Page after page after page,
(Can I really trust her?)
((Let's see))
HOT!
LAVA!
LOVE !
*** !
YOU!
ME !
PLEASE?
(She.. ....... Didn't flinch
I think she told me the truth!
I could say exactly what I saw,
So. .  .... I let go ....  
Uncensored....    ....
My psyche's frolicking naked
Unabashed
Inappropriate?   ****** ?
Brutal !
First time ...... For me ......
Like a shy  sea anemone
My soul ,.  . . cautious....
Vulnerable   reached out of the darkness ........
I felt the warmth of the sun.....
Flash... ...
Sting .
Pain .......
Ex....
Love .......
Her lover ........
What is she showing me?

Stop !
A splash of cherry red...  
Fist clenched
Drenched
As my fantasy snaking back into my head
And the clarity is cold ......
Something's wrong .
I'm not in the trust tree anymore ...
Im alone , our tether  severed
She's still here but she disconnected......
I don't know what I said   ..  .
Patient confidentiality?
Yes please ......
First question ........
Not from her....
From me ........
Not to her .......
To you..........
Do you believe ?
Do you see things differently?
Too what degree?
Do you have moods ?
Or do you have to tie up your personalities?
If you say to me
We create our own reality.....
I say to you


"*** are we doing here?
Delton Peele Dec 2022
Every generation passed
Unequivocally in sympatico
Has voiced , with alarming concern
This is travesty.
In my time,
my generation
"This would never have happened " ...
Freedom was freedom .......
Now what is it.........
You don't even know
Do you?
You don't have a clue ......
This generation in sympatico says this ......
"Well I guess........ Uhm
What evers best .......
Kinda busy now .... So
Uhh ya........ Ok"
I say
*** ? !
Wake up ........
But they cannot ....
For this is their brainwashed hand me down paradigm
Sad
Delton Peele Dec 2022
Some things ...
"I know " I know....
Other things IDK  
I mean  . I think I know .
But........ I don't know.....!
yah know?
Delton Peele Dec 2022
I remember itchy red eyes laying awake to daydream of you,
Waiting by the rotary phone .......
It rings ...
My heart's in my throat......
I lean on one elbow
super smug mug.
Avocado green plush rug.......
Jazzy radio deep voice
Like cool crushed velvet
I speak right into your ear .
Hellllllllo?
Uhhhm what....
No I don't want to take a survey  
.........
Dammmm it
Slam the phone ......
Then fold my hands under my head .......
Smile , cross my feet and stretch
And pick up where I left off.

Lost in love with you
On a hot august night  ...
I fantasize about ..
You fantasizing about menow I fantasize that I could go back to those days and catch a feeling or two.........
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