Only the even keeled
Realy ever know what is apropriate to feel
The social barometer ,...
If you will, fashioned
Into a dark mirror
So to speak.
Only the sane
.......Will......
Check
Theyre
Sanity
And
Have the tools
And the standards
And
I think .
I do .
I respond
I compare too
I observe
I mimic
I
Love
Atleast I do
Yet it seems
There is something
Amiss
I
Cry and feel
Empty
Alone
Again
Ther must be .
Something
I cant see
Somethings
Wrong
With
Me
Thats what one of
Me
Said
And
I
Feel bad .
Because
The other ones
Laughed
Outloud
At
.....me.....
I
Said
Me
Sad

Engulfed in a myriad of savage memories
Mournfull
Memoirs
Forlorn
Sworn to keep
Buried  deep
With my mind
..Too many..
Re-surfacing
Trembling
Tremors
Chained
Face to face
With these
Regretful things
Like rotting
Carcasses
I cry and try
I swear its not
....Me...
Yet I remember
These deeds
Sickningly
Somehow are
Simply
Unforgetable.
dichotomy
Is it
We
....Haunt....
.....I....
Dont want
To see
Wretched
Inconsolable
Muttering
I mumble
Unwittingly
I said the
Wrong thing
Lightning
Bristling
Psyche
Splitting
.....Birth.....
..No..­
Oh No
Its not me
....Respite....
Finely i can hide
....no....
I said its name
Up from the dank
I
Sank
Into bliss.
Again
.
..
.........
.........
..
.
Like treasure maps
The grains of life.
Are formed in much same way as the
Strongest
steel
Forgings
Vermillion
Mr hyde pacing
Ranting
Murmurs
Chiding
Backbiting
Worms into my
dreams
compassed about by
These kodak moments he keeps pacing
Lurking
Looking
For more leverage


cursed me with
Crimson paintings
Envoking screams
Hide; let sleeping dogs lie    
Lets let it go
§^¤NO¤^§
THEY KEEP
PUSHING
US
Back past the groves of i dont know.
Wretched leaching
Friend back
So low
Solo
So go
Deep in the suffering hollow.
Thickets
So dense and forboding.
.years past the last spatial light where the madness....
Gets dunk off darkness
A raging
inferno
Cant even glow
In this
desolate  
  underbelly
So go hyde .....