Lable the one I can't be
Something grand
Ampersand
Ladle the rest that can't see the real me
Lazily into a bowl
Of
Fickle faithless friendemies
Set up a stand
Free please
I've got too many of these
And I'm weakend
Lacerated by shattered mirrors infused with vanity
Begining to believe
I'm naive I bleed
In reflection
I bleed  
I take these silvery pieces from my flesh
Make an effigy
Of me
Red stained mosaic
Mirroring the twisted  picture my mind's eye sees  
Thinkin the world still  seeing the  me
I used to be
Mangled with fears
Of what the future brings

Macerated over years
In secret tears


Regrets slowly set down bitter roots
Their poison setting in

Introspect

Has got the best of me


I  view it

Bitterly

Cainst
Control the emotional flow
Livin in a crescendo
Of twisted up things
That resemble some
Of my half realized dreams
And it hertz me
Ya'al know
I mean I do
Yet I don't hope so
It like ain't know body gonna
Stop me now
Hellz naw
I got it goin on
Got my swag
Gangsta strut
Yuh
Fly
High
Rocker jeans
Fresh ironed Dickey's
All
"G"
Cap ta kix
CHICKS
sayin
Who's that guy
20 foot whip
Oooooh
Barracuda
Bass in tha back
Sunroof top
Digging the screen
Ooh oooooh.
Yuh
Not exactly like that
But you know what I meanz
Then here comes the future
X
Daaayam I got the luck
Straight out fantasy
Hot as ....
Well you know
Yuh
Says she wants ta
....
Be my queen
I play it cool
Say
Yuh.
And she says ya.
I say cool.
Now I'm in love
Honey doo
Yuh
I do anything boo.
I love you.
I'm a good boy
Now
She dont like that
Says she wants  
A mack
Sup
Wit that
****
I waz
the mack
Eva
Ray
Thing
I
Do is rong
"GONG"
Then
I sawwww
Hurrrr
Walkin in tha raaaaain.
(Orange juice Jones)
(Feel me)
Happened againz
DING ****
DING ****
YUH
THE WITCH IS GONE
lick my wounds
Back on track
Yuh
Return of the mack
Yuh
That's right baby
Rollin
In my hooptie
***
Help I'm blind
I cainst see!
......
Nobody
But you
Boo and ohhhhhh
Did you wax those pants?
I can totally
See my self
In em
And dam
Here we go
Again

Yuh

Nuh

Is it wise to think differently?
Theoretically ?
Is it wisdom you seek?
If yes then....
Is it the picture
Of certain pompous people's
Looking up to you...
Or is it pure benevolence
That moves you
Then wisdom will suit you
Any reason other than this
Still is vanity
If it is vanity
You seek
then seek vanity

Looking for wisdom
Is a wise thing
With diverse accoutrements
And you should know now
Evidence suggests
It is a road without end
That will bring you happiness
Give you substance
The road if you  must
Begins in understanding
MASHAL
These are not treasures to discover
These are skills
Learned and eared
Truly
Treasures beyond
Measure.

Delicately
We
Don ourselves in eloquence especially
In the presence
Of those
Beautiful just out of reach
Ones which without effort
weaken the knees.
And decimate
Vocabularies...
And any
Type of grammatically
Rehearsed whimsical
Really cool stuff we wanted to say
Making me
Red faced ..and dumb dummie looking
Super concetratie
and confuse  ed staring into outer spaces
Feeling like a peasant....stamering
Discombobulated.eddedeeddedd
Ya know what
What ever