Delton Peele

Delton Peele Nov 2020

I will forgo without
Endure unjust ,
unreal suffering .
Trivialize my vantage.
Which leaves depravity
Insecurity
two goals my lifetime
Towering out of my grasp
.......never needing you to be burdened with shame of wanting to ask......
Work myself to the grave ......
Perjure myself infront of a federal jury.
Tape 50 kilos of coke to me
Watch me stroll through Iran border security
Give me vast riches ill live in poverty
Build the worlds largest castle the world has ever seen ....make the whole thing out of
Oxcodone oxycottin
Percaden .vicaden .or any type of ******.
Give me all comepletely
Legalize me to do
Anything
With full impunity.
Absolute imunity
..........
I will without a second thought .without even the hassle of looking about it.
.....for you..
And at the end of that tempting day will crawl home to you through lemon juice and broken glass
Give you my pay check
Cook you a five star dinner
Rub your feet and love you
Because
WITHIN me lies the truth of what you have done to me.. ..
And I know it
More importantly
I know you know it
.......in private .
Alone you try to deny it
One of us will probably
Die

Delton Peele Oct 2020

Cou stow In promt 2.o

You pay for the whooooooole
Seat but you only
Use the edge!
Jacques Cousteau
Without his flippers.
I see de feet
And zoe eye szay
Vhere am I Goingkah.
I simply do not know....
Although it is still a mystery to me
And yes
I can confess to you
My friends
At times a little scary
Yet who are we to resist ?
We can be anything.......
A an olive branch on de nile
Foating along effortlessly
Or contentiously
strong arming the clock
Try holding back
....the hands.....

Vanity

Inevitably

the sands of time
will have its way
and burry you.
Would you believe me

If i told you I was a liar?
Ok...a fool?

Or......if you perverse.
A private ****
Without a clue.
Still groping
A closet pyromaniac
A star in this ruse.
I slipped and fell in love
Way to soon .
My life caught on fire
It hit me so hard
my soul bruised .
I wasnt prepared
I wish there was some
Kind of a school for the young and naivete .
Of course i can
Say that now
Want and need are two
Different things
One comes from
Greed the other
Out of necessity
Same as fate and
Destiny
Buzz words
Sugar coating
Fantasy and reality
Desire and have to be
Let me give you
A small sample
I wish i didnt know love and hate
As fate would have it
Im an addict to both
Its disturbing
coexisting twisting each other
Alone And together they augment
My reality
Just like a bend in time increases with altitudes
(That is reality)
Which by circular reasoning
Gives us the illusion
Of gravity
(That is fantasy)
Truth is
My addictions would have found me anyway
Now the world is my oyster
And im withdrawing
Chasing what i think will
Heal me
Exciting and confused
I kind of dont feel the same way
......as when i first used ......
Then again
we probably never do
I hate being in a state
Of chasing a high from the valleys below cause when you fall ya got a long way to go
Injured and impaired.
I self medicate interchanging
Love and hate

which have drug me
into
My fate
so addicted with love
The catalyst and
The accelerant like a
Two part epoxy
Both in me rent the veil

Mingleg and congealed
Over time i think im healed
I fear its only temporally
Not knowing
Im made out jade and im afraid
The One that taught me how to live
Or told me what to to on this pilgrimage.
Is no longer here
And ive surpasssed in years
Im loquacious and full of laciviousness
A facade to stave off the tears and even though
I love being alone
I remember being
Madly in love with my reflection
Thinking vainly saying
Cant get much closer
To perfection
Now im in the gloaming and it bitterly been months since iv dawned a mirror
im lonely here

?

Delton Peele Oct 2020

With. Out.

Without culture who would try
Without philosophers who would ask why
Without teachers who would learn
Without fear who would be alive
Without honesty and bravery who would live .
Without love who would want to .
Without teachers that fear for future generations and love the children and our once great nation and are brave enough to accept this challenge and knowing the Colossal retribution to follow if they fail
do this voluntarily for practically no pay every day .and shall i say prevail.
Inspite of the pitfalls
I guess its more of a no brainer than philosophical

Delton Peele Oct 2020

Tired of

Tired of constant chalangeship
A typical fools delight
I dipped out stupily
Into a new set
Portraying "me"as an idiot
Dare i say it ......uhhhm well
It felt earily natural yet
I knew this was only "Me" on holiday ..........
Well now i hesitate to say
Seduced into stupidity
Welcome to the dumby
Went from a shrt stay
To a lfe time

Delton Peele Oct 2020

Me mean u

If
I
could be
Even for a short while
You
I know what i would think of .
You .
Or
Me
And
U
An
Me

Delton Peele Oct 2020

Emit

I live within its confines ...
I will **** it.
The taste will be irony !

Oh im just waiting
Yaknow ....killin time ...killing time

Delton Peele Oct 2020

Look down your nose you wont see me

Youll see blood .......
Sweat and tears !
Look down youre nose at me again
This time youll see the cieling
From the floor
Theres no way you could judge mae..
....try walkin a mile in my shoes Quinten Terentino style
Ill bet ittle be the longest mile
Yet it will apear to you as normal as normal can get....
To me welllllllll.
Tell u what ..
Watch the movie ......
Its about me playing the part of you .....
Walkin a mile in me shoes .
I hear its good but really weird.
Idk i fell asleep